I got a couple messages from people this morning. One person offered help for the pain I was feeling last night and the other person said she was glad she wasn't alone in what I wrote. She said that I'm usually the one helping everyone and giving all the answers, but I wrote how I was hurt and it was comforting to her to see me showing how I do get hurt too. As you might know, the answers I give are the answers I've acquired through my own heart and I always encourage everyone to look first to their own heart's answers, but use my help as help, not the unchallenged truth.

Yes, I do understand the ins and outs of why things work, but it was still quite painful here much of the time, but I think last night's human quake was to help me purge the pains of being in a 3D world. Before I had my... episode... (lol GlaDOS quote) I asked my guides to send positive energy to my house to make it feel as pure as when I moved in. They did, but through a different way that I thought would occur.

I figured all the negativity I purged had brought the vibration down, but I think it was my outlook on 3D that brought it down. I told them I'd work on getting rid of my views on how 3D is so uncomfortable so that it'd stop manifesting as such. Little did I know that in a few minutes and intense purge would occur and this morning II awaken to find that I no longer feel painful at all from being here and I feel more rejuvenated.




Keywords: rejuvenated, energy, purging negativity, human quake

The only reason I'm not walking out on this mission right now is because I want to make sure that I don't hurt others. I swear this if this mission becomes any more painful to me, I might have to leave it behind. Someone sent me healing energy to balance me out just now and I needed that, but I still need much more healing than this as its becoming a chore just to exist in 3D anymore.

Right now I feel like a lead weight and its physically difficult for me to move around in 3D. You have no idea how hard it is to have to physically move and not be able to control the external stimuli your body receives if you're not used to 3D anymore. Constant day in and day out tickling and itching because this fan keeps blowing my hair against my body. When I get up from my desk, I feel like I need to force every muscle in my body to move and I feel like I'm 300 lbs.

Its a chore just to sustain myself in 3D and I'm vibrationally exhausted every day. When I leave my house, I feel overstimulated. So, I live as a hermit and barely ever move. I'm able to perform my duties from my desk, but I want adventure in my life, but without having to feel like its a chore just to move or go some place. 3D is really starting to get on my last nerve. Its like working out at a gym all day every day and never taking a break. You always feel worn out, broken, and exhausted. Its starting to make me feel claustrophobic (for lack of a better word as I don't live in fear) and its quite suffocating. I'm starting to be unable to function properly in 3D anymore and its draining me.




Keywords: mission, energetically drained

When you think about your passions, what do you think about? Those correlate to your purpose in this life. think of how those could be useful in your life to be more of love and service to others. After you've established what those passions are there for, don't be surprised if they fall away as they were only there to help you get to a certain point. For instance, I was meant to create thelifemaster.com so I could help many people. I was an avid programmer on and off, but now I've lost any interest in programming at all and I see it as more of a chore. So, it got me to the point of building a quality website, but now I just maintain it and keep it running and secure and that's all. The site is finished and I can help many people through it. So, there wasn't a need for me to program with passion anymore.

So, look to what your passions are and see what they lead you to that can help you be more of love and service to others.




Keywords: life purpose

As you might have experienced in your own private reality, I recently went through a reboot and this time it took a couple days. During that time I lost interest in everything and when everything came back up again, the things I had little interest before hand, went away completely and other interests started to make their decent into falling away.

Also, after the reboot, I just noticed that when I played music today, it messed with my energy in an easier way for me to feel it. Even if I enjoy how something sounds, it will pull at my energy and I'll no longer be able to listen to that, but fun stuff like "Taxi Driver Man," hike up my energy and get it moving well and I feel more invigorated

Keep in mind that music isn't a major part of my life, but its just something to listen to every once in a while, so it was perfectly fine that some things I liked, I can't energetically handle anymore. If music is still a big thing for you because you like certain groups or something, but you can't pull yourself away from them just yet, then most likely you'll have a nice easy gradient before music starts to impact you in that way, so that you can handle it.

For me, I have little interest in anything 3D based now, but I know that I have a need to be here for the time being and that there will always be something to keep me entertained. I just started cracking down on being a hermit as well and the other day when I was out walking, I found that my consciousness shifted and I stopped being overstimulated. A HUGE weight was lifted off of my shoulders with that one and the rest of the day, everyone I met was fun to talk to. I'm now entering the point where I'm going to be going out more often and doing fun stuff, so this will be a VERY nice contrast from the hermit life. I've been needing this and now I have a catalyst. (A reason to go out and a place to go.)

Taxi Driver Man song




Keywords: consciousness, 3D, music, vibration, energy, taxi driver man

Here's a part of a message I posted as a reply to someone and I wanted to give you incite into how names work. I live my life as close to the Arcturian lifestyle as I can right now. We all lead unique lives, but we cave common views on how things work. That being said, I posted this message from my viewpoint. Everyone has their own private reality, so feel free to adapt this to what you'd like it to be in your own reality.

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I focus on knowing the world through the medium I know best, energy. I feel the energy of everything and I know what things do and who people are, because of their energy. I interpret the world through energy and Names signify the energy of that person. (Ex. Na'ven, my name, feels spiritual and like someone with advanced wisdom and someone who lives in harmony and balance. It describes me perfectly. I'm a 6D Arcturian (Our people live into the 9D density) and I live in harmony and balance. I bring as much of the feeling of home, to this world. I live as I feel comfortable.)

So, names are describing words for the person's energy, but to reference a person in 3D, you use a word. In the higher densities, you reference a person through energy, as its the universal language. When you picture something in your mind and you feel the energy of what you're feeling, do you describe it in full? No. You feel its energy and it plays off of your emotions. This is how you communicate in the higher densities. You think while directing you attention towards the person you're talking to. So, when you feel the person's energy, you know that person. You don't need a name, but in 3D, you think you do.

As for the name you think could have been yours at one point, it's yours now if you feel it resonates with you.




Keywords: names, higher densities, ascension, arcturian