PART 8:

MYTRIA SPEAKS:

When Mytre ran away from me, I was sure my heart would break. When I mentioned the Vision Quest I had spoken from within, without hesitation. And now, I have lost him. How could I have used such harsh words? I spent the rest of day inside the cave feeling worse than I could ever remember. How could I go from such wonderful heights of ecstasy and then plummet into deep despair. Had I lost all touch with my inner peace just because I had lost a man? However, he was not just any man. He was my Divine Complement, my Twin Flame. That is what the inner voice said, and my heart agreed.

I tortured myself through the entire day and into sunset, when I suddenly had a feeling of deep urgency and pending disaster. Something was about to happen or had just happened to Mytre. I calmed my mind and went inside to speak to the Mother. All I heard was “Send him healing love.” Then, I became terrified for that clearly meant that he was injured. But, where was he injured, and how? It was too late to follow his tracks, and I would only get lost myself. All I could do was spend most of the night worrying.

Then, I heard the Mother saying, “Drink some calming tea and sleep. You must be alert for tomorrow.” I did what she said and finally fell into a fitful sleep. I do not remember any dreams, nor did I get much rest. However, I woke up knowing that he had been injured, and I knew that I must find him. At sunrise, I packed all my healing herbs, poultices, more clothes, food and water. My pack was heavy, and I would not able to run. Therefore, I had to bring some kindling and my fire stones. He had walked off in the direction where the forest ended, and there could be nothing to burn.

As soon as it was light enough I started my journey. My pack was heavy and I had to go slowly to read his tracks. Some times there seemed to be no tracks, and I had to stop to consult the Mother. I walked all day, and almost till dark. I had never been to this area, so I had to stop and set up camp. There would be no use in both of us becoming injured. After I had eaten a small meal, I tried to go within, buy my growing fear for his safety did not allow me any information or much sleep.

MYTRE SPEAKS:

It was mid-day, and I had to find a way to get off this ledge. Another night in the cold without food or water would be far too dangerous for my leg. I had not noticed the large gash in my leg, which was now infected, and I knew I had a fever. If I didn’t move, I would pass out again. I had to trust the Inner Voice. I could not abandon Mytria in this way, I could not abandon my duty, and I could not abandon my self.

As I looked around, I could see no means of escape. Therefore, I looked inside to ask the Inner Voice. Perhaps I was hallucinating, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw the image of my SELF in my Vision Quest. “Follow me and listen to the Mother,” he said as he moved along the ledge to my right. I would have to crawl and drag my right leg, as I could not damage it more by putting weight on it.

After what seemed like forever, I found a space between the edge of the ledge and a bolder that I could—very carefully—crawl along. Once I went around the bolder, I found a gentler incline toward the top. The ground here was more stable, and there was even some foliage to grab onto. The Inner Voice reminded me to listen to the Mother again, and so I did. I touched the earth in the manner which Mytria had taught me and asked for Her guidance.

Instantly, I had a feeling to follow a certain trough in the earth, which afforded be enough security to frequently rest. I fought off my dizziness from my fever and lack of water, and contacted the Mother with my every choice of movement. My progress was very slow, but I was gradually moving up the side of the cliff. However, it was getting dark. I had to get to the top while there was enough light to see what I was doing.

I realized that I was going slowly for the sake of my leg, but I had to move more quickly to reach the top before dark. I closed my eyes for a moment to remember my vision. This version of me could move without even touching the ground. If I could BE that me, I could trust my every movement without hesitation. It took a while to envision my self in that manner, but I gradually began to feel a light about my form. I slowly opened my eyes to see that my body and the cliff around me were glowing.

I pushed aside my doubts of “hallucination” and chose to believe my experience. Now, I knew exactly where to place my hands and my good leg. There was no hesitation, no fear, no adrenalin, and no pain. I was in some sort of trance that allowed me to become ONE with the cliff. It almost felt as if the cliff was assisting my movement. When I looked up and saw an overhanging ledge, I did not fear.

Instead, I easily found an alternate route that allowed me to easily crawl over the top and onto flat ground. I rolled away from the cliff and I pulled myself over to a huge rock that held the heat of the day. I pushed myself against the warm rock and patted it to thank the Mother. Then, I looked up into the starry sky under which Mytria and I had fallen asleep many times and saw my body of light embracing hers. With this image in my mind, I fell into a deep sleep.

MYTRIA AND MYTRE SPEAK:

We realized later that we were very close to each other, but did not know it. However, this physical distance was necessary for us to bridge the etheric gap that still existed between us. We both looked into the starry sky and thanked the Mother for assisting us. Even though our bodies were apart, our hearts and minds were joined as we fell asleep. In fact, we had the same dream, or was it a vision.

We found ourselves back in the Core of the Mother, at the exact moment of our “accidental” merging. Now, after all we had been through, being merged into one person felt even stronger. We were both different people now. We had both survived and successfully completed our Initiations and had conquered our inner demons, which made our love even stronger.

As we stood as one, looking into each other’s eyes, the Mother came to us. We thought it was to bless us, but it was actually to give us our next assignment.

“My beloved children,” She said to us both, “You may think your long journey has ended, but it has actually just begun. I need you both to help me, as you have both become my allies of transmutation. You have transformed yourselves, and now I must ask you to assist me to transmute my Planet.”

We were both deeply honored, but somehow worried. Was there something in Her voice that made us concerned that we could not stay together? NO, we would not allow that to happen. After all we had been through, we would never part again—NEVER!

We both awoke to the hint of dawn. There was not enough light for Mytria to read the tracks, but we were joined into one being again. Therefore, she simply followed the call of my love. It was mid day when we rejoined again.

MYTRE SPEAKS:

When I awoke from my dream/vision, I knew Mytria was near. I touched the land to call her through the earth and sent my love out to her direction. In fact, I could see in my mind exactly where she was, just as she told me later that she could see me in the same way. I pulled my self up the hill a bit so that I could more easily she her approach. I found a strong stick and some how got myself to my feet. I would not greet her lying on the ground like a wounded animal.

It was then that I saw her walking towards me. When she saw me, she laid down her heavy pack and ran to me as fast as she could. When we met our hearts burst with the love that we thought we had lost, only to regain—stronger than ever. We held each other so tight that we seemed to be one body, as Mytria sobbed onto my chest. I tried not to cry, but my joy could only be expressed in the manner.

We stood there for a long time. All my pain was temporarily gone within the merging of our bodies. In fact, I felt a great healing force coming from her and into my body. As she held me and wept, I felt my fever diminish and my leg begin to heal. Then, I realized that she was draining herself too much in her effort to heal me. I lovingly pushed her away, keeping my hands on her shoulders.

“Thank you Beloved, I can heal myself the rest of the way. If you could just assist me to that shady tree…”

“Yes,” she spoke as she looked into my eyes.

Between her support and the stick I had found, I was able to hobble over to the tree and sit down on the earth between two large roots. Mytria kissed me on the forehead and ran up to get her pack.
“I will have to set this leg before I dress it,” she said apologetically.
“I am ready,” I replied.
Before I knew it, the leg was set, my wound was cleaned, wrapped in herbs, which where covered with a tree bark, and the sticks I had found were replaced and held in place by a clean sash.

“When we get back to OUR camp, I can make you a proper cast,” she said as she gently patted my leg.

We decided to stay there for the remainder of the day and take off to OUR home at sunrise the next day. It was an excellent decision, for that night under the stars was beyond words. Some how we managed to make love. In fact, we made love again and again, each time going deeper and deeper into each other’s very Soul, in fact, into our joint Soul.

Mytria had heard of Divine Complements during her Temple studies, and told me all she knew. And then, we had to make love again, which is when it happened. Mytria tried to keep it from me, but I knew we made a child then. How could we not? The heavens almost opened and sent her down. Yes, it would be a daughter, our daughter, our love-child.

When morning came, I felt almost healed. That is until I tried to walk.

PART 9:

Greetings,
We are Mytria of the Violet Temple of Alcyone and Mytre of the Ashtar Command. We have returned to share more of our story of Pleiadian Ascension. We have decided to share the experience of our ascension with our Earth friends, as you are, also, entering your time of ascension. Hence, as you return to your Multidimensional SELF, you will soon, or already have, met with your Divine Complement. The term Divine Complement is also known as Twin Flame.

The more you return to your fifth dimensional resonance, the less you will feel comfortable in a body of gender. In fact, all forms of polarity will become too constrictive, too low of a resonance, for your ever-expanding consciousness. Therefore, a certain urge may well rise up in you that there is someone that you must meet. You likely do not know who this person is, but you will instantly know your Complement when your eyes first meet. This experience is similar to catching a glimpse at your self in a mirror.

When you contact your Compliment, a chain of events will be initiated over which your ego self will have no control. The mere magnetism of meeting your own Soul in another person’s body can be quite disturbing. If you are not ready for this reunion, you might even push it away. In this case, you may meet at a later time or in another reality.

On the other hand, those who are resonating to the threshold of the fifth dimension will be ready. Consequently, they will willingly change their lives in any way necessary in order to keep this person in their life. However, do not make the mistake that these intense emotions will make for an easy relationship. In fact, a relationship with your Divine Complement is much like a relationship with your self.

Your Divine Complement is the part of your Soul that you had to release to be able to inhabit a third-dimensional body of gender. After that first separation, you each took on myriad other incarnations in both male and female forms. The power of connecting with your Divine Complement is so intense, that Soul’s usually only choose to make this connection if they are approaching ascension. One the other hand, you could choose to ascend first and wait on the fifth dimensional threshold until your Divine Complement also ascends.

Very often, your Divine Complements over-lights you throughout your live, but you will only realize this fact after you have regained your multidimensional consciousness. Connecting with your Complement serves as the precursor to connecting with your higher expressions of self in the mid-fifth dimension and beyond. There are times when Divine Complements meet while both are in the physical plane. Some times they live lives of deep commitment to each other. Other times they come into Oneness to perform a great social contribution.

On the other hand, sometimes they cannot find peace together, as the energy is too intense for their state of consciousness to accept. In this case, they eventually part. The life challenge is considered a “pilot test” in which both of them realize that they are not ready to leave the third dimension. However, there was a moment of connection, which they will continue to always carry in their hearts.

In contrast, there are also lives in which you meet, merge and become ONE within your heart and Soul. However, you are forced to be apart for the sake of a Mission that is even more important than your personal love story. This final example was the case with us. But we are getting ahead of ourselves. Thus, we return our story not too long after we left off…

MYTRIA SPEAKS:

With Mytre’s injured leg, it took us several days to get back to our home base. Once there, our lives returned to normal, only at a much deeper level, as we had both gone completed transformative initiations. Because we had connected with our Higher Expressions, as well as with our Mother Planet, our connection to each other was even more intimate.

We shared dreams, communicated without talking, found our selves doing similar things, as well as simultaneously thinking similar thing. In other words, we were experiencing a deep commitment and unconditional love for each other. That does not mean that we never argued or had difficult moments. Of course we did. However, those moments were soon over, to be replaced by our usual peace and comfort. Besides, we had something very special to share.

While Mytre’s leg was healing, my stomach was growing. Our dear child was growing within my body, as well as within Mytre’s heart. He often held my stomach and talked to his daughter, he insisted the baby was a girl. When we shared those moments, I was so happy that I thought my heart might burst. However, this happiness was always followed by a moment of dread.

I tried to ignore that feeling, but I knew that there would be change soon, and not just the change of having our baby. The Mother was telling me that she would soon need our assistance. There were some things that She needed us to do for Her. She, too, was ready to expand into Her higher expression of SELF. Unfortunately, the day finally came in which all my feelings were validated.

I was very close to birthing and Mytre’s leg was almost totally healed. It was early in the morning and Mytre had been taking an early morning swim at the nearby lake. I was making our morning meal, when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. Just a few moments later, Mytre came running towards me as fast as he could, which was very fast. I ran, wobbled towards him, but he waved for me to stop. When he reached me, he was out of breath but managed to say, “What just happened to you? We have to go back to the Village. It is your time soon and you need to be where they can help you.”

I resisted his advice for days. I wanted to have my baby in the home that I loved. However, I knew Mytre was right, I just didn’t know why. After I had had several of these pains, he convinced me that we go to the Temple. We cleaned up our camp, but left it habitable, as we planned to return as soon as it was safe for the baby.
Unfortunately, life had another idea.

PART 10:

MYTRE SPEAKS:

I was very happy when Mytria agreed to return to the Village and to have our baby at the Temple. Since my “Vision Quest” I had been having more visions that I could peacefully contain. I knew that we had to return to the Village for the baby, but I also knew that we had to return to the Village because something there was very wrong. I made a flat cart for our “supplies,” but knew that it would be for Mytria. If she walked too long, she would have the pains again, so I made her ride on the cart that I pulled.

She was not happy with my carrying all our packs and pulling the cart. However, when I reminded her that she was carrying the precious cargo of our daughter, she ceased her complaints. When we reached the hill above our Village, we saw that my worst fears were correct. The Force Field around the Village was up, which could only mean that our position had been discovered, and we were under attack. I realized then that I would not be around for the birth of our child, as I would be too busy protected her home.

Mytria and I looked at each other with great remorse. No words were necessary. We both recognized that we would be apart and that the return to our wonderful home would be postponed indefinitely. Mytria was determined to walk into the Village, and I agreed. I wanted to feel her by my side, as I did not know when I would find her there again. Just before we entered the Force Field, Mytria, the baby and I embraced for a long moment. Our hearts and minds became ONE, as we vowed that the three of us would always be together in our consciousness.

Once I entered the code for the Force Field, and we walked through, we knew that our lives would be altered forever. The Village was in complete chaos with people running around in a somewhat organized fashion. The fear in the air was tangible. Before we could take in the situation at hand, Mytria’s labor pains began and my Commanding Officer appeared from nowhere.

“Mytre, where have you been? We could not contact you, and we need you to pilot a Mission NOW!”

“I must take my mate to the Temple, she is in labor with our child.”

“No! You must come now,” he said as he directed one of the Protectors to take Mytria to the Temple.

“Go, my love,” Mytria said bravely, with tears in her eyes. “We will be fine. Our daughter is coming now.”

My Commanding Officer literally pulled me by the arm, as Mytria was placed on the cart and taken to the Temple. What was left of our life together lay forgotten on the ground. We would have only our final embrace to remind us of what we had experienced together.

MYTRIA SPEAKS:

Of course, both Mytre and I knew that something terrible was happening in the Village, but we chose not to talk about it. I had even wondered if my pains had been a warning of some kind. I knew now that they were not labor pains. I wondered if they were a message from our daughter. Both Mytre and I knew that she would be very special, as we often visited her together in our dreams. She told us that she was coming to prepare our people for an auspicious event.

We knew that she was correct, as we always saw the Elohim Alcyone with her in our dreams. I did not know if we, our daughter and myself, would ever see Mytre again. He was a warrior, and he was going into battle. I knew that. In fact, I had known that fact almost as soon as we returned to our home after his Vision Quest. I pushed it from my mind a thousand times, but it always returned to remind me to cherish every moment of our NOW. I talked to the Mother many times, selfishly begging that our lives could remain the way they were.

She always said, “Courage my ONE. You are to be a Priestess and your daughter has a great destiny.” That is all She would say. I would call again and again, until I finally tired of my weakness and accepted that The Mother was right. It was then that I began to live in the flow of the NOW. I did not understand exactly what would happen, but I knew that it would happen soon.

Hence, I determined to Unconditionally LOVE every moment that we shared. Once I surrendered into that decision, I realized that I had wasted precious time in worrying and determined to give thanksgiving for every moment that we shared from then on. But then the pains began, and I knew that our daughter was telling me that, soon, we would have to leave our beloved home.

As we reached the stairs to the Temple, I rose from the cart. I would walk up the stairs with my head held high. Jador, the Protector, kindly supported me. As soon as he touched me I knew he was one of those whom I had met within the Core of the Mother. We would all be joining together now, for what purpose I was not sure. As we entered the door to the Temple, I saw another member of our group. Her name was Sirena. Her and Jador were to be my closest friends during our impending transformation.

“We have been waiting for you. Alycia, your daughter, told us she was ready to be born.” Neither one of us questioned that information. I instantly trusted Sirena and surrendered myself to her care. She swept me into the waiting Birthing Room. It was beautifully prepared with violet cloth draped across the walls. There were candles, incense and soft music. Most important, the room was filled with love.

“We have prepared this room to the specifications of Alycia. She was very specific. All of us here feel honored to be among the ones who assist with her birth.” Sirena said no more.

She led me to my birthing chair and began to cleanse my body with a mixture of herbs and clear water. She brushed my hair and pulled it back from my face. Removed my old clothing and wrapped me with a cloth as light as air. This procedure instantly put me into a deep trance in which I had the most amazing experience, which I will try to explain.

As I fell into a deep trance, I found myself again in the Core of the Mother. In front of me was Elohim Alcyone.

“I have created a form so that I can better participate in the ascension of your people,” She spoke directly into my heart.

“Because you and Mytre, who are Divine Complements, were able to both pass your Initiations, your combined frequencies were high enough for me to implant the seed of my form within your body. Of course, Mytre was vital to this implantation. It was the deep, abiding love embedded in his fluid that allow that seed to germinate. Furthermore, because the two of you had so bonded with my land, I was able to protect the growing one within your body. Now, I am here again to assist you with the birthing.”

All that I can remember is that I felt a slow, gradual release of that which I had tenaciously protected throughout my entire pregnancy. Surrounded my the color violet, in both in my inner and outer vision, created a deep calm, and the sounds, smells and flickering candles allowed me to remain in complete surrender. Suddenly, the release was complete, but my journey continued, but this time with Alycia.

Together, as one essence, we met Mytre, as the three of us soared into a reality in which there was total peace, unconditional love and multidimensional light. As we previewed this world, we realized that it was very familiar. Yes, it was the very world that we were now fighting to maintain. However, there was no fighting here, no fear, no war, and no separation. We all had a Core Essence, but it visibly flowed into the Core Essence of everyone and everything. In fact, there were no “things,” as every form carried its own life-spark and frequency signature.

As the three of us, joined into one tight unit, floated through this world, we realized that we were in a possible reality. We, also, remembered that we had vowed to ground this reality into the body of our new planetary home. In fact, all of us who had met within the Core of the Mother had made this vow before we were born. Now, we were being called upon to remember all that we had vowed to do.

Mytre and I realized that our Missions would separate our forms, but never our hearts. I was to protect and assist in raising Alycia, who would also be raised by the Priests and Priestesses of our Temple. Time would be moving very quickly now, and Mother Alcyone would need our assistance, as we would need Hers. My beloved Mytre may or may not return in the form in which I had known him. However, soon, we would no longer be limited to these forms, so any loss would be temporary. I tried to remember that fact during the long dark nights of my empty bed.

Fortunately, I returned from my vision to find Alycia in my arms.

How can I describe the agony of loosing my Divine Complement and the ecstasy of birthing the child of our great love within the same day? Fortunately, it was the intense oppositions of these two emotions of deepest grief and abounding joy that forced me to find a place to live in-between these two extremes. With my every breath, I held Mytre within my heart and protected him with my every thought. Many of our communication systems were down or restricted. Therefore, I was not able hear any word of him for what would be measured to you in years.

It was only our meetings in our dream world and the bliss of raising Alycia that kept me going. I knew that Mytre’s contribution to the ascension of our people, as well as the reality in which we lived, was great. I was extremely proud of him, but I still constantly missed him. Actually, I missed US!

PART 11:

MYTRE SPEAKS:

When I had to choose between my family and my duty, the answer was simple. I chose my family. However, Mytria urged me to go, to do my duty, to help make our world safe for our daughter. In the moment that I paused in making my decision, I was swept away and so was my family. I was desolate. How could I have let that happen? Why had I made her come back to the Village? Why didn’t I pull away from my Commander and run towards my family?

These questions haunted me and destroyed my ability to concentrate. I sat in important missions and could not focus. I had nothing to give to the Protectors, to my family or to my self. Yes, my self, I had to find my self. However, there was no time to do that. We were under attack. Our long-range communications were down, many of our Ships had been destroyed before they even left the atmosphere and the Force Field around the village was weakening more each day.

We needed reinforcements. We needed the Arcturians to come to our assistance. We still had our fastest Scout Ship, and I was one of our best pilots. Before I had a chance to think, I stood up and volunteered. It was as if someone else made that decision, but once said, I had to follow through. A moment ago I was concerned about my loved ones, and now I was likely going to my death. What was I thinking? Actually, who was thinking? It was not my conflicted ego. Therefore, I hoped it was the ME that I had met on my Vision Quest.

I suppose that is was that version of me that activated my decision, because as soon as it was made, everything changed. Before I knew it, myself, and three others, were flying our Ship through the small area of unguarded space we had found. We made it through only to be greeted by a War Ship. Some how we evaded them long enough for one of our Ships to take down the War Ship. However, we were dead in space. All our controls were out, and life-support was minimal.

Our battle had diminished our crew from four the three. We were safe for a while, but would likely by found by an enemy Ship at any moment. What could I do? It was then that I became the ME I had seen on my Vision Quest. If I could talk to rocks, dirt, sky and the Mother, why couldn’t I also talk to the Ship? Our Ships all had implanted biological elements. Maybe I could connect with whatever life force remained in those jell packs?

I felt the adrenaline coursing through my body and knew that I had to find my Core. I though of my first meeting with Mytria in the Core of Alycone and used that memory to find my own Core. In fact, I finally remembered the message I was given by the Arcturian. It had said, as it looked into my Soul, “YOU can do it!” I still had no idea what that meant.

However, suddenly, I was floating with Mytria and our newborn daughter through a potential reality of complete safety, total love and absolute unity. I felt my essence intermingle with every person, plant, animal and thing within this world. I heard a part of me saying, “Stop day dreaming and get back to business,” but another part of me—the floating part of me—was saying, “Pay attention to this message.”

Yes, this vision, or reality, was a message. I was being shown how to merge with all life, just as I had done when I found my way off the cliff. Therefore, instead of judging my vision/experience, I totally surrendered to it. I merged with each person I met in this reality. I merged with every plant, every animal, and finally, with every “thing.” It was when I totally merged with what appeared to me a rock, that I heard the Ship’s engines come online.

Outside my inner image I heard my crewmates yelling at me to open my eyes and help them. However, I chose to attend to the loving support of my family who was assisting me to merge with every component of this potential reality. I let go of every external perception and directed all my attention into the movement of this “rock.” Slowly, the rock lifted up off the ground and began to move through the air. Simultaneously, our Ship slowly began to move.

I stayed within my inner reality, as I knew that the others could steer the Ship. It was up to me make it move. The rock in my image hovered before me, as if awaiting instructions. I focused all my attention on the closest Arcturians Starship and directed those coordinates into the rock in my image. Slowly the rock turned and began to move. My eyes were closed, and I dared not open them. Therefore, I had to trust that the Ship was moving in the correct direction.

I then saw many other rocks moving towards my rock, and I assumed that our enemy had found us. I could not be distracted by a battle, so I made my rock invisible to the other rocks and directed it to move beyond the speed of light. Instantly, my rock was free of the other rocks. The rock was moving faster than I could track. If I lost sight of it in my image, how could I control it?

“Let go!” I heard an inner voice say. I didn’t know what I was supposed to let go of, so I let go of everything and passed out. I woke up as the two crewmembers lifted me up and put me into the Captains Chair.

“You did it,” they said in one voice.

“What did I do,” I said, still wondering if my entire experience had been my imagination.

“You piloted the Ship with your mind!”

All I could say was, “Can you take over from here? I think I am going to pass out again.”

In the distance, I heard, “Yes Sir,” as I returned to my vision. This time my focus was on my family and on the Elohim Alcyone who was with them. It was She who spoke to me.

“Our dear Mytre, we are most pleased with your ability to remember your innate ability. Do you remember how you first learned that facility in the sixth dimension of Arcturus?”

“Yes, I think so,” I replied. “But I though I was a Pleiadian?”

“Our dear Ascending ONE, you are many beings within ONE. You have chosen to take a form among these brave people. They were tired of fighting and sought the peace and love in which they could return to their higher frequencies of SELF.

“The only way to assure that these Ones can remain safe is if they ascend their bodies, and their entire reality, into the fifth dimension. In this way, they will live beyond the perception of their enemies. You, Mytria and your daughter Alycia have dedicated yourselves to this transition. In fact, everyone who you met within the Core of the Mother has dedicated themselves to this process of ascension.”

As the great Elohim spoke, myriad memories, images, thoughts and emotions filled my consciousness, and surprisingly, I was able to simultaneously understand them all.

“Did I really move the Ship?” I had to ask.

“We, that is the energy of the ONE, moved the Ship.”

I understood that. When I was in this reality of the ONE, I could be the catalyst for anything. It was the great love of my family that brought me to this reality, and it was my great love for them that gave me the courage to release any glimpse of fear from my consciousness.

“You are correct,” the Elohim said in response to my thoughts. “Yes, we heard your thoughts even before they were expressed as words. Your thoughts, as you have found, have great power. That is why you had to pass your Initiation. Only unconditional love could hold you within that frequency of reality. Furthermore, those with mal-intent cannot even perceive, much less enter or harm, that world.”

With the assurance of those final words, I returned to the reality of my Ship. I was instantly greeted by the joyous vision of the Arcturian Starship. I was to study onboard that Starship for many years to learn how to adapt all our Starships to travel by the power of thought.

The most difficult part of that assignment was that no one could know of my secret mission. Fortunately, I could meet with Mytria and Alycia in our fifth dimensional reality, but that was the only contact we could have. The Arcturians sent reinforcements to assist our Village and the surrounding areas. Nevertheless, we all knew that expanding the resonance of our society into the fifth dimension was our only hope for long-term peace.


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Hello Na'ven!!! I am finished!!! Hooray!!! ;p I attached all of the images/messages/oracle cards that I recieved for your reading. I have two attachments I have to send in a separate email.

First off, I intuitive pick a marker to do my guided writing/drawing for readings and I picked a forest green for you. :) This indicates to me that you are working with your heart chakra right now. It is opening wide and healing at this time. Keep up the good work sending unconditional love to yourself and others!!! :)

I am going to type out a brief summary of the reading here also.

1) I saw the image of a snow flake with a line coming out the bottom of it. It reminds me of a snow flake wand :) I see you emitting pure crystalline energy and you have the energy of a snow queen!!!

2) I saw an image that looks like a symbol of a stick figure airplane. This feels like the symbol of travel. You will be travelling a great distance very soon either physically or astrally. Pack light!!! Get rid of extra baggage on all levels!!!

3) Wake up and smell the roses(or coffee or both) [I actually heard wake up and smell the roses/coffee at the same time] Slow down and be aware of everything around you now. Be present, grounded and centered. Go out in nature to achieve this.

4) I focused on hearing from your arcturian family and friends. I started writing really fast for this one..... "Greetings, Blessings and warm wishes Na'ven!!! We are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO proud of you!!! You are handling your mission perfectly!!! You look good in your Na'ven suit! (lol!) You need to keep doing what you are doing by having fun and raising your vibrations along with everyone's around you! Salutations Friend!!! Keep your head up!!! (up to the sky!) We are looking down on you and loving you SOOOOOOOOOOO Freakin' much!!! [insert symbol I drew in attachment] Blessings to you from your loving family of starseeds "

5) Keep making waves to splash in!!! You basically revolve around water....it's how you connect to this world, how you meditate, how you center yourself and flow and receive your insights. I keep getting that you are crystalline, a pure being of light refracting rainbows through your prismatic heart. :) [#5 ties in with #1] (Then I drew a peace sign with a heart around it and rainbow wings coming out from it.I just forgot to color the wings rainbow colors before I attached it to this email)

6) Pulled 3 cards from Doreen Virtue's Healing with the fairies oracle cards since this reading was very fun, whimsical and to me had lots of fairy energy. :)
While shuffling the cards, I saw a symbol of the letter R inside of a cartoonish looking balloon tree. I took that the R = Rainbow??? I will let you see what you feel about this symbol that I drew.

I asked the question "What does Na'ven need to know right now?" while shuffling. I pulled

1) Laughter
2) Miracle Healing
3) Letting Go

The last two cards meanings from the book are attached in a separate email. I hope you enjoy this reading and it helps you on your path. Let me know if you have any questions or comments relating to this reading. Have a Beautiful weekend Na'ven!!!!

Lots of Love!!!

Jana

A DAY WITH VENUS


(After I had my healing experience, I could barely stay awake, so I was unable to post this article until today. This is the same thing that happened to me after the Eclipse. Perhaps many of you have had that experience of going so deeply into the higher dimensions that you can no longer stay “awake” to the physical one. Interestingly, first we must learn to “stay awake” to our higher SELF and now we must remember how to “stay awake” to our physical self. Below is my experience. After “sleeping on” my experience, I added more to it this morning.)

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I want to remember, I want to remember, are the words that I woke up with this morning. I want to totally release my abduction experience so that it will longer stand in the way of fully experiencing my reality on the Starship. I know that I have a reality on Athena Starship, I think, but my experience of it is very fussy. When I go inside to ask why it is not clearer, I always hear that it is because of the trauma I still hold of being abducted on the Zeta Ship.

Yesterday I found a message from the Arcturians about my abduction that I received back on December 12, 2010 that totally validates my experience. Even when I wrote and read the message, I still totally forgot it. I do not want to forget what is frightening any more. It is holding me back to have any secrets from my self. I am ready to totally remember and release this, and all, trauma that has haunted me my entire life!

Dear Arcturians,
Please answer my questions:
1) Do we need to go into the terror part of a traumatic event in order to release it?
2) I think that I have been pretty dark/frightened/angry the last couple days. Is this behavior part of my process of remembering and release?
3) My dreams this morning were continuous visions about my clearing process. Even though I woke up say, “I want to remember,” I can’t remember them. Can you please assist me with all of these questions?

Dear Suzille,
We, your Arcturian Family, will happily assist you with all of your questions. Therefore, we will assist you to remember, through the flow of our consciousness that which you are experiencing in your higher states of consciousness, such as being on our Starship. We are, also, fully aware that you are trying to remember how to totally connect your Third Dimensional Operating System to your Multidimensional Operating System. We will begin with that unasked question, as it is the root of all your questions.

In order to connect your Third Dimensional Operating System with your Multidimensional Operating Systems you need to release that which is in-between them. Subconscious fear creates a firewall in your deep subconscious mind that automatically rejects any information that might activate that forgotten trauma.

Therefore, to allow the full multidimensional light and unconditional love to flow into your physical brain and through out your entire body, you must heal and release any archived and forgotten fear/darkness that are still archived in your deepest subconscious. We say deepest subconscious, as the fear stored there is the furthest from you daily life and the easiest to ignore. On the other hand, the fear/darkness that is stored in your deep subconscious mind acts like a sniper hidden in a tree that shoots you when you are least aware.

Only the Openers, first ones through the Ascension Portals, need to do this deep work. Once the Portals are all opened, it will be easier for others to follow. Many of the Openers were the ones who came to answer Gaia’s call at the fall of Atlantis. These ones have a deep connection to their Star Family, but they also have many traumas buried within their subconscious. They have these buried traumas because they have worked for the forces of light again and again in the darkest of times, only to be punished for revealing their light.

Also, only those who have an expanded consciousness, as well as the support of their Star Families higher light, are able to move into past realities in which they were lost to fear and darkness in order to clear them. This brings us to the first question. Yes, there is a certain amount of that “terror” which you will need to confront, mainly because it is leaking to the surface of your consciousness. Hence, we have given the answer to the second question regarding your recent behavior.

We Arcturians have assisted our grounded ones before and we are assisting you again at this time of ascension. It is true that you need to release the fear of being abducted to the Zeta ship in order to fully remember your SELF on our Starship. All memories work by association. When you remember one experience, you also remember similar experiences. Hence, your trauma on the Zeta ship stops you from fully remembering you life on our Starship. Hence, you can only remember your life on our Arcturian Ship via an “imagined reality” as opposed to via a “directly experienced” reality.

Having a reality be “just your imagination” protects you from remembering the details of the reality. However, if going on a Starship can only be your imagination then any Starship experience would be “only your imagination.” Many of our ascending ones cannot fully remember their positive encounters with Galactic Beings, because they don’t want to remember their negative galactic experiences. These negative experiences come from abductions, as well as fighting in the Galactic Wars of long ago.

Hence, many of our ascending ones have believed they needed to protect themselves from remembering their full Multidimensional SELF. They were afraid that if they activated their full memory, myriad painful experiences also came to the surface. All hidden fear and pain, which it is on Earth or beyond, creates a leakage of uncontrollable, and often unwarranted, fear and/or anger. The Dark Ones have used this hidden fear to control and limit the awakening ones. If all the grounded ones were to clear their hidden dark memories, they would ALL come into their full power, wisdom and love.
VENUS TRANSIT
Dear Venus has come into your lives again during this transit to guide you Home, past your current physical Sun and into your higher frequencies of reality. Venus carries all the unconditional love that is necessary for humanities full healing. Also, those of you who answered Gaia’s Call for assistance during the fall of Atlantis incarnated first on fifth dimensional Venus to gradually step-down your great light enough to be able to incarnate on the deeply-wounded, third/fourth dimensional Earth. In fact, many of you spend lives on Venus in-between your earthly incarnations. On Venus you can “de-brief” from your challenges on Earth.

However, we have diverted from our message, so allow us to explain the difference between an imagined reality and a direct experience. An “imagined reality” is based upon your left-brain’s third dimensional thinking combined with your right brain’s creative process. Because it is based on a creative process, your left-brain chooses to perceive that experience as something that you created rather than an actual “real” experience. To your third dimensional thinking, only that which is perceived via your five physical senses is believed to be “real.”

When you think multidimensionally, you know that you create every experience. You also know that you have chosen to perceive everything that fills your experiential world. The knowledge that YOU CREATE your reality and that YOU CHOOSE to perceive that which you wish to experience, even in your daily life is a huge responsibility for an un-ascended person. It is that very responsibility that must be owned and used by our ascending ones as a vital component of your ascension.

It is necessary to embrace this responsibility in order to fully connect your Multidimensional Operating System into the circuitry of your third dimensional mind. Your Third Dimensional Operating System is actually more of a filter than an operating system because is dis-allows all information that is not perceived via the five physical senses.

Therefore, if a reality is experienced by your multidimensional senses, it is automatically categorized as your “imagination,” and relegated to an “un-real” experience. This is not a bad thing, as every dimension has its own rules that need to be followed to remain in that dimension. When your 97% DNA was turned off, your world was limited to the third dimension. Furthermore, if anyone dared to perceive any other version of reality, they were witches, crazy or trying to fool you.

When you have a “terrifying” experience, it leaves a psychic scar on your body, in your brain, and in your aura. However, “going through the terror” does not mean the terror that you felt during your experience. Going through the terror means that in order to multidimensionally perceive your experience, you will have to accept that YOU created that experience and YOU chose that experience. That can be a terrifying act if one has not yet taken responsibility for the reality they are choosing to live.

Dear Venus is here to remind you that YOU are up to that task. When you prepared for 3D incarnation on Her body, and when your rested on Her planet in-between your Earth lives, you de-briefed from the experiences of your Earth lives in polarity while deeply enjoying the love and beauty of her higher frequency realities. While in the safety of Venus’ reality you were able to remember that all traumas are merely “negative energy patterns” that were created in your consciousness during your challenging incarnations on Gaia’s planet of polarity.

Fortunately, when trauma can be viewed as a negative energy pattern, it is much easier to clear. Allow us to remind you how your “cleaned your consciousness” in your “in-between,” R&R incarnations on higher dimensional Venus. We will assist you right now to release your negative energy pattern by taking you to the Violet Temple on Venus:

THE VIOLET TEMPLE ON VENUS

Take three long, slow, deep breaths to calibrate your consciousness to the higher frequencies of your imagination…

Imagine that you are now walking, which is more of a sensation of floating on 5D Venus, across the beautiful landscape of Venus. On Venus the sky is often a warm yellow glow and the ground is so filled with life that IS happy that you are floating-over rather than walking-on the earth. We begin our journey to the Violet Temple on the Shores of Pink Sand upon which the Waters of Liquid Light gently caress. As you relax against a huge tree-shaped Being, as all life is alive here, you see the Red Mountains in the distance and smell the sweetness of all life.

Eventually, you feel the urge to visit the Violet Temple. Hence, you arise from your posture of lying against the tree and thank it for its shelter. You turn toward the Path to the Temple and float up the hill to huge green area of “living lawn” that surrounds the Temple. Before you is the Violet Temple, which is surrounded by the floating gardens. The Elementals and Devas of Venus constantly tend this garden.

This familiar vision of Venus’s immense safety expands your consciousness to encompass your multidimensional SELF, and you instantly find yourself within one the many healing room. You take a moment to FEEL the safety of your environment, SMELL the beautiful flowers that live within that room, RELAX onto your couch of light and EXPAND your consciousness.

You can feel the trauma that you wish to heal resonating within you. Because you have done so much to release this wound, it no longer hurts you, but only tickles. The familiar environment of Venus’s Violet Temple allows you to remember to send your uncoditional love into this wound that has diminished your ability to remember your SELF. Because you are beyond time and space, you can lie on the couch and, simultaneously, stand beside you form in order to fully examine your earth vessel

As you look into your aura, you see the circuitry of fear that has collected around the wound you have come to heal. You must clear this fear before your healing will be complete. The best way to heal the fear is to change the purpose of this wounding. Instead of allowing this wounding to be a block to your multidimensional memories, you will allow it to be a portal for multidimensional memories. We say this, because you have likely created similar wounds in your myriad incarnations on 3D Earth. Remember, even though your earth vessel is different, you are the same Soul in every incarnation.

As you see the wound before you, you can see the disunite circuitry, as well as how it is attached to your consciousness and aura. That which disallows memories resonates to the lowest frequency of red light. See the area of red light, dampened by streaks of grey and black and focus your attention on breathing the blue light of Divine Love and Guidance into the dirty red of your wounding.

You observe as the blue light changes the grey streaks into pure red. Then, combining the blue light with the clear red light, you observe how the red and blue create purple. You then breathe the light pink of unconditional love into the wounding to transmute the purple to violet. The frequencies of blue, Divine Love, and clear red, Vitality, combine to create the color purple/violet to Transmute any substance into a higher frequency.

Now, imagine that the entire wound is resonating to the violet color/frequency. Do you see how you have transmuted something that has stopped your awakening into something that assists your awakening? Now, meditate for as long as necessary so that you can re-boot your neural system to this new configuration. (This is were I became useless for the rest of the day and watched Star Trek so I could be on a Starship.)

The above process can be used to transmute any trauma at an energetic level. In other words, you can perceive the area of your brain and/or body that resonates to lower frequency of physical or psychological wounding to see the emanation of red light. Then breathe blue light onto that area to create the violet light of transmutation. Any area of your body that holds trauma creates resistance, as resistance is a form of protection for that wounded area.

When you give Divine Love to the red “stop sign” of resistance, which is actually your protection against further wounding, the blue merges with the red to create the violet of transmutation. Then, whenever you experience the tickle of psychological or physical wounding, you can transmute that wound into an inter-dimensional portal through which you can constantly receive healing.

DREAMS
We will now address the third question about your dreams. Many of our ascending ones had and are having ascension dreams. Ascension dreams are dreams in which you process and/or practice the many aspects of ascension. One aspect is the clearing of old fears/darkness to facilitate your potential to Flash into Lightbody. Many of you have had brief experiences—rehearsals—of Flashing into your higher expression of Lightbody. However, do not forget that your multidimensional Lightbody also carries the potential to create a physical form when it is necessary.

Your physical form was always a matrix, just like physical Earth. It is the matrix that will be carried within your Lightbody so that you can “go to work” on Matrix Earth (the fourth dimensional expression of Gaia) to assist those who are still in the process of ascension. There are many who have been so weakened by the intense darkness of polarized Earth that they need more of the illusion of time and physicality before they can heal enough to ascend.

Just as we, your Galactic Family, assists you in your ascension, you will assist your fellow members of physical Earth. In this manner, the student will become the teacher for the un-awakened to awake. Therefore, remember your process in detail for you will be teaching it to others. There are many different expressions of Earth’s humanity. Therefore, there will be many expressions of human ascension. Each of the ascended ones will become an inspiration and instructor for those who resonate to your expression of reality. In this manner, first you LEARN, then you DO, then you TEACH. You will all be wonderful Ascension Teachers for those less fortunate and/or less diligent than yourself.

As I have been going about my day with the release of a deep “terror” I did not know I concealed, I have been seeing all the small ways in which my fear was expressed as impatience, judgment, and other expressions of low-grade anger—which was really fear. Since I was 7 years old, I have hidden this secret from myself. Which secret is that I ask myself, as I remembered that I was abducted. Oh, I answer, the secret was that it was REAL, that I created it and I chose it.

Why did I wan to do such a thing as create and choose that experience?” asks the wounded ego as a component of her healing. “Because,” say the healing one moving towards ascension, “We had to remember. We had to remember that we were more than just a little third dimensional. We had to keep a secret from our self so that we would not get in the daily life of the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, 80’s and 90’s.

We chose and created that experience before we took a form so that we would always keep looking inside to find out why we were so lonely, so different, so depressed. Then when we found out, we couldn’t allow our self to believe it. We, the ascending ones, chose different dramas that somehow matched our Mission. Now, that we are ready to go deep, deep, deep into our hidden archives, we can realize how courageous we are to have chosen so many challenges in one lifetimes—just so that we would NOT forget.

Therefore, we thank each and every one of our challenges for they have been our awakeners. Our challenges, the red frequencies of wounding in our mind, body and aura can now all be filled with our blue Divine Love to transmute them into the Violet Fire that will activate our full personal and planetary ascension.

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Since my visit to the Violet Temple, I have been seeing all the small ways in which my fear was expressed as impatience, judgment, and other expressions of low-grade anger—which was really fear. Since I was 7 years old, I have hidden a secret from myself. Now I know that my abduction was chosen by me before I was even born.

Why would I want to choose that experience?” asks the wounded. “Because,” says the healing one moving towards ascension, “We had to remember. We had to remember that we were more than just third dimensional children. Therefore, before we took form we chose and created an experience that we would keep us looking inside to find out why we were so lonely, so different, so depressed.

Then when we found out, we couldn’t allow our self to believe it. We, the ascending ones, chose different dramas that somehow matched our Mission. Now, that we are ready to go deep, deep, deep into our hidden archives of wounding, we realize how courageous we were to have chosen so many challenges in one lifetime—just so that we would NOT forget our SELF

Therefore, we thank each and every one of our challenges for they have been our awakeners. Our challenges, the red frequencies of wounding in our mind, body and aura can now all be filled with our blue Divine Love to transmute them into the Violet Fire that will activate our full personal and planetary ascension.

Source: http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2012/06/normal-0-false-false-false-en-us-ja-x.html

Well, it's definitely tough work and a struggle existing here in the 3rd density... But it will just make ascension feel all the more wonderful once we finally get there! ;3 Just such a HUGE feeling of accomplishment, a HUGE sigh... It's like being denied food for long, on the brink of starving to death, and then having a fantastical meal to sate you entirely and fill your body with that long desired nourishment! :3 Helping out in 5D will be the most fun and exciting thing ever!!! :3 Seriously I can't think of anything more fun and exciting in all of existence... 0.0 Here we have BILLIONS of souls here on earth all living in such a suppressed, horrible state... Entering 5D will be the most massive transformation of love, enlightenment, awakening and soul freeing. Everything most amazing and wonderful fuuuu!! Super cool!! x3 My one starseed friend I met a very long time ago IRL told me how earth is currently a "hot spot" and THE place to be in our universe right now... Ascension on the physical realm is something very rare, and all beings from all over have come to attend such a magnificent, amazing event!

So of COURSE you'll want to stay here and help everyone get settled into 5D!!! :3 That, my friend, IS your HUGE reward for having been incarnated here on earth and all the work you've had to do here! ;3 Helping out in a recently born 5D world will be helping out in a state of constant, magnificently huge and vivid love! :3 It will be the most relaxing and loving environment in the universe for quite some time I'm sure! ;3

From my understanding, we will be eternal being with our human base physical form once the 5D world is finally established. >^.^< So if you choose to be reborn again, you'll have plenty of time to decide that. ;3 Of course pain always sucks to feel... But I personally embrace pain, and thank it for the valuable lesson teacher it is! >^.^< No pain no gain as they say! x3 Souls like you and I don't have much left in the way of learning painful lessons though yes... We are ready for the higher densities of love and a less painful life! But the main reason we are here is simply to help those FINALLY making that trip to an ascended state of 5D love remember! It is most likely the cast that our eternal selves volunteered to be here at this time! We are but brave soul warriors of love who were willing to enter this low density once more in order to bring our brother and sisters who are now ready to join us up! ;3 We are on the front lines of the battlefield here! It shouldn't be much longer until the war is done, and it's now time for that final push into 5D! >^.^< Idk... I enjoy being here for all of them and revel in the idea that all of this is my mission and what I'm doing is truly important and meaningful... So I don't mind my existence at this point at all. ;3 I am of course so, so very excited for ascension and simply cannot wait for all of it~

I was just talking to this guy about pain and trying to help him get over his Grandfather that died recently! Anyway, I ended up typing this to him in our conversation, and i think I articulated it pretty well, so I wanted to share! ;3 "Pain occurs in the physical form when our body is trying to tell us something is wrong with it. It's a way to tell us when we are hurt, so that we can fix it. Mental and emotional pain in the non-physical universe works EXACTLY the same way, only you feel pain because of a mental or emotional problem or issue. Just like pain in the physical, you have to fix the problem, but instead of physical, this is done through a mental process and thinking in the correct ways. All pain and suffering in this world is something that should be used as a valuable learning point and a challenge for you to over come, because that is the true nature of pain." I just think it sums it up pretty nicely! >^.^<

I somewhat know about what you mean when you talk about being on fire and being energetically shredded when something becomes too intense... >.> A month or so ago, when the avengers movie came out, I was hanging out with a bunch of old friends who all seem to be so very imbedded within the lower density... >.> They brought me down to their level as I was hanging out with them all day it seems... And eventually, when we went to go see the movie, a headache I had started to develop turned VERY bizarre, as my consciousness became disrupted, and a very odd, distant sort of sensation took me over. >.< I felt as though I was going to pass out from all of this and I finally asked to be taken home (as we were waiting in line for like half hour already to see the movie on opening day). But yeah... Lower densities are very dangerous to us right now, and when things become too intense as you say, they do indeed become too much to handle! >.< Besides your guides shielding you, don't forget to shield yourself as much as you can! :3 We are beings with infinite power an capabilities once we tap into source from what I've heard! ;3 So ask for God's protection as well, and to help lend him your power! >^.^< Your shield I believe is as powerful as you will and TRULY believe it to be on you! :3 Hope everything will work out and you stay safe! >^.^<

People are simply fooling themselves if they think they have found their twin flame on a realm and place like earth... x3 It just ISN'T ideal at all for a third density situation... >.> There is ALWAYS more you could learn and take away from your experience here without them! I mean, I know if my twin flame was here on earth and I met them? My world would be complete... ALL that would matter to me is them, and they would take up the VAST majority of my time and day, because I would want to dedicate my being and all that I am to making them happy and pleasured and yeah... x3 Please not to let those negative, ignorant comments effect you alright? ;3 Whenever you receive them, I want you to perceive such comments as the insults of a small child acting out, not knowing any better and not fully understanding the words he is saying to you. Because in all honesty, that's what they are showing themselves to be... An immature soul child... x3 If they were mature enough to understand their negative, hateful words, they simply would not say them... If they were like me and you, they would be only of love hehe... :3 So keep those things in mind! And always perceive those sorts of people for what they really are! Someone immature and doesn't know any better...

That second one there is the same case, but pushed much farther into ignorance and the immaturity scale yes... 0.0 *hugs* I'm sorry you have to deal with such people yeah... I've encountered the EXACT same thing before... I found it in some girl online who had a VERY manipulative boyfriend... I had gotten to know them both, and he had shown himself to be a complete "user", and basically using her... Long story short, I tried to warn her of his true nature, she is in love, and so hates because I "insulted" her boyfriend when I all I did was simply told her of his actions. x3 I talk to him, and he twists and manipulates my words to make it seem like I'm insulting HER now... He does this to make me seem bad, and to hurt her even further... It was all just bleh...

Please remember to keep in mind how we can only guide and give helpful advice... Those who are so, so very immature and ignorant, they cannot HOPE but to comprehend or understand our words yet... 0.0 They will lash out like this, because they are but children who don't understand the nature of true reality, they do not understand what it means to love... They don't understand much of anything at all! >.< I don't need to see the full conversation hehe... You need to put all of this in the past alright? None of it is your fault, none of it is your pain or issues you need to work out here, it is all them... All of their hateful ignorance being displayed. I want you to simply let go and forget about all of it alright? Put them both on ignore if you they are going to continue saying hurtful, hateful things...

Dealing with such people will always leave you utterly drained and in a sad mood... And I'm glad to hear you are starting to feel better despite that conversation. >^.^< Go do something fun on your break! :3 Do something that you used to a REALLY long time ago that was always fun and entertaining to you, but you stopped for one reason or another. Go back to it and try and experience the joy it once gave you. Idk, just a thought of something you could do for fun on this break of yours here! ;3

I want surround sound and an awesome cool speaker system too! T^T That sounds like a lot of fun~ :3 Also you has a woofer! It is a sub woofer?! x3 I'm not quite entirely sure if I know what a woofer is!! T^T Is it the box thing where base comes from?! :3 But oh yes! Use Mother Gai's energy to help heal and purify you and stuffs! >^.^< Now that you mention it, I'd like to connect to her again today and just dwell on her as much as possible for fun~ She is a indeed a big help when getting through any pain! >^.^< Hope you feel better soon and at max strength~

They seriously are just children having outbursts yes! x3 They are immature souls, or souls who have forgotten and are lost. >.> They simply don't fully understand yet the emotions and words that they yield, and use them out of ignorance and a lack of understanding mmm hmm. :3 I'm happy if any of my advice can help you~ My pleasure. >^.^< I'll definitely come to you if I never need help with anything spiritual as well! And thanks in the past for the healing help again, all of that pretty much went away completely! >^.^<

High quality sound can make all the difference and add so so much to any experience! I've only ever had dinky little speakers for my computers, must be fun to play games and watch movies on. >^.^< I don't know anything about the 7.1 and 5.1 numbers! x3 Is that like the quality of sound it is able to reach up to or something? 0.0 Sounds like you god a good price on that for sure though yeah~ :3 For the most part headphones work really well I think too! The quality is always really good with them! >^.^< I wonder what number of quality sound stuffs they generally have? x3

Omg I have next to know idea what you're talking about with all that heating and cooling system stuff! x3 But sounds pretty cool! x3

I'll I've done today is respond to some messages from different peoples, made and ate a sandwich, then went to the beach... Now I need a nap! Such a hard life I lead! T^T x3 I like how you said "power sugar" Surely you meant powder! But roflmao 'power sugar' just sounds soooo awesome!!! x3 I want power sugar in my coffee! And with everything really! x3 It's so tasty and gives you strengtthh!!! :3 Spaghetti with sauce and gooey cheese just sounds delicious~ My sandwich I ate will keep me fed all day for me! x3 Well... Ima try and nap! ttyl~ :3

Mmm hmm~ >^.^< Ahh! So 7.1 stands for seven speakers and the .1 is a sub woffer! I see!x3

I see I see! :3 But Tweeters?! Now you're just making things up! x3 Sub woofers and tweeters... They make up cool names for sound stuffs! x3

Yes yes! I a mixture of power sugar and awesome sauce on just about everything I eat! *tweaks* It's what makes me so super special awesome cool! x3 I just eat when I finish things I'm doing! :3 And always just one meal, with a bit of snacks sometimes throughout the day. ;3 I've been starved of physical affection my entire life sadly though... T^T I'm ready for ascension so I can finally have some hot, furry, alien loving please!!! >^.~< Furry aliens!! Furry aliens!! come on! Chant it with me!! x3 There's gotta be at least a few furry races out there are just zomg "outa of this world" Buduh phsshh!! x3

Oh and yes! My name is Tristan! ;3 I had some pastor guy or whatever tell me some story about someone prophecy about someone named Tristan way back in the day who was going to save something or do something? I can't remember... 0.0 But he joked around about me being Jesus born again or something like that? x3 Get this! My mother's name is "Mary" Lynn! And my father's name middle name is Richard "Joseph" !!! 0.0 So basically I'm Jesus! So wassup? I'm Jesus... x3 I asked my starseed friend about the real Jesus, he said he's up in heaven doing something though, can't remember what... x3

But your all time favorite guy name is Maximilian?! x3 That is just like! Such an evil, super rich person sounding name! x3 I just think of a douche bag who has tons of cash really! x3 It's a good villain name I think! x3

zomg, a sexy dominant quality to it... x3 I've NEVER understood that submissive/dominant aspect of sex being a turn on either which way personally! x3 ALL I care about is using my being and my will to make my partner happy and physically pleasured. My single biggest turn on is knowing that I'm making them feel good. >^.^< For that special person I love more than anything, I want to have them be in a constant of mental, emotional and physical pleasure... I will dedicate a great portion of my time and effort to making sure I am putting them in a constant state of bliss. ;3 That's why I know I couldn't be in contact with my soul mate right here during this time... As my mission would be SO much harder to accomplish rofls x3

Love and friendship is something I have analyzed to death with thought and emotion! :3 I've never had a real, serious relationship IRL whatsoever... >.> And am 25, and still virgin as I believe I've told you before? hehe x3 The two times I fell on love were both with people online, and both ended in heartache and hurt severely... But I was so so glad for having them, cuz they taught me so, so much about love. :3

Being a more high frequency being and so much more understanding of existence like we are... We general have SUCH a greater understanding of love and what it means to love as a result. The vast, VAST majority of these third density dwellers on this earth have NO idea how to approach romantic love WHATSOEVER!! zomg... x3 Also, the depths of love in which they can explore? They are always ones much more shallow of that which true, ultimate love allows... The problem and what's ultimately preventing them? Ego and selfishness... TRUE love is wishing someone infinite happiness and pleasure without YOU have being the one they are with yeah know? It sounds cheezy, and it's what they always do in romance movies, but it's true... x3

Generally, people get in relationships for entirely egotistical and selfish reasons... THEY themselves don't want to feel alone or want to feel loved. Basically, they get in a relationship TOO feel loved... Which is not a good bases at all... >.> I believe they, in a round about, hidden way, "use" each other for the feeling of being loved and cared for. Generally this is done through an initial romantic interest in each other (they find one another physically attractive, or immediately charming or something...) Love is something very blinding and confusing when it mixed together with ego and selfishness... It is only when you reach that high level of understanding of existence and learn how to be all loving that you are finally able to live selflessly and love others with NO ego whatsoever! ;3 Like me now adays... I can love others, and it feels me with such joy and happiness ONLY to do that... I require NONE of their love in return, and more often than not I get none in return! x3 I am oh so happy simply if I can impact their life in a positive way, and if I can make them feel happy or loved at all. :3

ANYWAYS! People don't understand all of this at all whatever... And so all of their romantic relationships fail, or they become stuck in them, or they simply reach a level of love that is not or deep or meaningful as it could go... There are many depths to love, and because of the nature of third density world like this one and the large amount of ignorance here, you always end up with these shallow, fickle, small glimpses of what a true kind of love can REALLY be... When you don't understand love, it can be something very blinding. Basically... What REALLY happens with most people and relationships in this density I believe, Is that they fall in love with the FEELING of love and being loved... But not the person themselves ... 0.0 Or not as much as they should be doing anyway... You need to live for others and dedicate your being and will to seeing them happy and content... Only then will obtain a true love, an ultimate love, a love that will last forever and never fade, and a love of the deepest and most meaningful value. >^.^<

*rant rant rant* Okay I'm done rofl x3 That's how I feel about love and understand it... And any attempt to connect to people in any sort of meaningful way on this earth always falls short, because people are SO involved with ego and selfishness... T^T And don't understand it this way that I do... There is a bit more too it of course after all that! Surely all beings in this world, as well as all of existence, are capable of being loved, an always deserve love! However, their are souls and beings who simply resonate and vibrate on the same sort of wavelength beyond all that as well. These are beings who essence just seems to mesh so very well with each other, and beings who just seem to "get" each other, and "click" on an entire higher level complete hehe. :3 These are the sorts of beings who will be your DEAREST, MOST closest friends/family in all of existence... This will also be the sort of being who is your soul mate. >^.^< The one who gets you the very most... Your wavelengths so in tune and close that you want to be with them always, and when are you with them, your existence is constantly heightened and intensified as a result.

But now I'm ranting on more! x3 Anyway, I hope that was all interesting enough, and I'm not being too too repetitive! x3 The beginning bit I had typed a while ago, and then I came back to this message and started up again, and it's almost 4 AM! So yeah!! T^T x3 *Is continuing to read the rest of your message now that I finally finished love tangent! x3*

I'd love to hang out with you after the shift. >^.^< I honestly don't know if I could have a romantic sort of physical relationship in this world at all though! x3 The human form just tends to repulse me so very much, both male and female... >.> x3 You have no idea how very furry I am here! x3 I think I could possibly be bi even for them cute feminine furry males! T^T None of that stops me from loving others so very intensely in heart and in mind though. >^.^< I simply don't have that extra will to pleasure and make them happy physically! x3 Idk... I'd like to believe that all this furryness nonsense that I am so passionate about is one of my soul's personal traits and style preference perhaps? 0.0 Part of my wavelength and vibration if you will maybe?! It's something very strange... It will be very interesting to finally know EXACTLY to what depths my love for furry entails. x3 But yes! We will have to do fun stuff and hang out IRL lots once we are able to travel easily and all this ascension stuff finally picks up! ;3

Well I guess Arcturians don't have blue balls from the sound of it if they don't have sex organs! x3 But they must grow some when they shapeshift to procreate yeah! x3 I'm guessing the Arcturian race is of a higher density? I dunno anything about them... But from the sounds of it, in higher densities, to procreate you simply need the sheer love between another being and the will to procreate with them. :3 No genitals needed! x3 No more painful child birth... >.> For that I'm very grateful~ I don't want my mate to be pained by our babies birth! T^T I DO plan on mating with my mate every god damn chance I get though personally! x3 I'm going to have them enter a constant state of physical bliss... Always touching them in sensitive places... ;3 Well okay, maybe we go out in public I'll stop... But ONLY then... T^T roflmao x3 We can always keep things exciting by changing forms and stuff too~ ;3

Daylily! Very cool looking flower :3 And it's from your world eh? 0.0 I wonder just how many plants and such have their true origins from other worlds like that. >^.^< That's cool you could learn more about your home world and stuff! I can't wait to learn about my past one! It's something so so very fun and cool and exciting I would imagine!!!

Black cloaks and such you say! I wonder what I wore on my planet and stuffs too! x3 I always pretty much die whenever I see feral wolves or foxes or animals and such wearing armor... 0.0 It just looks SO terribly cool and awesome x3 But if I were indeed a furry creature, then we wouldn't have any need for clothes for the most part... x3 Nice soft fur to keep you warm all the time~ >^.^< I guess neutrality was emphasized back on your home world though? 0.0 I just find that so terribly boring personally! x3 It just seems like the opposite of neutrality would be passion! And I love being passionate about things and loving them! :3 I love judging things on the basis of how much grounds they hold on the basis of how logical and loving they are... I don't like staying neutral, but formulating opinions and delving into areas with profound thought and love in order to understand them and know how to view them appropriately.

But perhaps your understanding of neutrality is different all together? I'd love to hear about it. >^.^< Black cloaks do just look pretty bad ass though don't though! x3 They just have this certain aura and feel to them huh? 0.0 :3 You'll have to get a nice new one yeah, gotta represent your home world fashion! ;3

Well! 4:30 AM now! x3 Is this message long enough for yeah?! x3 Probably one of the longest ever written on this message board, and maybe the longest you've ever received?! x3 Anyways!! rofls x3 G'night! *hugs*

The fact is, I don't get into relationships believing either one way or another if they will love me or not! I get into them and try and make them feel as loved and cared for as I can, and invest myself in them only because I want to make them happy and to help them in this life. :3 I KNOW that they SHOULD all love me in return... But it's the case that some are so immature at this time, don't understand love and aren't all loving yet, and so they more often than not incapable of loving me in return... T^T So it's not a matter of me finding people who will love be back according to how I feel about if they will love more or not I don't believe, but simply that the nature of dealing with people in a third density world, that is is a hard thing to ask of most of these people dwelling here.

Maybe I have lived as various animals throughout my lives as well! Like wolves and foxes and that's why I feel for them so? x3 Could have something to do with why I'm attracted for furreh thangs! x3 I'm just dying to know the real, true story behind all of it~ :3 It will be oh so fun and exciting to finally know! >^.^<

Procreation in a higher density world must be an entirely different beast from what it is here yeah. 0.0 Is it the case that a person will willingly volunteer to go and incarnate there? And how much of a say to the parents have in deciding who that being is? Perhaps they are a already a friend or family member who they wish to call forth through the procreation act already? Or perhaps it's the case that procreation in the higher densities isn't anything like that all? 0.0 Personally, how I would view the act of procreation if I were dwelling in a higher density, is that it is a means for two beings in extreme love to spark a COMPLETELY new being altogether... 0.0 It would be a being that is very similar to both your wavelengths, but slightly different, and an entirely new entity all together! :3 It would be the birth of an entirely new soul, and something VERY rare and magical to happen perhaps... The product of two enlightened, all loving souls who come together to make one of the very ultimate creations in all of existence yeah know? ;3 But your race has 5D-9D spans huh! I'd like to know what all of those even higher densities means if you care to explain or have a link! x3 I wonder what the highest one is too and what's that like! :3

Just thinking of my "friends from home" and what they might be like or who they might be insights this vivid feeling of love and connection within me. x3 It's really quite amazing and cool~ >^.^< I might just go and do that! Meditate on them I mean hehe! Thx for the idea~ >^.^< I never been very good at all that meditation stuff though... I never get any real vivid or in depth experiences from it! T^T

And ahh, so that's what neutrality is all about, being in divine balance! :3 Does sound very nice hehe~ I think it's the natural state that all souls strive for... The calmness and oneness after the constant struggle and rippling waves causes to get out of a third density and understand what existence is all about! It does sound beautiful indeed yes~ >^.^< And always peaceful. :3

I would imagine that ALL those higher density dwellers are being that are very spiritual hehe. :3 As they are all aware of their eternal selves correct? How can they not be?! x3 Archery does seem like something very pure and flowing yeah. And it would be one of those VERY most basic ways for a human to kill an animal in order to eat it's meat... So the weapon must have a very embedded aura into the natural flow of life everywhere yeah know? :3 Very cool you know of being a druid and all your past lives and such! I can't wait to learn of mine too!~~~~ >^.^<

In the higher densities you don't have attachments to anyone? 0.0 But what about twin flames and soul mates? What is love if not a very deep mental and emotional attachment to other beings? I am all for loving everyone equally... At least, I have found how to care and love everyone in all of existence. But won't there always be those beings who resonate more with you and you just somehow 'hum' more in tune with? It just seems somewhat boring to me really for everyone to love each other EXACTLY equally... The true personalities of individuals and their special style preferences. Their own unique spin and taste that they will always apply to any creative endeavor... I LOVE how very varied and different people's individual selves are. I love it when people are vibrant expressive beings. And although each persons expressive deserve equal love and praise, I really feel as though there will always be those types of individuals in which you resonant and vibrate closer with... Idk, I would think that such a thing is a an added bonus, extra fun aspect of what it means to exist for an eternity of time. To search through all souls and seeing JUST how deep your love and intertwine with each each one. :3 I've always been someone who has loved the rare, the different and the unique. It just seems to me that if you loved all beings in existence equally, then it's something plane and could become mundane after a while? Idk... I DO love all things in existence intensely, I just feel like there are those special, rare things that I could love even more intensely. ;3 If it were that way as well, I think people would strive to get to know one each other more! People would be more genuinely interested in one another, always trying to strengthen their loving bond and grow it deeper with in one another.

And it may be a condition that we know everyone has their own path they wish to follow, so leaving us or transition through death doesn't effect AS much in a negative way... But won't it always hurt at least a little bit to see our loved ones go? Won't we miss them and be happy when the return? It just seems like such a higher density world that you describe would lesson everyone's passion, and as a result their range of emotion! T^T That's why I feel uneasy at the mention of 'neutrality', I just feel like it's a word also associated with 'indifferent', and not caring one way or the other? To me, love IS caring about all others... Doing your best to have them be happy! :3 Love IS being attached to others... It's investing a piece of your soul into them, and it's an intimate connection in that way. But when you understand that we are all eternal beings, that attachment is one that is ALWAYS good... Never too saddening or bad when you part, re-assured that you WILL meet again eventually. >^.^<

Sorry if I misunderstand any of this all, and I'd love to hear you elaborate on this concept of neutrality! But that's how I really feel about love and existence with my limited knowledge and information. :3

Isn't it the case that in a 5D world, we have knowledge of our eternal selves, and we can live in that 5D world for an infinite amount of time if we wished to? That's what I've heard! x3 So I just thought that 5D would be a lot more lax about those sorts of things like being born into such a world as a 5D one. Because it IS so advanced and it could be a permanent destination if they would like it to be. But I guess it's still set up much like that of the 3D in regards to bringing souls to that place of existence? :3 Maybe something like I described in creating utterly new types of human conscious type soul beings is reserved for the VERY highest sorts of density. ;3

Over population would quickly become an issue if you all lived forever! x3 I still find that very odd that you see each other exactly equal in the way of love! A romantic relationship with anyone you meet at any time?! x3 I am able to view sex as something very detached from love, but I think what is required for the most meaningful of a romantic relationship would be your souls resonating so very close together! So I can see there being no need for a monogamous control system for sure hehe. Love and sex isn't anything that should be limited and confined by a jealous, monogamous control system. :3 Love is not jealous and is unconditional... There are no conditions in which people should meet to be loved, and so all things should be loved. I do however yeah... Believe that certain beings can click on a deeper level when they have closer wavelengths... >.>

Sex is merely a tool I would like to use to pleasure and please those ones I love yes. >^.^< It definitely isn't the most important or only aspect of love at all! Just a very fun physical one! x3 But the way you describe every day on your planet being more exhilarating than any orgasm as earth sounds like the best thing ever! x3

6D sounds fun! :3 The idea of expanding my consciousness further and further seems like something scary, and a bit hard to grasp... x3 But I'm sure it's simply just amazing once you are able to get to those places mmm hmm! >^.^<

Yeah, meditation sounds too fun~ I'll have to try it lots more and just be patient and practice lots I believe! I really need to try and FEEL and will myself in certain directions more... As I can feel the power and potential behind doing that, it's just a bit hard to grasp and vague for me currently. >.< But thanks for the info about mediation and such, I'll definitely attempt it more. >^.^<

Ahh, so that's what being spiritual means to you. :3 I think it needs a different word really! x3 Like spirit enthusiast and helper?! Idk... Something more fancy and concise... x3 That one main function of the Arcturians is definitely of the noblest best things you could ever hope do do in a 5D here for sure. >^.^< I'd love to do help out in something like that so badly~ Just to go around and spread love to where it's needed most and liberate those in need! :3 It would just be the absolute best, yes yes~ Very cool that you are one of the elders of your race! >^.^<

To focus on a such thing does seem the natural result of an evolved people and love, so i would assume most races would end up doing such a thing eventually! :3 What was fun to do in the middle ages?! x3 And you remember running your care off a bridge with a bunch of friends in the 60's who wanted to transition through death? 0.0 That just seems so tragic a thing to do though! T^T

Breaking down the Soviet's society with blue jeans and rock and roll?! 0.0 x3 I have severely underestimate the power of blue jeans! x3 I like dark blue ones personally~ :3 I'm again so sorry to hear it was so unbearable that you and your friends felt the need to kill yourselves like that... T^T I can't wait until I remember my past lives like you hehe...

Mmm yes! But I think we might just have a semantics problem going on here! You see! How I view "attachments" is more like a "connection". I feel that I am connected to all things, and at one with them. :3 I view love as a bonding agent! x3 As I go through life and existence, I can send my love roots into all others and intertwine our beings as I encounter them. Sending them my love... I do understand how everyone and everything has something beautiful to share~ But for some I think my love roots might go deeper into and take a hold of even stronger~ >^.^< It's not that I won't take away ALL that I can from each entity I encounter! I just feel that every soul IS an individual and has their own personality and vibration, and that BEING a being that has something unique to and s pecial to offer the world would naturally resonate with other beings who have similar quality similar things to offer the world! I just feel it's a natural consequence... And I know that love isn't jealous, so that wouldn't be a problem, and I feel as though this would sort of be a more fun and exciting way to have existence set up is all I guess! x3 Why? Because contrasts and the up and down motions, opposing sorts of forces is what makes an experience in the first place, and puts things into perspective! But it may be the case that with my limited perspective I simply can't understand love to it's fullest, most magnificent depths, so you might be right about all this equal love stuffs. x3 Like zomg... Just being able to love EVERYONE in the world as dearly as my soul mate? 0.0 That would be something the most fucking intense and awesome ever... x3 So either way it's set up, I'm good! ;3 And the more and more I think about the way you describe it now, the more I am inclined to believe you... It's making me want to cry it's such a beautiful thing to thing to think about... My god!! T^T Thanks for discussing it with me and helping me to understand~ >^.^< Loving the very uniqueness of everyone and understanding how valuable and magnificent each soul is and enjoying everything they are willing to offer, yes yes ~ >^.^<

A twin flame and a soul mate are those things?! If that's how it really is, it just seems completely narcissistic doesn't it?! rofls x3 Very cool and interesting to think about hehe. :3 I guess your not sure entirely on the soul mate though? We'll just have to find out after the ascension and such~ >^.^< I feel that I am able to become EVEN more all loving after having this conversation though! x3 It's fun! x3 Thanks again~ x3

Yes yes~ Thank you for demonstrating how loving everyone equally wouldn't be boring with those examples~ I like how you say "love is not one flavour". >^.^< This whole conversation is just having me beam with love now~ >^.^< Love is just the greatest and so much fun! x3 I love love~~~~ >^.^< Different resonations and flavors of love indeed! :3 all equally important and meaningful in their own special ways~

When you say "neutrality" I imagine these gray aliens who are just like indifferent to everything are just like "meh..." x3 Kind of like these neutral aliens from an episode of that futurama show! x3 I do realize it's a very 3D perspective, and that's why I'm trying to understand it and figure it out. But talking to you now I believe have a much better understanding. ;3 Balanced and equal on every level, yes yes~ :3 I'm glad to hear you still have passions! But passions in everything~ Just sounds amazing~ >^.^< I am able to see past a 3D perspective! Or at least understand past it hehe! I will always be a bit limited here of course, but I do love love the idea of how you describe it now yes~ >^.^< *Is still feeling as though love is being directly shot into my body* x3

Damn you dark ones... T^T *sigh* Their reign is coming to a close though... And there will be no more pain or suffering here shortly~ :3 We must do our best to ease it for others as it still exists~ And to invoke light and love into all those around us~ >^.^< I have no idea how a planet is formed to be hollow no! 0.0 I'd love hear about it. :3 I have heard of those who live inside our earth in the channeled messages, and that we will meet them soon enough here! >^.^<

Oh yes yes~ I understand the importance of starting a new life! And it seriously is the most exciting, fun adventure that any eternal being could hope to have now isn't it! ;3 Forgetting of ALL things for a time and experiencing EVERYTHING as new once more... Gaining a completely unique life with no preconceived bias or notions about things~ >^.^< But while being done on 3D world, it's always something so much more harsh and painful... T^T We do need to do all of it to gain new perspectives on things and understandings we might have not been able to gain otherwise! :3 There's an infinite amount of worlds we could incarnate into~ And infinite amount of possibilities and understandings to obtain. >^.^< It's something beautiful if you ask me~ ;3

And ahh! You meant we could start a new romantic relationship with anyone at any time. I see and understand that yes~ >^.^< It's something impossible to do in the 3D world plagued with ego and selfishness... >.> But with truly evolved beings who understand love? I know how very super easy it would be! >^.^<

Well yes about all that about death! And again, I think "attached" was a poor choice of words on my part, as maybe it has more of a connotation of being "dependent" on others? What I more or less mean is being "connected" to others through love! :3 And I realize those love connections and bonds cannot be severed by death, and they are always there once established! >^.^< And that we are able to establish them with anything and everyone in all of existence~ The core of what it means to be an infinite being, is to go forth and establish these emotional connections to all things, and to develop new mental connections and gain understandings of what it means to exist for an eternity as well~

Idk... I believe why the majority of people are sad and in pain when someone dies is simply because as you said, they see our lives here as something finite. The problem isn't with attachment, but with a 3D perspective and understanding! Of course we will be in intense pain if we feel as though someone we love has faded from existence yeah know? 0.0 It would be an emotional love connection severed... A being that could further develop new things for us to appreciate and teach destroyed... T^T Even if I loved my mother and that acquaintance equally as intense and potently, if I lost EITHER of them forever, I would be saddened! T^T If my loved ones are in pain and are suffering, than so am I... If they would cease to exist forever, than a part of me would too yeah know! But that's a 3D perspective mentality, and I know we are eternal beings~ >^.^< So that couldn't happen! :3

I have always been someone never saddened by death... My grandparents and uncle and such died, and yeah... It never phased me every much, because from an early age, deep down inside I feel as though I already knew all this. ;3 I see how when you love everyone equally, it doesn't phase you when they leave for sure hehe. :3 So long as there's SOMEONE around, you simply could never become lonely or sad! x3 Just always in love, all the time~ >^.^< Everyone in existence is capable of the deepest and truest amount of love yes yes~ Some are just different flavors mm hmm~ >^.^< I look forward to connecting to more and more! It is the love that never ends and is infinite and yes!! x3

No you can't post some of your messages from this on your blog... It is private.... T^T ..... Rofl Jk of course!!! x3 Go ahead~ >^.^< You don't ever have to ask yeah know~ My thoughts and being are yours as well as everyone elses! :3 It would warm my heart if any of our conversation helped other in any way at all. >^.^< And yeah! Do it quickly while all of this is still more fresh in your mind! :3

Thanks again so, so much for talking about all this with me~ I feel as though today I have reached an even higher state of awakening and understanding of love and existence! >^.^<

When nature is in balance animals will no longer murder each other? 0.0 But how is it that carnivore creatures are to survive and eat without doing that? 0.0 I thought that rising and falling of herbivore and carnivore populations WAS a balance of animal life in nature. But perhaps that is simply the result of a 3D balanced animal nature? :3 Will humans and animals be able to gain sustenance from energy alone and so not require to eat anymore in a 5D world is it?

Yes yes! Not indifferent to everything. Rather, they are passionate and equally loving towards everything! I getcha! ;3 And how very brave, noble and amazing of the Greys to be stuck in 3D like we are, and to be able to be of love all the while! I've heard that the Annunaki races disguise themselves as grays and abduct people yeah to ruin their name... 0.0 Such bastards... I believe it was actually you who told me about all that before yeah! And you linked me this video before too and I watch and thoroughly enjoyed it so so much~ Thank you for showing it to me. >^.^< That lady is truly incredible... And I just wanted to hug her and love on her the entire time as a I heard her sad story... T^T

Oh yes! I see I see! 0.0 It's that centripetal force and constant spinning that causes the inside to become hollow! 0.0 That actually make so much sense~ :3 The center of the earth is filled with lava my ass! x.x (Like we've been told it is... >.<) I believe that theory came to be because it makes sense with how very much mass and density it pushing inwards towards the center of the earth? Also it's known the the tectonic plates move and shift because they all lay on a moving layer of liquid lava underneath that and such? But Idk... Who knows what we were lied to about yeah know? x3 I've heard they also have separate oceans though in the center of the earth as well? 0.0 And that they can view the sun from the center of the earth somehow? They must have their own plants and animal right? How does the sun get to them exactly I wonder! x3

Mmm I see I see... A bit confusing... A video of it would help to add a better visual for my mind I believe! x3 But I think I get the main idea. :3 Space time is something that's curved due to the force of gravity and things kinda of "weighing" it down you could say. You can think of space time as a piece of paper, and suns or planets and anything with mass as weighing down that piece of paper, and thus causing a slope for other objects to be inclined to be weighted down with it, aka, gravity. :3 Perhaps when a planet is created, it is essentially dropped onto this fabric of space time (when it is caused into existence) and then it somewhat bounced up and down on the fabric as it settles down upon it! ;3 This would be something that causes that hour glass sort of effect that you were talking about, and would be something inline with the physics of the universe as we know it! >^.^< Those other asteroids and various HUGE space materials that may be flying about at the moment of a planets creation? Those impacting the planet at the right angle would be something that would cause it to start spinning I believe ;3 Or it could just be spawned into existence while spinning as well I suppose hehe. :3

Omg... So if I understand what you're saying their correctly... Is it the case that the people inside the earth actually walk sort of "upside-down" when thinking about them in relation to us? 0.0 Like, as if the earth wasn't their and we could see them... They would be below our feet, and we would be below their feet? x3 That would be kinda cool. :3

Oh really? I was under the impression that if you fed a dog or a lion or certain carnivores ONLY fruits and vegetables, that it would get sick or something? 0.0 Their bodies have evolved for eating meat only to fill a specific niche, even the teeth in their mouths are all sharp because it's best for consuming meat. Humans are omnivores and have some flat teeth in the back there, and sharper ones up front! ;3 But I suppose all beings have the potentiality to become herbivores? :3 Also... It's the predator animals eating the prey ones that keeps BOTH of their populations in check. So would animals stop procreating all together as well? 0.0 Because we would all be over run with animals if they ALL at plants, or their wouldn't be enough plants for both species! x3 It is sicking to watch a hawk swoop down and strangle a mother lizard... But it is more sickening to see mother a mother lizard starve to death because there are so many lizards around that there is so very little plant food for them! T^T So it's currently the lesser of two evils yeah know? Idk how it will be set up in a 5D world? But that's how it is and has to be now... If the hawk ate the lizards food too even and green stuffs... Then there would be even less for the lizard to eat and it would starve to death as well! x3 Which would be more slow and horrible I would imagine... So there is currently no lesson that the hawk needs to learn, it is truly fulfilling it's duty and is in utmost balance with nature! T^T

I've heard about some monk or someone going for months and months without eating as well supposedly! :3 So maybe all of the animals will live off of energy once we get to 5D? 0.0 But then there would still be a growing population problem with them... >.< I will still want to eat as well because food is just awesome~ :3 And really it is an artistic creation produced by chefs! A self expression for you pallet! ;3 I've heard that most meats contain negative energy yeah... Because of the way the animals are treated before they are slain for consumption.... >.< I can understand how the human balance of life can be maintained by curbing procreation, but I don't see how that could be done for animals! 0.0 Who don't understand and seem to be so entirely run by sex, eating, surviving. It seems as though that IS the natural balance with them on our planet, so I will be very interested in seeing how that changes. Murder does indeed seem to be the natural order in the animal kingdom so far I can tell for them... Even in body, carnivore animals are completely designed and intended for killing! >.< I'd love to hear your thoughts after stating my case on all that hehe :3

AHH! The sun inside the earth is what gives them light and such... omg 0.0 That's just tooo fucking cool!! x3 I can't wait to take a visit and see it! :3 And omg not fair... I want a pet lion! 0.0 When can I move to inner earth?! T^T And mammoths and such too?! Very cool! 0.0 Maybe they got some saber toothed tigers as well! :3 This is truly mind blowing to think about~ x3

Ahh, now I can understand the hourglass shape thing hehe :3

But hmm... I still feel as though that all animal populations would increase exponentially and the planet would still be over-run with all the breeding going on! 0.0 But perhaps it's the case that animals evolve to breed so very much BECAUSE of what we have done too make them evolve in that way. :3 Humans and animals need a sort of mental and emotional population control yes... >.> In a 5D world that won't be a problem I'm sure... And both parents will only ever have one or two children, and only when it absolutely feels right to do. :3 I'd love to see nature go back to it's true balance that has been lost for so, so long...

But that's so oddly heart warming to hear that humanity was originally meant to take care of nature~ I'd love to do such a thing as that. >^.^< I guess that's more or less what a druid does right? ;3 To treat our earth right and to take care of all her inhabitants... To think of such a thing just fills me with love~ >^.^< I can't wait for all animals to be able to enjoy the abundance of food, yes yes~ None of the plant eating animals having to worry about being eaten constantly and stressing over that... And none of the meat eating animals having to worry about where they will get their next meal... >.< It does seem like a HORRIBLE system of stress and hardship... And like it COULD be better, so I am very inclined to believe all that you are telling me, and makes both logical and loving sense in that way. ;3 I like how you explain those other species just running off of threads of energy alone as well, makes sense to me and feels right! >^.^<

A group consciousness would be something very crazy to take part in! 0.0 Wonder what it's like... And I'd imagine how much more in tune with nature they are all than humans... We've been lost for WAY too long... It's finally time to find our way back! >^.^<

Well yeah... What I mean more or less by a "pet", is just an animal that I constantly hang out with and am good friends with. x3 Even my cat right next to me now, I don't view myself as owning him... Rather we live together and he's my bestest buddy~ I wouldn't be sad too sad if he felt the need to run away or something, I just want him to live his life and be as happy as he can be. >^.^< So yeah, I guess pet isn't that at all and just a very poor choice of words, my bad! x3 I HATE putting my dog on a leash when I take her out... It has always made me feel uncomfortable to do such a thing to her... T^T I do view them as my friends and not an object or something for me to own at all~ I just love love animals so much and I do have the utmost respect for them~ And I simply can't WAIT to be the best of good friends with him when our surface of earth comes to balance and we are able to do such a thing~ >^.^< And I heard we can communicate with them much better as well through telepathy or something like that too then?! 0.0 It will be sooooo amazing and fun and I can't wait!

rofl yes! "it makes loving sense" I'm glad to hear you'll use it from now on when it so strikes you to do so! x3 Mental logic that we feel out the answers with thought process, and Love logic that we feel out through an emotional process. Yes indeed~ >^.^< I so wish to believe that I am starseed of some very rare, furry creature kind of sentient race~ I would love that so much if it were true~!!! >^.^<

Druids doing human sacrifice? 0.0 I've never heard of such a thing. But maybe it was a big lie way back in the day to attempt to soil the good name of druid? :3 I want to learn how to do the magicks!!! T^T I want to shapeshift and such~ Such things will be possible after the ascension progresses enough correct?! I can't wait~ And reading further and your end bit you say I see that it was the case of the dark ones trying to ruin your good names! Ah hah! Damn them... >.<

*sigh* All of my relationships fall apart in this 3D realm... People are so entirely ignorant and silly when it comes to relationships and anything involving love here... x3 I poor SO SO much of my thoughts, emotions, effort and time into people to show them I love and care about them, and I always get NOTHING in return, or a some love back, and then nothing at all! x3 I'm making a rule right now, that I will not invest so much of myself and my time into others unless they are someone sad or depressed... I will use my love and time appropriately and efficiently, so that it stops going to waste on souls who cannot fully appreciate what I am giving them, or I am helping to raise their love levels because they need someone to love them... NO LONGER will I invest myself into 3D dwellers who are mildly content and happy with their lives... ONLY into sad and depressed people! T^T

I spent ALL day yesterday, HOURS AND HOURS with this person and investing love and myself, and it's ALL wasted I feel now... And I'm NOT going to do that again! x3 *Huge sigh of relief* Thanks for letting me vent to you! x3 And for being an actual good friend to me~ *hugs*

Why am I excited or enjoy thinking that my race is rare? I believe it's because I just cherish and love rare and unique things is all! :3 Perhaps if my race was more rare... I would be able to be something very valuable and hold unique, and rare insight on this world and how it is to exist, and so I would be able to spread all of that love and understanding to many people, idk! x3 But it doesn't really matter too much to me, just a thought. x3 In the end, EVERY soul and entity IS something intensely rare, unique and amazing~ >^.^< I just want to get to know and love them all really~

And yes, exactly! You get it there! ;3 It's something enjoyable to be unique and rare! We have more to offer, and we can feel special, desired and sought after in that way! :3 But it's the nature of a souls such as the ones we have to always be that way in the first plasce! So it's just something amazing and fills me with love! :3 And yes, I see you agree with me and say all that as I read further hehe!

Zomg.. I can't wait to shape shift~~~ *murrs and purrs* x3 Can't wait~ Seriously all my wildest dreams and phantasies will come true! x3

Oh yes yes... I've heard what happening here on earth is rare as well... And I just KNOW that with every fiber of my being that I would LOVE to come to a place during this time because it IS so rare and something so awesome and special! x3 So of course I find myself here at this time!!! x3 And So... All if it is going to start happening big time and will pick up sooon!! I'm going to love love love helping out with the ascension however it is I can!!! >^.^<

I just have so many animals and cute furry things I'd like to shape shift into really! x3 But fox might be the major one yes! ;3 I've always been strangely drawn to that animal and just felt such a strong sort of undefinable connection with the kind of aura and vibration it gives off. >^.^< But wolves too I love~ And a black panther I would love to be for a while~ :3 I just love a sleek, four legged figure with a muzzle, and soft fur and stuff~ Paws, muzzle, tails, hind legs... I'm utterly in love with all of those features that makes up a cute quadruped... x3 I could even be gay for some of the artwork I'v seen! Tail holes and sheaths are just too cool~ x3 And it gets to a point where I don't care if it's male or female... It's just too cute and I HAVE to pleasure it every possible way I can! x3 All that I am is just so, so entirely drawn to those cute furry things~ :3

Oh yes, I read that message on galacticmessages.com site :3 It's all so very true hehe... I have made it practice for entire my life to do such a thing I believe though, and I come to terms with such things whenever they arise, so theirs not much personal work for me to do in the way of all that! >^.^<

I think you need to mention their on your site though that those loving bonds we share with people that can NEVER be taken away or severed... It's not only that people get too attached, it's that they feel as though they are LOSING something if someone die or if they leave them! But that connection is ALWAYS present and you always have that person with you if you know how to acknowledge and contact them yeah know? ;3 And even if you do happen to lose touch for whatever reason? You WILL meet again... It's not the end! :3 And yes, in the mean time there are limitless amounts of other people to love equally as much! :3