People have been asking me about my YouTube account and encouraging me to get a new one. For a while I wasn't going to, but I decided to now, but it'll be more of a how-to channel and I'll have reviews on it as well.

I started a new business, In Abundance LLC, so I need a place to create my own reviews of the products I'll be selling. (They'll be my own products as well!) I opened the business at the beginning of last month and my YouTube account is primarily created for that purpose.

As people have been asking me how to make isochronic tones, I plan on adding a new video on my YouTube on how to create them. When I pitched the 10GB+ of Isochronic tones I had from before, I also pitched the old how to videos. I figure as so many people want to have access to them, I'll remake the video and upload it.

In Abundance LLC YouTube Channel

Also, I've decide to market my skills as a web developer on Freelancer.com. I need your help in promoting my profile, even if you just click Like, Tweet, and +1. The more people who see my profile and want to work with me, the easier I can get jobs in web development. If you have need of a PHP/MySQL/HTML web developer, or a web developer at all, feel free to post a project on that site and let me know about it. I'll bid on your project if I can fulfill your request. You can also just send me a message through here if you wish.

LightworkerNaven on freelancer.com

I'm on SSI, so that'll greatly help me out if you promote my profile or offer me a job. I try to help people whenever I can as well, so if you need help from me or wish to barter for promoting my profile, I'm all for that. Enjoy!




Keywords: youtube, freelancer, php, html, mysql, web developer

You have no idea how many nights I've dreamed of my soul mate. I can see her and I think she's in this world too. She's a short tiny brunette haired girl and sometimes when I dream of her and I get to hold her in the Astral plane.

Last night I got to see her face very well. She has a child like playful personality and her energy feels like mine. (Sole mates are part of your sole and connected to the same over soul as you are.) She was on my lap while I was at my computer and looked at my keyboard and said that my backslash key was in the wrong place and it should be next to the tilda key. It seemed to feel more like she was thinking of an international keyboard layout and then I looked at the keyboard and there were international characters on the key she saw.

I just looked up the international keyboard layouts and I think she might be from Spain or Mexico or just speaks Spanish, since the Spanish keyboards have the backslash in the upper left and then the tilda a few keys to the right. Plus the symbols on the backslash key look like the ones I saw in my dream. I had never seen that layout before either. That could explain why I like Mexican food so much as well. Perhaps part of her cultural foods she likes leaked into my consciousness node? Her face could have been a Spanish person's face as well.

She looks kind of like this girl:

I've been asking the cosmos to bring her into my life for quite some time now. If you feel that you're the one I described, PLEASE contact me. I know you will if you're her as your personality will drive you to do it.

NOTE: Those who know me know that it always felt over the top when someone said so and so is my soul mate, yadda yadda. So, for me to write this means a lot. The term soul mate is so over used that its meaning has been lost and that's why it bothers me to hear people talking about that. It's like a broken record.

The way I'm using "soul mate" and "twin flame" is to describe a genuine connection with someone whom you can deeply feel a connection with like no other. This isn't just an attraction to someone because you think they're sexy or that you like who they are. A true, genuine, twin flame is someone whom you have a deep seated connection with. It feels like a longing, but yet you can't explain the longing.




Keywords: dreams, soul mate, twin flames

I've noticed that a lot of people messaging me, but they have the garbage feature active on their email accounts that make it so that anyone who contacts them will be waitlisted. (They can't send email before clicking a link.) I will not click those links and if you wish to talk to me, please be responsible and turn that feature off before contacting me. (No one wants to do that by the way.

Its an extra step and could potentially allow credentials to be sent to the user. This security threat could send JS (or an inline frame with JS) that collects cookie data from the user. The cookies for the mail system will be sent to the script as its part of the site they are viewing. This data, if unencrypted, could be used by the attacking site to tell the attacker how to log into your email account.

Cookies are created on a domain and are accessible only on that domain. So, as the user is viewing the message on that domain, the cookie is accessible to that message and can be sent to the attacker. Beware of what links you click in your email. Even if the link has what looks like encryption on it, it could be obfuscation. (Ex. A password and email could be obfuscated by simple substitution and look like encryption. So, A would become G, 4 would become D, h would become 9, 4 would become ^, etc.)

Be careful not to click links from just anyone in your mail. I'm very good at website security and have been a web dev for many years. Nothing is hacker-proof, but you sure can make it very difficult to hack things and you can make things hidden as well. Variables are passed to URLs all the time. (Sometimes in the form of ?var1=value&var2=value2 and sometimes as /value/value as mod rewrite can change those URLs to look like the former version.)

If you don't know what you're doing, don't click it.




Keywords: wait list, contact, security

I moved on Febby 2 and I'm glad I finally did. No more torture.




Keywords: moved

I'm excited to finally be moving out of this place. There are so many problems here it isn't even funny. I told Ed that his daughter Brianna is a bully and that she needs help, but instead of facing the facts and doing something to help her be more positive and make it so she doesn't wind up like Gabby and Andi, he tried to make me out to be selfish by saying I never do anything. (Mind you he likes to pretend I don't so he can have a false upper hand. I've told him a few times what I've done, but when he has to do those things he feels lost and tries bargaining with me to get away from having to do them. Ex. Laundry isn't his thing.)

Gabby and Andi are his oldest 2 and they don't live here. (Thank the cosmos! lol) Gabby instigated numerous arguments for a week and propagated negative energy and no mater how much I begged him to send them away, he never cared about my concerns, yet I'm the selfish one. I was about to die from being in mortal pain for so long and he didn't bat an eye, yet I stood up to them for him. Negative energy is VERY debilitating to me. They have a VERY difficult life and I can see why.

Ed would rather leave his kids unchecked and allow them to be mean to people. He doesn't care that Gabi and Andi didn't turn out to be positive people. He doesn't care that Brianna will follow suit. I hope Milan and Melia don't wind up the same way. They're nice kids, but with a madman for a dad and a proven track record that he raises bullies, I'd have to imagine that their positive behavior isn't going to last.

Brianna bullies me all the time and Ed could care less, yet I stood up for him. Compromise to him means that I should sacrifice my happiness for his desires. He made very little sacrifices and hurt me plenty, but yet he still thinks I'm the selfish one. He's 55 years old and can't have a stable relationship because he doesn't know how to treat people and with living with Brianna who's a bully, people aren't willing to stick around.

I've told him how I see things and he knows what to stop doing that's hurting people, but he doesn't care. He often gets all liquored up and drains my energy. Some nights I have to sleep next to the stink of a brewery it's so bad.

I've learned much from being here including the fact that hierarchies aren't always such a bad thing. I wish I saw it that way growing up and then it could have fixed a lot of problems at home. Hierarchies are a good way to have the general interest of the whole condensed through one or two people whom the group trusts to make sure they aren't steered wrong. The thing my parents didn't always do all the time is ask for our input before making their decisions. I was fighting to be free of anyone's control, yet I didn't realize it wasn't about control, but as a way to act as a group with common interests. This is still new to me, but I've learned a hard lesson while clearing karma from my childhood from being here.

I also decided to just start being more agreeable when it comes to non-critical stuff. Even if I don't agree with the situation, if I don't feel like fighting to let people know my feelings, I'll just let them have their way and be done with it. For instance, creditors are trying to collect money I don't owe right now, but I figure it's a bit over $400 and I know money is in abundance and they will get their karma from robbing me, so I figure I'll just pay them off so I don't have to deal with court cases. Besides, they'd probably have it on the other side of town so I couldn't get there and they'd win by default as they can't prove their case anyway. As I don't feel like going through that hassle, I'll just use the law of abundance and let them have the money they wish to steal from the poor and give to the rich corporation. The cosmos takes care of the karma and we're good.

This should end the long stint of pain and it seems the rounds of pain are getting shorter now. This is the end of the 3rd round of lesson smashing through pain in my life. The first was growing up, then I got a break for a while, then my quest to learn to love myself and now the pain that was a bunch of lessons thrown into a hodgepodge. I don't know how many lessons the sleepers I live with have learned while I was here, but if they're smart, they will meditate on the situation and learn the lessons written in pain that they had while I lived here. Hopefully their darkness will recede so they can grow too.

I won't move in with anyone else anymore, but after getting to know the next person, they can over time move in with me. I don't want to have any more relationship issues that I have to be living with the person who hurts me anymore. I rather be a hermit, but if I live with someone who's truly awake, it could be a different story.




Keywords: moving day, relationship issues, ed, life lessons, pain