I lived a life of pain and suffering and walked the path of a traditional shaman in that regard. I grew up where there was always a fight in our house and I was the one being yelled at or had the finger pointed at me, then I moved out and came out of the closet about a few things. I was in more pain because I couldn't love and accept myself. About 3 years back I started to love and accept myself and I felt a feeling of peace come into my body that at that point I could not describe. I now know it as the first time I gained my Reiki healing abilities. I researched it and now I've become a very advanced healer, but I still cannot cure anything from a cut to a major injury yet, but that is possible to do.

Over the last few years I advanced myself spiritually in many ways and worked on smashing down any boundaries in my life I could find and figure out how to get rid of. I now know myself as a lightworker and furthermore, a wayshower. As a wayshower, I teach people the path of the lightworker if they wish it and spread the knowledge that I have acquired in order to help people in their own lives.

A quote I live by and have said many a time is one that I learned through my own life's trials. My quote is this, love. "You can either manifest your own reality through your conscious mind, or you can allow your subconscious mind to create a static environment for you." Many of the greats have also said similar things. "As within, so without." - The Emerald Tablets. "Be the change you wish to see in the world." - Mahatma Ghandi. (He might have meant it as it pertains to the physical, but it can quite literally pertain to the metaphysical as well.

Also know this, all the knowledge you seek is within. What you experience outside of you is a mere reflection of that which is within.




Keywords: life story, path of light

I've been smashing down barriers a lot lately and the two highest ones that I had left on my list were broken down yesterday. Even though I didn't think I could ever smoke or would ever do it because it went against the way I felt, I recognized it as a barrier as well as taking anything considered a drug into my system. So, last night I decided to break those boundaries down and at least experience it once by smoking marijuana for spiritual purposes as well as healing purposes and learning from the plant as it is a teacher plant. As I have minor asthma, I took 3 puffs and the last one nearly choked me out to death. My throat closed up and I couldn't breath and my lungs felt heavy and ruined and my mouth tasted like garbage. Now that I experienced it, it's safe to say I won't do that again, but after that issue, I did feel a light bit of the plant's energy in me and I felt it eventually take over my body as I allowed it to take control and teach me.

What I noticed is that it made it easier to do things I am already efficient at, such as just feeling my spirit. I learned to do that a while back when I tried to go OBE, but lately I put that aspect of myself aside since I couldn't figure it out regardless of any techniques I tried and I figure that I'm not supposed to do that in this life. Other than that I just felt flowy and I can induce that easily enough. I also tested out what people were saying that you can taste colors and whatnot and I found that it worked, but then I found out this morning that it was just a talent I had anyway. lol I wound up playing with that ability and since I can taste anything by thinking about doing it, I tasted a sponge in the bathtub and it tasted soapy and spongy and I was like YUCK! lol So, I tasted juicy chicken and all was good. lol

All and all I'm proud of myself and now I want to try learning from it again, but this time using a vaporizer and hopefully that doesn't mess with my asthma. After I establish a good method to do it, I want to play with salvia so that I can go and get out of time for a bit and see my life and heal all of the parts of my life that need healing and learn more about things as well. Salvia is more potent and I want to make sure I optimize my experience and don't get hurt from doing that.




Keywords: removing obsticles, stress, freedom

The Illuminati are loosing their hold on the world as us light workers are gaining our hold as we seek to free everyone including animals, plants, and minerals from siege. Too long has it been since the peoples of the world have been free from the Illuminati terrorists and live in a state of harmony and peace with all of life. Too long has it been since people were permitted to serve each other and live in a world where free will is truly acknowledged. Soon this world will be balanced again as we shed our light on all of creation and communicate with all of life as we all were truly meant to. Animals communicate in ways that have been lost to humans, plants do this as well. Just because they do not speak our tongue in the way we do, does not make them less than us or not as intelligent. They are our equals as are the insects and the minerals. Listen to your hearts. Listen to the mineral kingdom's wisdom of years gone by, as they have witnessed things that some humans ave never seen. They are the life force of our Mother Earth who is alive. Listen to the animals as they are in tune with the primal ways of the planet and speak wisdom of the physical. Listen to the plants as they know the balance of all life. Open your hearts and receive the beauty of all that life has to offer and know that in doing so, you have unleashed a power far greater than the Illuminati can ever even fathom or even hold. The Illuminati only know a power 500 times less greater than our love. This world belongs to all of creation and all of creation belongs to her. We are one and we will not perish in their fear as darkness has never once conquered the light and cannot conquer the light unless you refuse to shine.

We are on the brink of a new world and even the news is showing the Illuminati's demise and will soon start outing the Illuminati themselves as the Illuminati will loose their hold on the media. Enjoy these last days on Mother Earth in 3D, for soon all of us light workers will be ascending with her and the special forces here to help will return to their home worlds if they wish it. I love each and every one of you and may all of you help to manifest the world of your dreams. May the light guid your every footstep.




Keywords: illuminati, powers that were, powers that be, dark ones

This is a message I wrote to someone, but it applies to anyone interested in learning more about how light working works, and it answers some other questions as well.



Well, to grow wings, you'd have to be a creature with wings embodied into a human body. That means that if your soul is an angel, fairy, etc. (Or for the dark side, a demon) then you'll be able to "grow" wings. The wings are ethereal and made of light coming out of your back. I'd imagine that anyone can change their aura to have wings in it since in 4D you can shape shift, but if your otherkin soul has wings, you'll have them, but not activated until you feel aware of them.

In order to find out if you have a soul that isn't human, you need to see if you identify with any other creature. You may be a starseed. (An alien race (Pleidians (like me) - Angelic race (Angels are many types of alien races), Lyrans (The race humans came from and Pleidians as well), and Syrians, Elohim (Not sure if they embodied, though), are some of the more common starseeds now a day since those races are here to help with the upshift in frequency from 3D to 4D that will conclude sometime next year. At that point everyone will be in 4D or will move to a different place to continue in 3D because they aren't polarized enough for 4D. The power elite have their helpers too. (Mainly the greys and reptilians from what I've seen. They also have demons on their side as well.) The other races embodied here will help people just like another human embodied person will, but they have a mission designed by their oversoul that must be carried out. The person may never know their mission, but will follow the path to achieve it even unknowingly. The alien races that come in from their home worlds will be here helping people who correspond to their polarity (positive or negative) and the way they may help out may be part of the war zone some seers are seeing this world turning into come October of this year. It may include using weaponry to defend their polarity, taking humans on their ships to go safely away, or help out in a myriad of different ways. If you're meant to die in the war, you'll die. If you are meant to live through it, you'll live. If you're meant to leave Earth, you'll leave. It's all up to your oversoul's chosen path for you.

Also, you might be a fairy. Do you resonate with fairies? Do fairies have a special vibe that resonates with you and makes you feel like they are from your ancient past? (You'll feel a deep sense of longing if you do.) Use this method to find out what you are. If you feel that deep sense of longing when you think about fairies or when you think about angels, or when you think about starseeds, etc. then most likely that which you're longing for is part of you. Most likely if your are polarized enough (maybe even if you aren't) then by the end of next year you will have what your soul longs for again. Fairies are 4D creatures and are in the area of 4D where you're between polarities. (Also known by Christians as purgatory.) You simply think of something in 4D and wish it so, and becomes so.

Look into otherkin. See if any of the otherkin (people with souls that aren't human) resonate with you.

Things I resonate with (Some seem conflicting, but I can't overlook how I feel about them.)
1.) Pleidians (Angelic race)
2.) Fairies (I've been told that my energy is very fairy like as well.)
3.) The Avatar movie (There are planets like that out there and it makes me feel like I'm home when I watch that movie. Also know that most movies are based around an element of fact, but the facts in it are often hidden because people see them as entertainment and nothing more. They don't know how to read them to find out what could be fact and pursue it.)
4.) I meditated a few years ago on a place full of fairies and where I felt like I was coming home from a long time away. Here's a picture of the type of home that resonates with me.


OK, now for your next question. How can you be a healer. Does healing resonate with you deeply? From what I read on your profile website and from the fact that you asked me how you can be a healer as opposed to the question, "Am I a healer, a seer, or something else," I'll go on the assumption that you do resonate with healing. (Be sure that you do resonate with it, though and you aren't just going on my assumption. Your higher self knows what you are and if you feel a sense of expanding, peace, or excitement about being a healer, then you're a healer. If you don't feel anything when thinking about it, you may not be awake enough to know yet and therefore you may not be able to heal until you've "passed the test." (The "test" as I call it is where most lightworkers will go through a rather painful amount of years and when they overcome it and they learn the life lesson they must learn in this life, they get their ability. For me that included accepting myself as intersexed and loving who I am. Now I'm excited about that part of my life and it's a deep part of who I am. I wouldn't trade it for anything. Before I felt that way in a genuine fashion, I felt pain every day and at one point I felt like I wanted to commit suicide. I recommend you play the PS2 game Persona 4. It shows you a LOT about how a light worker's life works and it has a VERY healthy vibe throughout the game, but changed when you get to a darker time in the game, the vibe switches to a darker vibe, but still easy enough o handle. It feels like your happiness went away. Personas in the game are made manifest by the person accepting who they are. That persona then is used to aid them in life. The shadows they face to obtain their personas are the equivalent of them having to struggle to face what they suppressed within them. The TV world is what's going on inside of them, and their friendships strengthen the bonds they have and shows you that love for each other will help you conquer your problems and be happier in life. There are so many threads in the game that it's safe to say that the hidden premise of the game is about being a light worker.)

OK, so after you pass this test, you will have your abilities instantly and will be able to use them to some degree. As you use your new ability, you will advance at it and you can do more with it. (Oh, and in Persona 4, you level up your persona by using it.) The light coming into your body feels the same as when you talk with your higher self. You'll only feel peace, though usually. When you've mastered healing yourself enough, then you can touch someone else and heal them. After you touch them and heal them, you can then go on to remote healing. (This is where I am now.) After that, I'd imagine you can start healing physical wounds (Or at least faster if not immediately) on yourself and then after that, on others by touching the person, and after that, remote healing their wounds. I can only say what I've experienced in this as well as speculate on what may come after that.

As for your last question of how you can start your awakening, you most likely already have. If you've been made aware of light working, you've taken the first step. The next step is studying anything and everything there is on light working and related materials. (Like about Alien races, otherkin, and other dimensions. (Actually called densities and not dimensions because you're less dense in higher densities and you don't ever gain more than height, width, and depth, to my knowledge. The reason you become more sensitive to vibrations is because you're more in touch with your soul.) Also, study anything that pops us that you find important. Understand that 1D is awareness of only that you exist. (Anything not alive in the sense that more people think of it, even though they are alive, but not on the same density as us in 3D.) 2D is awareness that you exist and also what you need to do to continue to exist. (Ex. trees, moss, fungus, etc.) Know that animals are considered innocent. Know that the earth is alive and is a child that needs to be taken care of. Know that she is alive and that she will also ascend to 4D by the end of next year. Her surface will be barren and uninhabitable for many many years due to her pole shift. This is why people will be evacuated very soon. I also have been feeling since the time that I read your message, that you are one of the people I'm supposed to help evacuate. Everyone will be evacuated or will go underground. (The power elite will go underground. They may go to inner Earth as well. The Earth IS hollow and there are holes at each pole of the Earth to enter middle Earth. Some caves go there as well. Google Earth and others used to show the holes, but the government made them change them to hide the holes. If you look at Google Earth at the bottom of the globe, you will see a white circle with a line coming off of it. That's indicative of them covering up the hole. What's in there? It's the land of advanced races. Mammoths, giants, a lot of surface extinct creatures are in there. There have been people who few there, took submarines there, and much more.) The animals of the Earth will either be transplanted to other planets or they will go onto Terra (4D Earth) where their nature will change. That's where the lion lays down with the lamb comes in.

Also, since this is a time for you to finally get answers to things you've always wanted to know, let me tell you about the Bermuda Triangle. The Bermuda triangle is a spiritual gateway. It will allow you to traverse time by simply living in another dimension for a while or just traveling through time since time is only part of the 3D illusion. That's why there's a whale in the desert.

This is just the beginning of it all. Spiritual advancement is so expansive that if I wanted to write down everything there is to know about it, it would probably be one of the world's largest books.

Helpful websites:
See if you feel excited or a sense of overwhelming peace when you read from these websites. If you do, you're feeling your higher self talking with you and saying, "This is a part of you".

Holes in the poles of the Earth

^^ That shows the white spot where they covered up the hole to inner Earth.
Messages from the Pleidian race

Operation Terra - That's where I started learning and I bought the book "A Step Into The Light - The Awakening Guide For The Children Of The Light" from there as well.

Blue Gem Books - Buy the book by Peter L. Martinez who runs the Children of the Light.com website above.




Keywords: lightworkers guide