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Author: kat
Posted on: 06/19/2012 at 03:44 pm
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A friend of mine, Jana, did a reading for me. Below are the results and what she said might be helpful for your life as well. 
Forrest green actually has significance for me as well. Yes I work from my heart, but I also feel a deep connection with nature, but my missions mostly were not outside. Most of it was inside, but that is changing now too. I'm going to be spending time with an old friend of mine at the end of this month and I plan on visiting him often. That should make my life more interesting again.
1.) I didn't notice the connection I had with water was so powerful, but when I think of it, I do have a strong connection with water in many ways. I just usually don't have a lot of contact with it except when I drink it or shower in it. As for being a water bender, I love the movie, "The Last Airbender." In that movie they say, "Let your emotions flow like water." I think I just realized my connection to water in even more of a deeper way. I flow in every way possible. I'm non-binary, and I never stay in one form any longer than I need to. Anything I can figure out how to make flow in my life, I do. Everything from my gender to who I'm with, to my views on everything. Anything that needs to flow, I never impede the flow. I always thought my element was fire as I was more fierce about my tactics, but now after hearing this, I can easily tell that water is my primary element.
2.) I have an adventurer's spirit... in my closet. He's all bound up. O.O lol Well, actually I AM an adventurous spirit is what I was meaning to write. It painful for me to be a hermit, but I feel awkward and uncomfortable around other people, so I find that being a hermit gets me away from that discomfort. There's SOOOO much energy when I leave my apartment. I can feel it all and sometimes its not positive energy, so that's why my life is as drab as it is and I focus on stuff inside myself. (Ex. My heart and my left ankle bone and such. Yeah, that and spirit. lol) I have been looking to get out more, but being comfortable while doing it and Pennsic will be coming up at the end of July. So, that will give me a chance to travel and be near people who are of love. That should help quite a bit. Everyone there treats everyone like family and its a 2 week long event. So, that will be nice. Plus I'll be spending time with my old friend starting the end of this month. Its the start of the new getting out more and the end of the old hermit life. That's something I've been needing for quite a while. Plus I'll be able to be in the city that I lived the darkest years of my life in and patch up the old energies there as well so any healing that I might realize I needed to do still, can take place.
When I saw the symbol before reading about it being an airplane, I saw a leaf. Whenever I think of nature, I feel such a deep connection that it makes me want to cry. I'm not used to being in unnatural places, but just as the trees in the city are living their mission to bring nature into unnatural places, I'm doing that too along with other rays of love energy. I was a fairy for a time as well as other nature beings and I remember living naked in nature as its as natural as I can get. This is probably why you sense a lot of fairy energy as well.
3.) Yes, getting out more is DEFINITELY what I need. Now that I have someone to go to and hang out with often, I have a purpose for going out and about. He can help get me into new things again and I can feel much more comfy outside as well. Lots of healing that I might not be aware of will take place this way as well. To heal the old and move forward, go back to where it all began.
4.) I kept feeling that they were saying they are proud of me and and that I'm doing well. The symbol you drew is a healing symbol. When I stare at it I can feel myself being VERY light and VERY expanded. I'm going to put that on my website so everyone can feel that too.
5.) Pretty! I like that symbol. Did you know that when you bring Mother Gaia's energy into yourself that you can feel waves of water on your feet? It feels incredibly good. Oh, and I used to always wear bright neon rainbow colors and even paint my nails rainbow colours and I'm still attracted to rainbows. I always knew it had something to do with the higher densities, but I didn't know I was one of the rainbow people. That's awesome.
6.) The symbol you drew with the R in it is the symbol for grounding. I feel my energy become solid when I look at it.
Laughter - I joke about everything and I even have funny dreams and I wake up laughing from them. Then I go back to sleep again. lol This is the second time I've been made aware of not taking life so seriously and I think I figured out what the cosmos is trying to tell me. I'm teaching so much and whenever I hear someone say something that I can help heal, I go and let them know about it. I keep teaching and working and helping in every little nook and cranny, but I think the cosmos is saying that I should be more relaxed about it and just enjoy things as well instead of always teaching. Its hard for me sometimes because I'm inclined to help people every chance I get, but it might be a part of why my life feels a bit drab as well.
Miracle Healing - I take that as I should ask the cosmos more for help. I still need to make sure the lesson is learned as there is no such thing as pointless pain. So, as long as its resolved and I know how to make sure I fair well in the situation, I'm good to go.
Letting Go - lol I just read the description of this card and now I see why its there. The cosmos has a sense of humour indeed. I love it. I'm not receiving positive results because I'm struggling to much to solve the problem is right. lol I was playing around with energies of situations yesterday and today and in the past I used to check to see if the situation is caused by one thing or something else. So, I take away one of the problems and if the pain goes away, then I know what the cause it. If It lessons, then I note how much pain went away and remove others stuff until its fixed. Then I used to put the situations back and work on the solutions to those issues to learn the lesson. Yesterday I decided not to put those energies back and same thing with today. When I decided not to put them back, the situations dissolved. I think I'll be doing a LOT more of that.
Thank you SOOO much for this reading! It helps a lot and brought a lot of positive energy my way.
Na'ven
Keywords: intuitive reading, nature, nymph, fairy, water, the last airbender, arcturians, laughter, miracle, healing, letting go, doreen virtue, fairy cards, symbols |
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Author: Wesley
Posted on: 06/16/2012 at 03:52 am
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Hi! This comment is about your post "Here's an intuitive reading that explains a lot about me and could help you in your life as well", I just wanted to comment on it because I really enjoy your youtube channel and recently came to your website and this was the first article I read and it strangely connected to me as well. My niece who I have been trying to spend more time with lately has a little toy wand that looks just like the one in the picture. And I am curious about what you mean when you said "(Ex. My heart and my left ankle bone and such. Yeah, that and spirit. lol.)" because the strangest thing is that I rolled my left ankle some time back and have continually been having problems with it untill just recently when after rolling it again a few times I seem to have rolled it back into place. LOL And I have a tattoo of a rainbow on that ankle that I got with my mom when I was eighteen years old, so I also have a connection with that. Also I really enjoyed what you said about being a fairy because I have these strange vissions or memories of dancing around naked in the woods as a fairy too!! lol. N E Way just wanted to say Hi and to leave you a positive comment! Hope you respond I really enjoy your youtube vids and think it would be cool to maybe exchange emails or something. Peace and Love :)
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Someone asked how suicide and torture fit into the big picture of the now. Below is his post and below that is my response. I speak from experience and I tell my story of pain with the purpose of love.
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As can be seen from my other threads,
I often act as a 'devil advocate', being surrounded everyday by the 'normal' people & society and the pragmatists, skeptics, "all-about-Money-and-profits" kind of daily ordinary people,
I can't help to keep wondering new question upon question,
because in the end, what I want is only one: the ULTIMATE Truth. not just some 'pretty made-up words' or wishful-thinking escapism only.
So hence, a very curious thought suddenly arise:
If all of these are said to be "written already in the Divine Plan" (whether by God/s, the Universe, the 'Matrix Creator/s' (Whoever/Whatever They might be)),
then how about those Suicide, and Torture cases?
you know:
- those mortal people who die in pain,
- those GOOD, kind people who have to undergo painful tortures, pains, and unwanted deaths
- and finally those GOOD people who can't stand any longer of the burdens exceeding their wants/needs to stay in this earthly world, and chose the final option: Suicide.
Can you still somewhat 'easily' say that "these are also part of the Divine Plan of the Universe/Gods/etc" ?...
again, I believe if this forum is all about seeking & searching for the ULTIMATE Truth,
then it shouldn't only be about 'good wish-wash' stuff all the time,
but have to deal with these HARD, 'realistic' question(s), and the 'BAD stuff' as well, in order to be fully complete and taking account ALL perspectives!
So, is there perhaps a 'Divine' or basically a well, logical, "Truth" explanation(s) for this curious 'realistic' matter, that always happened all across this world?
thanks
~regards from the Truth-seeker from Indonesia~
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Devil's advocates are very useful. They challenge you to understand why you believe and know what you do. This leads to either strengthening your views or it leads to pruning of old views that no longer server you. So, playing devil's advocate is quite helpful to the many.
As for your question, I can answer this first hand as I lead a life of pain until about 3 years ago when I awakened. I was also suicidal at a low point in my life as well. I was bullied at school every day in Junior High and also 11th and 12th grade. It go so bad that I made a gun threat to another student and I was sent to PEP school where life was VERY dull, but at least I wasn't being bullied anymore. The people there just wanted respect like I did and it was a mutual untold thing that we all respected each other or we had a fight. For me, I never physically fought anyone there, but I did in Junior High.
Also, at home, there was always a verbal fight because my mom is VERY controlling. I think I pegged her right in thinking that she feels insecure in life and tried to overcome that by trying to control all aspects of her life and that involved me when I was living there. My dad is my mom's yes man. I could always sense love from them, as well as my brother who was "always in the right" according to them and could torture me at his leisure like ripping my arms up with his fingernails. I reported him, but my parents did nothing about it. We all get along well now, but we don't live together anymore as we are all adults now. My brother is married and I live as a hermit. (VERY VERY BORING this the life of the hermit, but energetically secure.)
So, yes I've lived a life of pain as a child and I got a break for a couple years at which point I asked the cosmos (accidentally, but with great purpose at the soul level) for a more challenging life as it was dull. Mind you I don't intend to do that again, but it helped me out in many ways. I came out of the closet and started expressing my feminine side and showing my pansexuality instead of being a man all the time. (Pansexual means you don't favour men or women for a relationship. For me, I choose mates based primarily on their energy. If they feel good, then we have a possible connection.) I got laughed at as I walked down the street, tortured by the many for who I am and even attacked once for it as well. This was an every day thing unless I stayed inside.
I eventually did cam shows for a time with next to no pay and I became suicidal. I sat there with a butcher knife in my hand for hours wondering how the fish I was going to overcome my fear of the method used to achieve the death transition so I could move along. I eventually gave up as I put a security measure in place when I designed this life so that I would be afraid of any method that creates death. This way I would fulfill my mission. I also put one in place that makes it so when I get cornered into a fight, I get scared and I want to leave. I needed that one to be there in case my methods of breaking down old structures would result in violence of some sort.
So, now you know the story of my life of pain. I eventually learned to love and accept myself by finding that I have a fetish with girly boys. This element allowed me to superimpose that onto myself so I could add my masculinity back in and also feel confident in who I am. After I did that, people only ever showed me love. I awakened as as there's no such thing as pointless pain, the pain went away. Likewise, when I moved away from my parents, our relationships improved, all three of them.
So, why did I choose this life? I'm an Arcturian, and our people are known for liberating people all over the galaxy and my mission was to help purify as much of the negative energy of the Earth as I could so other people could have an easier time when they awakened. It was quite dramatic and quite painful, but as I'm a VERY VERY old soul, I had the right ability set to handle what I went through. I did it out of love. In our civilization, older souls are respected very much so and looked up to. Likewise, us older souls have the responsibility of educating younger souls on spirituality so they too can evolve to where we are and even surpass us. We carry a heavy burden on our shoulders, but we gladly march into agony to lighten the load for the many who are not able to handle as much pain.
I'm part of the first wave of people and there are very few of us who are part of the first wave, so the load can only be spread out between us so far, so our lives are much more painful than the people who are of the second and third waves. So, yes we're in a lot of pain, but our pain is with great purpose. It sucks, but knowing that a whole planet full of many races of people is going to ascend soon is worth this amount of pain. I'm happy to say that I'm not in pain anymore and I'd hope the others aren't either, but there are some people who are in pain still due to karma and other things as well.
Oh,and there are races here who no longer can go back to their home world I found out, so if they ascend on Earth, Earth can be much more like their home world after the ascension. The Mintakans lived on a world full of love, but where physically brought here by the dark ones. I think that might have been to a great disadvantage to the dark ones as love is the dark ones' undoing. The Mintakans still show love up the wazoo and its hurting the dark ones' grasp on Earth. I just learned of them yesterday.
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Posted on: 06/16/2012 at 12:25 am
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I figured I'd post this in a blog as it describes the core of my purpose in this life. As people often ask who I am, I figured I'd just copy and paste this to those conversations instead of typing this out over and over. I think it will also help you to understand me better as well, so you can see me as a friend you can talk to whenever you wish to.
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I'm a deeply spiritual person and my unique purpose in life is to help the many as best as I can to help them grow spiritually. The way I do that is primarily through my website. Its modestly popular and is helping around 100 or so people a day. Plus I help people one on one whenever I'm given the opportunity as well.
As a lightworker, my mission is to help with the ascension process as best as I can so the many can ascend who wish to ascend. Also, as an Arcturian, I'm here as a starseed and my people are known to help liberate planets and civilizations all over the universe. I'm doing my part to help break down old ways of doing things on surface Earth and I came in as an indigo for that purpose. It helps with my mission to help liberate.
I took on a life of pain for many years in order to help clear out the brunt of the negativity that was on surface Earth and many others helped with that as well. Its quite a painful thing to do, but I did what I needed to. Now the pain has gone and I have awakened and I lend my hand to the task of enlightening the many primarily.
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The other day I noticed that my face no longer had as large of pores in it anymore and today I noticed that I am starting to loose my body hair. My face hasn't looked this smooth in a years and I can tell that its getting better every day. So, those of you who say they can't see physical signs of ascension, here's one I've noticed. I plan on posting as many things that I find during ascension so others can see that this isn't some escapism. Escapism from what anyway? I mean, denying this doesn't make things go away, just like denying ascension doesn't stop other peoples' ascension. (You can stop yours if you really want to, though.)
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Blessings to you from your loving family of starseeds 
