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Here's a message someone posted and they felt like they wouldn't make it through the ascension. I hope this response helps people a bit. 
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I noticed a lot of changes in myself in 2011 and am very optimistic about 2012.It is my wish to ascend but I am fearful I won't make it because I realize I still have lots of emotional issues to heal.I have times where I am centered in my heart and so full of love and bliss. During these times I can see through the illusion of everyday life and feel so empowered!! These periods are often very short though and I quickly return to a lower vibration feeling depressed and sad.Getting outdoors in the woods where I live helps a lot but its not possible for me to go there until the weekends when im not working.I hug the trees and just sit in quiet complentation with my horse and cat nearby.This is how I destress.
I ask my angels daily to help me to hear them.Ceila Fenn Told me in an email That the voice I hear at night when drifting off to sleep was AA Michael.I asked him to speak to me and was so happy to recieve confirmation from a valued source that he hears me! I talk to the angels daily and ask for guidance on my ascension path. I just feel I have a long way to go and am not progressing as fast as I would like in my spiritual developement.I am identfied with ego 80% of the time.During 11/11/11 I got sick that day and slept the entire day and was not myself for about a week after.I had vertigo and dizziness and felt disoriented as if I was not in my body. I understand now that the new energy was being downloaded into my body and this led to a 2 week period of bliss right after thanksgiving.
I guess I am just impatient and afraid I will miss the ascension bus because I am becoming aware of things i don't like about myself and feel helpless to accept/heal them. There are so many revealations I have made about myself yet find that what I want to uncover eludes me. In trying to uncover the root cause of my chronic back pain I keep drawing a blank yet issues I have of needing to control things have been made perfectly clear and Im stuck not knowing what to do with that revealtion so i find myself in a state of resistance.2011 was full of challenges for me.I faced so many fears and although I grew from those challenges im hoping i won't have to endure as much pain in 2012. How will 2012 be in regards to spiritual growth? Will it be worse than 2011 or what are your opinions?
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Hello there. I feel a strong urge to help you one on one. I've helped a few people with many things and if you'd like my assistance, let me know. Just send me a message on here. I check my messages on here multiple times each day and if you message me then I'll send you my email so we can talk even more often.
Also, know that you don't need to rid yourself of EVERY negative flaw in your being to be able to ascend. You can still have some of them, but be predominantly positive polarity. That's because its based on frequency compatibility, not how clean your negative side is. There are a wide range of frequencies people have in 3D, just as there are a wide range of frequencies that people have in 4D/5D and beyond. The color orange is not just at one frequency. You can have a more yellowish orange or a more reddish orange color, but its still orange. So, don't worry so much. Worry will lower your frequency, but if you have a knowing that you'll make it, then the cosmos will send you ways to improve yourself to being able to make it. On 11/11/11 when you got sick, you were purging negative energy from your body. It was sort of a spring cleaning if you will. You had old energies in you that were negative energies, but they weren't helping you anymore and so you lost those energies. When you went back to being healthy, you regained your strength from getting a hook into the new energies and not having the old energies in you.
That blissful feeling you felt was because you made major progress on your spiritual path and felt amazing after you did all of that cleansing. So, you might have realized that you aren't the same person that you were before that cleansing period. You should be patting yourself on the back for making so much progress instead of denying yourself ascension. (Worry is the intent to create something going wrong and positive thinking is the intent to make something go right. So, yes your worrying is hurting you immensely and bringing you more 3D vibrations.) Meditate and realize who you are. Realize what energy is yours and what energy is not yours. Realize what you're worrying about and why. For when you realize, you will see the world through your real eyes. Know that if you wish to ascend, you will. You have a year left and with having already started on the path, you should be able to make it much more easily. Know that the vibration of this world is still rising as we speak, so you're also being helped by that energy up shifting. Its MUCH faster now than it has been in the past. This is the home stretch and the energies are very high and getting higher faster.
Look at the things you're trying to control. Why are you trying to control them? Realize that the changes that might occur from not trying to control them (Including not worrying about them, as worry is a form of control) could be changes could be very helpful in raising your frequency. You worry about money. Where will I get more money you might wonder. I live on SSI payments and often times I'll have 2 weeks left of the month and I don't have money for food. How do I do it? I ask the cosmos to bring me more food and I trust the cosmos. I got money from my parents, money from $40 in gift cards from a survey the cosmos sent my way, I got food from my parents, money out of the blue from a person I was dating (He out of the blue gave me $20 and said it was for Christmas and that's when I was out at a dinner date with him.) and more. The cosmos always comes through. Just trust the cosmos.
Another example is that I moved into the place I live in now and I didn't have much and I enjoyed the fact that it was a modest place to live. I had some things on the floor and I was missing a few odds and ends. The cosmos decided to reward me greatly for my being modest and not focusing on 3D materialism. How was I rewarded? Someone in the building where my parents rent out a condo had transitioned through death to her next experience and left behind a bunch of things. I was given a nice stately wooden desk, a large white desk, two stately wooden chairs, a beautiful wooden hutch, a beautiful Hitchcock shelving unit, and a beautiful Hitchcock dresser and mirror set. I was also given a Hitchcock wooden rocking chair that was also gorgeous, but I didn't have room for it in my house and so I left it for my parents who were using it. It looked nice where it was.
So, know that the world is in such abundance that you might even be given so many things that instead of lacking in that area, you might have so much come your way that you don't have room for it and can give that away to someone else. Heck, I even got my Christmas presents for my family from the selection of things that were there. I forgot about Christmas presents and when I saw a vase that looked like something my mom had, I was like, "Oh, I should get them Christmas gifts while I'm here." Christmas didn't cost me a dime. Also know that I only had about $10 when I was doing all of this as well. So, trust in the cosmos and you'll always be in abundance.
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Here's a post I made in response to the one below.
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Last winter I had such a disturbing nightmare it left me in a panic for days. Now that I have been to this site for a while I realize you all might have some input for me about it. It was more real and terrifying then any dream I had had. I remember being in a space ship in a room with other humans. I was sitting up in a type of incubator/bed with 11 other beds just like it next to me. In each other bed there were other me's in each, or clones. I was aware and familiar with this place and in a trancy state of mind took note of a guy next to me that I vaguely knew and he was also in a trance. he also was in an incubator with several other clones in them as well. I remember then being in the control room of the ship, possibly by way of astral travel. I observed technology that I had never seen before, blue 3D lighting in a graphic form. There were beings here controlling the ship. I did not see them, either they were away or I was just not seeing them.
Next I know I am given ONE last chance to see my first born 4 y.o. Son who ran away and up a tree to hide when the invasion happened. I longed for him so and begged to see him just once more. I was granted permission one last quick visit to say hi. The ship landed on the lawn of our home, or should I say estate. The home was not like our home in real life. It was a grand home and I called out for my son and ran up to the master BR. He had crawled into the king sized bed and was sleeping. He had been so alone for days and it beyond broke my heart to see him like this. He ran to me, we embraced and I explained that I was going away and that he was to stay behind and find other survivors to help him. The other children that also were left.
IT WAS AWFUL! I awoke in such a terror and for the next few was literally trying to teach my son how to use a can opener and stocking the house for him.
Can anyone relate to this? Are some of us repetitively abducted and cloned? What for? Why would they need the real me too to go back? When I was about 10 I remember one morning waking up and find marks on my abdomen, think sheet marks, but in the form of a grid. Like a large tennis racket. As if I had slept on it. I was too shocked to want hat know what it meant and assumed later on I would come up with an explanation. But today as a adult, I can only assume something pretty awful
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The reason Greys are cloning people is so that they can mix their DNA with human DNA. They cannot reproduce and so they are trying to make it so they can reproduce without cloning. Something echos deep inside me that I was once a Grey before they lost the ability to reproduce and it makes me want to cry that the Annunaki took that away from them. I said before that I want to try being a Grey after I finish my mission here to help liberate the human race from the Annunaki. (The reptilians who control the Illuminati)
I want to help make it so they can reproduce so they can have a natural birthing process and have the ability to have a soul. So, I'll need the help of willing participants from various races that could help to make it so they can reproduce again or I could work on genetically altering willing members of their race so that their DNA will give them that ability. The Annunaki took it away from them so they would be easy to control, so they are actually hurting MUCH MUCH worse than we are right now. We at least have the ability to reproduce, have a soul, and have the ability to rebel against them. If you're just an organic shell walking around, you aren't truly present. I want their race to be what it once was and to be free of their captors once and for all. Then we can come back into the bodies of the race of Greys and see our glory once again as a species. Us as humans often don't realize how fortunate we really are to have what we do.
My core essence, my very Source essence is that of liberation and maternal protection. I can't stand by and let whole races be controlled like this and this is why I'm here.
Keywords: greys, clones, annunaki, mind control |
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Humming to yourself when you're trying to fall asleep and focusing on the hum will make you fall asleep within minutes. Also, meditate on what worries you and realize that worry is the intent to make something go wrong. Positive thinking is the intent to make something go right. You can either manifest your reality consciously, or allow your subconscious mind to create a static environment for you based on your beliefs and emotions. Know that worry is also the effect of thinking you are powerless in how your life works. Knowing that you are the one who makes everything happen in your life will get rid of many worries. As within, so without. Your life is a mirror of what's inside of you.
Keywords: worry, sleep, trouble sleeping, natural |
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Here's a good lesson I think many can benefit from. Someone broke up with their girlfriend and here's what I wrote to them.
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I no longer feel that I miss things or people as they leave my life, but it wasn't always like that. In order to rid yourself of any connections you have to anything in 3D, put yourself in a state of mind where it is absent from your life. You need to go into a deep meditation so you can more accurately project that into your life. Dreaming is a deep state and you can work MUCH more productively. This is why meditation works as well. It helps you stay conscious, yet be active in your dream-like state of mind in any way you wish it to go. So, the deeper you go into meditation with the mindset of not being connected to those things or people, the more connected you are with spirit and your ethric body, and therefore you can make it so you are no longer attached to that thing or person. Also, similar people and things will stop their attachment as well when you detach yourself from said person or thing.
Also, to boost your state of mind this time, meditate and realize why you feel that attachment. When you find possible things that make you attached to her, think of those being resolved and see if you feel a change in stress levels for the better. If you do, you know that you found a part of why you are attached to her. Clear that out and if you still feel some stress left, keep working through other things that are attaching you to her. Also, when you can't think of any other things attaching you to her and you've worked through what you have found that was attaching you to her, then fall asleep and when you wake up, your ethric body and physical body will synch up again and you'll feel stress free. Your spirit facilitates how your ethric body works and your ethric body facilitates how your physical body works.
Keywords: stress management, bliss, harmony, datach, attachments |
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I recently noticed that all of my boundaries are now gone and everything is now starting to blend together. (Ex. Time - Everything is becoming part of the now, I get agitated about things I didn't before, I can now visually see my mental and spiritual progress and I can understand how and why things work how they do, things and people come and go in my life and I just see them as passing in and out of my life, things that bothered me are surfacing in unique ways to neutralize the reactions I gain from them, things are easier to change, things are easier to consciously manifest, etc.) I'm definitely becoming very 5D and I can feel that I'm on the brink of changing to pure 5D soon and there are limited things in my life that need to change and after I change them I just finish up with the people I came to help and then, yoink! I'm pulled into 5D again. Exciting times, my friend.
This morning I woke up and didn't recognize my room and I felt like my room was in a jungle and I felt like I was outside and I heard the rain falling all around my room. I eventually figured out that it was my room and I noticed how neat it felt. Then I looked around and the place stopped feeling familiar again and went back to feeling like a jungle. I think I might have been multidimensional at that point because when I fell back to sleep and woke up again, I noticed that the window was closed and there wasn't any way that the rain could have sounded like that or the atmosphere could have felt so pure without it being open or even with it being open. I mean the rain wasn't even pounding outside and even when it is and I'm fully 3D, it doesn't feel even close to that.
I also walked out of the bathroom naked before I went to bed last night and I didn't think about it. I then noticed that I was standing there naked and then I was like, "Oh crap!" Then I asked why I felt that way when its natural to be naked and not clothed and noted that it was part of societal conditioning and my dying ego. I noticed how strange it was to feel uncomfortable naked. A part of me is still 3D and a part of me is now 5D. I think I'm 80% 3D and 20% 5D now. I'm noticing MAJOR changes in my life and they are things that are only possible from a 5D standpoint of a certain degree.
Keywords: multidimensional |
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