The only reason I'm not walking out on this mission right now is because I want to make sure that I don't hurt others. I swear this if this mission becomes any more painful to me, I might have to leave it behind. Someone sent me healing energy to balance me out just now and I needed that, but I still need much more healing than this as its becoming a chore just to exist in 3D anymore.

Right now I feel like a lead weight and its physically difficult for me to move around in 3D. You have no idea how hard it is to have to physically move and not be able to control the external stimuli your body receives if you're not used to 3D anymore. Constant day in and day out tickling and itching because this fan keeps blowing my hair against my body. When I get up from my desk, I feel like I need to force every muscle in my body to move and I feel like I'm 300 lbs.

Its a chore just to sustain myself in 3D and I'm vibrationally exhausted every day. When I leave my house, I feel overstimulated. So, I live as a hermit and barely ever move. I'm able to perform my duties from my desk, but I want adventure in my life, but without having to feel like its a chore just to move or go some place. 3D is really starting to get on my last nerve. Its like working out at a gym all day every day and never taking a break. You always feel worn out, broken, and exhausted. Its starting to make me feel claustrophobic (for lack of a better word as I don't live in fear) and its quite suffocating. I'm starting to be unable to function properly in 3D anymore and its draining me.




Keywords: mission, energetically drained

Yes Karma does need to be worked off in future lives if it isn't worked off in this life by learning the lesson. Us starseeds do incur karma, but we incur much less karma as we have already finished our lived in 3D/4D and ascended from it before. I'm a starseed, but growing up I was full of anger and pain and much of that was burning off karma put here over the years by many people and it needed to be expressed and removed. However, I did probably create karma there as well that needed to be removed as well. One of my functions was to purge as much karma from others as I could and it also doubled as a helpful catalyst for me to awaken.

Hell is just a state of consciousness or a place that people can create in their reality if they so choose it, but the origin of the theory of Hell came from 4D and how its the spirit realm and polarized. For instance when you astral project, if you're in fear, you'll see things you fear and it'll be a nightmare. If you are filled with love, you'll have a positive experience. I saw both sides to that and they were very different. I only astral projected twice and I never have been able to consciously do it yet. Its always just come on its own.

Demons are negative polarity beings and Angels are positive polarity beings. The Dracs are the beings that most people think of when they think of demons and the Pleiadians are the people most people think of when they think of angels as they look human because they are and they're the origin of the human race of Earth. The angel wings are made of light and the halos are auric energy. Gold is the purest form, but there are other colors in auras as well and they correspond with your chakra colours.

Q.) There are humans and humans own group consciousness, where will live the ones who's individual consciousness advances to new level before the human group consciousness. And when the ascension happens what happen to them who are currently in hell or heaven(in other planes)?

A.) The group consciousness/collective consciousness is what everyone as a whole choose to experience. Individual consciousness is the consciousness of that person. When the shift occurs, you have the physical means of ascending and when you leave your body permanently, or when you use technology to do so, you can ascend as well. So, the people who wish for ascension and are ready to ascend, will ascend. Those who don't ascend, will transition through death if they are already in a body, so they can create a new life on another 3D world.



Q.) Will i also go as a starseed to other planet in other universe and return to new earth when my "level" is up to date again?

A.) You can if you so choose. If you choose to remain a part of that race, you can do that as well.



Q.) I don't have evolved at all i think, i can't feel love or any intense feelings of pleasure or satisfaction only feeling suffering or pleasure mixed with suffering... why? because as you all know that, the feeling will disappear sooner or later. The family, money, personality, body, friends will disappear.

A.) You're on this board postings messages to ascend, yet other people are out there worrying about what colour car to get, should they buy a diamond ring or cubic zirconium, or if someone is "good enough" for them money wise to be in a relationship with them. Those are lower density aspects that people are are trapped will think about, but you are more evolved than you think you are and I can tell by the way you write. You care about evolving and are putting the effort into it.

As for not feeling any intense emotions, I don't feel much of anything anymore either, but sometimes I do. I'm thinking that this is due to emotions being of the lower densities, but feeling energy flowing to enhance your quality of life, as part of the higher densities. Feeling the flow of energy through you in the higher densities is like an emotional body upgrade. I can feel energy going through me all the time and its very intense. Much of still has some pain to it, but its getting healthier and whenever I learn something that enhances my consciousness, I have a MASSIVE wave of positive energy come over me and it feels amazing. Its much more intense than any emotion.

When I have sex with someone and I connect with their energy, I feel much more pleasure from that merging of energy, than the actual 3D sex act. I can feel what they feel and make them feel really good too. That's how sex works in the higher densities and just like how you can have a 3D game of a 2D platform, I live a 5D life on a 3D/4D platform. Its not as potent as being fully 5D or 6D, but it still has those aspects, just like 3D on a 2D platform game isn't as potently 3D as a 3D game created on a 3D engine like Source is.

So, don't worry about emotions. What you feel energetically is more useful to you now than what your brain is telling you you feel. Listen to the energy flowing through you, not so much what's happening in your body.




Q.) Only thing i want is to stop the wheel(endless birth and death circle of all things) and of course all the other beings to end their suffering.

A.) I wouldn't want to live endlessly in one body, but remembering my past in full would be VERY useful to me. In 6D I can create expressions of myself at will and be creative with them. In 5D I can shapeshift. In 3D, I can be reborn in many forms and only change when I transition through death. This is the way that the physics work on those densities, but giving a baby a stove and say, here, cook something to eat, is the same thing as saying that giving 3D person an endless life with all their spiritual abilities, is a good idea. The baby would get burned and the people with all their abilities that they can possibly have in their existence, would result in chaos.

Imagine what would happen if the Dracs, Chitauli, or other Annunaki races had that much power? The power to change the symbiotic functions of the cosmos so only they could be in control would create a MASSIVE disaster. This is why we can't have all of our abilities yet. The Annunaki races cannot ascend past 4D as 5D is the first non-dual density and only allows for positive polarity energies. Its physically impossible to be negative polarity in 5D. This is another big reason why the dark ones want to stop the ascension, but they can't. If we ascend, not only do they loose an entire race enslaved to them for millions of years, but they have no way of getting that race back under their control ever again unless the human race wishes to descend to 4D or lower.

So, yes in 6D you are just spirit and not in a body unless you wish to have one and as you are unable to die, but your bodies are, you'll not have to have bodies dying off again. I think what you really want is the veil to lift so you can remember everything and not have to deal with loosing your mind every time you re-incarnate. The veil is lifting and I'm not sure if all 3D worlds have a veil over them or not, but they might not. That being said, in 3D its useful to have a new body every once in a while because your current one eventually wears out because of the 3D physics. In 5D you choose when you wish to transition through death as you're made of light at that point, so you can live eternally if you really want to, but even if you do transition through death at that point, you'll still remember all of your lives.




Keywords: life, death, karma, positive polarity, dracs, annunaki, chitauli, dark ones, reincarnation

1.What do you think what will happen after leaving this body?

When you transition through death, you plan a new life and that planning phase helps you maximize your learning experience for the next life in order to grow. You pick your spirit guides to help intervene when needed, you have people to help you plan your new life who are very experienced at that, and more. You choose many things to help you grow. If you need a break, you can take a break for as long as you wish to. This is how 3D/4D works and 5D as well, I'd imagine since 5D is the last physical realm.

6D+ is non-physical and death doesn't occur there because of it and you can manifest a physical presence wherever you wish, whenever you wish, and in any form you wish. That form will only work on a 5D world, but you can step down to a 3D/4D world if you so choose. Starseeds who come from 6D+ will incarnate on 5D Venus (Not create a temporary form, but truly incarnate) and will live there for a bit, then come to Earth after that life. You could always spend a life on Venus in between lives on Earth whenever you get overwhelmed. I've done this and many others have as well. When Earth and many people ascend, we will live the rest of our lives on 5D Gaia and after the couple hundred years or so of that life, we'll transition through death and return to 6D or higher, once again.

As time is non-linear there, you could go back to 6D right away by consciously shifting to that point in time if you so choose, but I'd imagine the 5D Earth world would look different when you do that. People you know might be in a different body, so you could always consciously move back if you wanted to see them in their bodies you knew them in, if you so choose.


2.Where will you reborn?

You can live wherever you choose to live as long as its a world in a density you can play in. If you're able to play as high as level 6D, but you are currently in a 3D world, you'd need to incarnate in 5D before hand to help keep yourself safe. You could spend time as a plant in 2D if you so choose as well. In 1D and 2D others are deciding your fate to a more pronounced degree, but in 3D you start deciding your own fate. You gain instant manifestation in 5D and in 6D+, you can just pop up wherever you feel like it. lol So, you can be reborn in a world you're able to be in at that point and you choose what world you wish to experience.


3.What determines it where will you born?

You choose where you wish to be reborn and so do the physics as stated above.


4.Do you believe in reborn as human only?

You can incarnate as any being in the worlds you're able to play in. I grew along with the Arcturian people and have been a part of our own ascension from 3D/4D to 5D/6D and our people can play as high as level 9D right now, but we're gaining XP and will eventually move as a people into higher densities than that.

We have also been around for the Pleiadians' ascension as well and some of us lived as the Pleiadians too. The Pleiadians are the original template that the Earth humans are made from. They once lived here on Earth and were overrun by the dark ones and many left, but some didn't want to leave or were trapped here and couldn't leave. They were 3D/4D at that time, so they went back into living in space and eventually were welcomed home by Alcyone in the Pleiadian star system and now they're known as the Pleiadians.

I for one have lived as many races including animals. As I'm a 6D consciousness at max right now, I can still tap into remembering how to connect with everyone and everything. I can feel what others feel by simply energetically merging with them or their collective consciousness. So, I can live as a wolf, fox, owl, and any being I so choose, by simply feeling them and becoming them in the meditation or by focusing on what they feel when I'm standing next to them. This is an in depth feeling of oneness. I don't need to incarnate as that being to be one with them, but I can if I so choose and it would be advantageous to myself and their race.


5.Do you believe that "Self"(mind) is constant(permanent Self forever), or is always changing(no self at all)?

Everyone is energy and consciousness is focused energy into a single point or an expansive area depending on how your level of consciousness works. In 3D/4D, you are conscious of the body you are in. In 5D you are conscious of yourself, others around you, and your planet. In 6D you have galactic consciousness and can feel everything in the galaxy just as well as you feel your 3D/4D body now. In 7D I think you are of cosmic consciousness and can feel everything that exists. 8D I think is where you feel everything and can mess with the symbiotic functions of everything to help change things for the better. When you're that advanced, you're able to understand how things will work if something is changed, and from a 6D standpoint I know that I would be interested in either playing with options like that in a temporary reality or watching other do it so I'm sure of how it impacts everyone before I commit to something that large. There are 12 densities, but I'm only sure of what happen in 6D and under as that's how far I've come spiritually so far.

So, back to your question. If you mean that your mind (You live in your heart center and its called your heart mind as you are thinking instead of your body's brain thinking, then yes you evolve. You evolve in many ways over infinite time. When you finish 12D, you go to the next octave and start at 1D on the next octave. I think Earth is an example of a being on her second octave of 3D/4D and she's about to go 5D with us. She's an advanced consciousness.

On the other hand if you mean does our brain ever change or is it always the same, its there to help you to learn to discern with your heart on how to live a more loving lifestyle. It gives you the ability to work in 3D and learn things in a 3D way. Some people love makeup and some people love fireworks, and some people love guns. Those are examples of experiences the mind helps you to enjoy in order to learn and grow. You, your heart, helps you to keep that in line and of love. Your brain knows what feels good to it and so does your heart, but when your heart feels good, you feel a MASSIVE wave of pleasure. When your mind says something feels good, its much less intense. They can both think it feels good and you'll feel intense pleasure as well.

So, yes you grow and evolve on every level. Everything is energy and the nature of energy is to keep in constant flow or it wouldn't be energy.




Keywords: consciousness, death, love, densities, 3D, 4D, 5D, 6D

As you might have experienced in your own private reality, I recently went through a reboot and this time it took a couple days. During that time I lost interest in everything and when everything came back up again, the things I had little interest before hand, went away completely and other interests started to make their decent into falling away.

Also, after the reboot, I just noticed that when I played music today, it messed with my energy in an easier way for me to feel it. Even if I enjoy how something sounds, it will pull at my energy and I'll no longer be able to listen to that, but fun stuff like "Taxi Driver Man," hike up my energy and get it moving well and I feel more invigorated

Keep in mind that music isn't a major part of my life, but its just something to listen to every once in a while, so it was perfectly fine that some things I liked, I can't energetically handle anymore. If music is still a big thing for you because you like certain groups or something, but you can't pull yourself away from them just yet, then most likely you'll have a nice easy gradient before music starts to impact you in that way, so that you can handle it.

For me, I have little interest in anything 3D based now, but I know that I have a need to be here for the time being and that there will always be something to keep me entertained. I just started cracking down on being a hermit as well and the other day when I was out walking, I found that my consciousness shifted and I stopped being overstimulated. A HUGE weight was lifted off of my shoulders with that one and the rest of the day, everyone I met was fun to talk to. I'm now entering the point where I'm going to be going out more often and doing fun stuff, so this will be a VERY nice contrast from the hermit life. I've been needing this and now I have a catalyst. (A reason to go out and a place to go.)

Taxi Driver Man song




Keywords: consciousness, 3D, music, vibration, energy, taxi driver man

Here's a part of a message I posted as a reply to someone and I wanted to give you incite into how names work. I live my life as close to the Arcturian lifestyle as I can right now. We all lead unique lives, but we cave common views on how things work. That being said, I posted this message from my viewpoint. Everyone has their own private reality, so feel free to adapt this to what you'd like it to be in your own reality.

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I focus on knowing the world through the medium I know best, energy. I feel the energy of everything and I know what things do and who people are, because of their energy. I interpret the world through energy and Names signify the energy of that person. (Ex. Na'ven, my name, feels spiritual and like someone with advanced wisdom and someone who lives in harmony and balance. It describes me perfectly. I'm a 6D Arcturian (Our people live into the 9D density) and I live in harmony and balance. I bring as much of the feeling of home, to this world. I live as I feel comfortable.)

So, names are describing words for the person's energy, but to reference a person in 3D, you use a word. In the higher densities, you reference a person through energy, as its the universal language. When you picture something in your mind and you feel the energy of what you're feeling, do you describe it in full? No. You feel its energy and it plays off of your emotions. This is how you communicate in the higher densities. You think while directing you attention towards the person you're talking to. So, when you feel the person's energy, you know that person. You don't need a name, but in 3D, you think you do.

As for the name you think could have been yours at one point, it's yours now if you feel it resonates with you.




Keywords: names, higher densities, ascension, arcturian