I'm excited to finally be moving out of this place. There are so many problems here it isn't even funny. I told Ed that his daughter Brianna is a bully and that she needs help, but instead of facing the facts and doing something to help her be more positive and make it so she doesn't wind up like Gabby and Andi, he tried to make me out to be selfish by saying I never do anything. (Mind you he likes to pretend I don't so he can have a false upper hand. I've told him a few times what I've done, but when he has to do those things he feels lost and tries bargaining with me to get away from having to do them. Ex. Laundry isn't his thing.)
Gabby and Andi are his oldest 2 and they don't live here. (Thank the cosmos! lol) Gabby instigated numerous arguments for a week and propagated negative energy and no mater how much I begged him to send them away, he never cared about my concerns, yet I'm the selfish one. I was about to die from being in mortal pain for so long and he didn't bat an eye, yet I stood up to them for him. Negative energy is VERY debilitating to me. They have a VERY difficult life and I can see why.
Ed would rather leave his kids unchecked and allow them to be mean to people. He doesn't care that Gabi and Andi didn't turn out to be positive people. He doesn't care that Brianna will follow suit. I hope Milan and Melia don't wind up the same way. They're nice kids, but with a madman for a dad and a proven track record that he raises bullies, I'd have to imagine that their positive behavior isn't going to last.
Brianna bullies me all the time and Ed could care less, yet I stood up for him. Compromise to him means that I should sacrifice my happiness for his desires. He made very little sacrifices and hurt me plenty, but yet he still thinks I'm the selfish one. He's 55 years old and can't have a stable relationship because he doesn't know how to treat people and with living with Brianna who's a bully, people aren't willing to stick around.
I've told him how I see things and he knows what to stop doing that's hurting people, but he doesn't care. He often gets all liquored up and drains my energy. Some nights I have to sleep next to the stink of a brewery it's so bad.
I've learned much from being here including the fact that hierarchies aren't always such a bad thing. I wish I saw it that way growing up and then it could have fixed a lot of problems at home. Hierarchies are a good way to have the general interest of the whole condensed through one or two people whom the group trusts to make sure they aren't steered wrong. The thing my parents didn't always do all the time is ask for our input before making their decisions. I was fighting to be free of anyone's control, yet I didn't realize it wasn't about control, but as a way to act as a group with common interests. This is still new to me, but I've learned a hard lesson while clearing karma from my childhood from being here.
I also decided to just start being more agreeable when it comes to non-critical stuff. Even if I don't agree with the situation, if I don't feel like fighting to let people know my feelings, I'll just let them have their way and be done with it. For instance, creditors are trying to collect money I don't owe right now, but I figure it's a bit over $400 and I know money is in abundance and they will get their karma from robbing me, so I figure I'll just pay them off so I don't have to deal with court cases. Besides, they'd probably have it on the other side of town so I couldn't get there and they'd win by default as they can't prove their case anyway. As I don't feel like going through that hassle, I'll just use the law of abundance and let them have the money they wish to steal from the poor and give to the rich corporation. The cosmos takes care of the karma and we're good.
This should end the long stint of pain and it seems the rounds of pain are getting shorter now. This is the end of the 3rd round of lesson smashing through pain in my life. The first was growing up, then I got a break for a while, then my quest to learn to love myself and now the pain that was a bunch of lessons thrown into a hodgepodge. I don't know how many lessons the sleepers I live with have learned while I was here, but if they're smart, they will meditate on the situation and learn the lessons written in pain that they had while I lived here. Hopefully their darkness will recede so they can grow too.
I won't move in with anyone else anymore, but after getting to know the next person, they can over time move in with me. I don't want to have any more relationship issues that I have to be living with the person who hurts me anymore. I rather be a hermit, but if I live with someone who's truly awake, it could be a different story.
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Author: iini Posted on: 02/01/2013 at 08:38 pm
Author: Harmi Posted on: 02/09/2013 at 06:40 am
Wow, I've been reading your blog and sounds like you've been going through some serious stuff recently. My instant reaction is to tell you to get away from this guy and let him sort himself out. Once he has done may be you can work on things, but you need to get away from him because it sounds as if he is just bringing you down. If you get to that stage in a relationship, you have to ask yourself if it is worth it? The answer is a resounding "no".
I don't know the background but I'd say you should be with someone who makes you feel good about yourself. You need an equal. It sounds like your boyfriend needs a consellor, not a partner.
It may sound cold, but move on with your life. You're here for a purpose. Don't lose sight of that. Show compassion to Ed, but let him sort out his drinking and you do whatever it is that you're here to do, and whatever it is that makes you happy.
Your website shows you're an inspirational person. Don't become distracted by negative creatures.
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Author: gail Posted on: 07/10/2012 at 07:56 pm
How can this apply when one is incarcerated on ridiculous charges as recently happened to my son....help me help him make sense of it
Author: corinne Posted on: 07/13/2012 at 08:07 am
Awesome film and so true, it really made me think about my life and who I actually am? It also made me realise that all the mistakes I feel so guilty about that I have made in the past are not really mistakes and I had no choice I was moulded by the world around me. I'm looking at making big changes in my life from now on and I'm not going to be ashamed or afraid to be ridiculed by people around me that still have their eyes closed. Thanks so much, i'm so glad I came across you website. Lots of love Corinne xx
I keep wondering why I get excited whenever I hear about the fear tactics of everything getting destroyed. I think this post helped me to realize why that is. The reason why is everything does get destroyed by the dark ones in order for everyone to wake up and realize they aren't here to help. We aren't to fight them with guns like they'll try doing with us, unless we need to defend ourselves beyond body armour. The way we stop them is to starve them out by being of love and not feeding them negative energies.
It would make perfect sense as to why I keep feeling like it will be happening and exciting. I'll be helping to enlighten more people and to keep people healthy as well. I'll be teaching people what I know so they can teach others and we can get rid of the dark ones once and for all.
So, yes I'm starting to think its that I'm remembering that the dark ones will start a war when they loose enough of their control that they don't see us turning back into their slaves again and we will have to remove them or educate them in love if they are willing to learn. If they don't have negative energy sources, they can't survive and that means they need to leave the planet in some way. If we don't have love, then we need to leave the planet in some way. (Ex. Someone who is in a depressed state hurts considerably as they do not have enough love energy going through them.) So, for now they left us with enough love to survive, but not enough to be free. So, starving them of the negative energies will make it so they need to leave either via a space craft or though death.
So, here's a post that helped me to remember this. I'm starting to have MUCH more clarity now that all of the shifts in my life are cleansing me of any negative energies as well as having me act as a gateway for transmuting negative energies on Earth.
Be A Champion of God:
possibilities are endless, but the most possible scenario is a big "change", spiritual information is spreading everywhere. People are seeking for something "more". Something is missing. Lots of people feel as if they are slaves, and indeed we are slaves to this artificial human system. So the most likely scenarios are,
a possible collapse of the economy, more strict control of governments, when people start to figure out that they have bought into the system of evil. Climate change, because of new energies from the cosmos. A rebalancing will take place, because nature will always try to revert back to balance when damage goes to a tipping point. When people realize the artificial illusions they are living in, this is the moment negative dark forces will try to create havoc in the world, for example through world war 3, strict control etc. Depending on our potential to unleash our true soul forces within, it will be possibly to prevent artificial destruction. It is important to prepare physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiriutally. Energy work is a huge help since it will help you in all parts of life. Natural changes will definitely happen because of the way we create imbalances on earth is exponentially increasing. Like I said possibilities are nearly endless.
Since most of the masses are getting more sleepier than ever, and those who are leaving an open space to wake up are getting quickly awakened by people who know more, it seems as if there will be a splitting of the world population. Those who are easily lost and swayed by higher mastermind dark forces, and those who are unlocking their true potential with the safety and protection of the higher self and other interdimensional positive divine beings.
War, politics, government, control, money, borders, politics, military, everything that you can think of that is a part of this system is basically a part of the agenda of negative hyperdimensional beings, human, and extraterrestrial. Lots of oppression has already started in the middle east.
So when worse comes to worst negative beings will have no choice but to annihilate human kind or to keep us all strictly enslaved. Therefore this year could be the tipping point , where human beings decide to unlock their spiritual power within and to take control and responsiblity of earth and their lives. And during all this madness, there will also be cosmic shifts, earth changes which are already occuring more than ever in recorded history. Those who have high vibrations, meaning if their whole energy body is properly flowing and activated and consciously felt, will attract the right opportunities to survive and thrive during these times. When energies are speeding up during this time, like will attract like quicker, just like higher dimensions, so those who are trapped in lower vibrations can possibly cancel out each other, and those who survive will start a new age. If however negative forces completely win, earth will end up being a complete prison, and further control will be deployed. We might end up a slave race. On the good side, if the good completely wins then a proper golden age will begin, and true peace reign. All this depends on us individually and how much we contribute to the change, because the future is not here yet. There is also a possiblity for a split where good and bad still exist, but on different places. I think we still have time, maybe, another few years? or if not things can suddenly change drastically by the end of this year.
Dark forces will eventually not be able to hide anymore, and they must reveal themselves, but when they do, they will attempt to enslave or annihilate the population according to their desires in a very obvious manner. People will be shocked if they have to reveal themselves. This is when spiritual people must be very powerful and stay calm. You may ask why is all this negative stuff happening on earth, well I would say, other dimensional forces who can see us and are around us, feed off of our emotional and suffering energy. They feed off of all our anger, hatred, violence, bloodshed, jealousy, all the negative emotions you ca basically think of. And so they create a strict artificial system based on currency to silently enslave humankind without them being aware. Many are subconsciously aware that something is wrong, everybody in this world is suffering from this silent enslavement, through this suffering, and especially through wars and torture, these negative interdimensional forces feed off of this energy. These beings are also trying come into this world physically, humans are basically something like their food to provide their sustenance.
On to the really good news, Since higher energies are coming to earth from the galaxy and the cosmos, these energies will try to rebalance earth and all humans and to raise and alter their vibrations and their molecular structure. These energies will also reveal the negative hidden agenda that is taking place on earth, so people can be aware and take the appropriate action. At the same time, negative forces know this is happening, they pretty much know almost all the things we know and more. And so they are also trying to take advantage of this transition for their own sinister purposes, and the good ones who want balance are taking advantage of this time as well. So in the end it depends on how much integrity and how much energy, love, and soul forces we can wield to prevent the negative side to have what they want. We have to trust that the divine forces, our higher self, our spiritually realized brethren who live in the highest dimensions are also helping us succeed in our mission.
I can't provide evidence for all of this, you have to have keen intellect, and heart chakra open to notice what is happening, its plainly obvious, especially Cannibalistic killings release lots of negative energy. Also the people who watch these killings and get shocked and horrified also release energies that entities can feed upon. Remain neutral, calm, centered, power up your chakras, and trust in the divine is the best advice I can give you from my point of view.
I re-learned something new today. Religion was originally designed to be a way to have people give perspective to each other and further inner knowledge, but then it was corrupt.
Here's my response to the channeling below it.
This explains A LOT. I kept telling people that religion is where others think for you and spirituality is where you think for yourself, but I would often times remember a time when I would be interested in learning about different religions in various worlds. I kept wanting to hear what they thought and learn their cultures out of curiosity. After reading this and learning that religion was originally meant to be a guide to help people grow and give people different perspectives in life, it jogged my memory as to why I remember meeting many different types of people and learning from them. Thank you for this. I'll post it on my blog.
Oh, and I have yet to find anything to substantiate that God is a figurehead and not just a reference to the cosmos. The cosmos creates. The cosmos guides. We are all one as the cosmos. So, to me, I don't see why so many people are talking like God is a person. If you can shed some light on this, I'd appreciate it. I'd like to hear other perspectives.
As revealed to
Marshall Vian Summers
on July 20, 2009
in Boulder, Colorado
At this time and place, it is important to speak about the purpose of religion. Religion is part of the human experience, and any attempts that have been made to eradicate it or to minimize it have proven to be unsuccessful. For you cannot deny the reality of the human Spirit. You cannot deny the fundamental reality that there is a greater spiritual need in people that must be expressed. But like all things in the world, that which is natural and essential can become distorted, misaligned and misused, allied with other purposes, particularly when these natural impulses become connected with governments and powerful forces in society.
Simply said, the purpose of religion is to cultivate the desire and the capacity to experience the Divine Presence in one’s life. All teachings and rituals, whether within large institutions or within the privacy of one’s home, [are] for this purpose. And the desire and capacity to experience the Divine Presence [are] to bring one to the power of Knowledge that the Creator of all life has placed within each human heart.
Yet when you look about, either at home or in foreign lands, you will find there is a great poverty, a great poverty in that people’s lives are not demonstrating this Presence and the power of this Knowledge. The look of disappointment and dissatisfaction, the sense of regret in the older people, the sense of hopelessness and discouragement in the young [are] evidence that this Power and this Presence are not being experienced. Religion has become now a yoke and a harness for people, requiring them to believe along certain prescribed lines of thought and to behave along certain prescribed lines of behavior. But this is far from the essence of what religion is really for.
To require, either through inducement or threat, for people to adhere to a certain system of belief does not represent the essence and purpose of religion. Yet that is what is so manifest in the world today. Religion has become another form of government—a form of government that seeks power and domination, a form of government that seeks to overcome its competing rivals, the competing agendas of other religions and faiths. And so there is a contest and a kind of war exerted between the most radical elements of these systems of belief. But this is not what religion really is.
The Creator of all life has initiated all of the world’s religions, but they have all been altered by people and governments, by cultures and traditions and by the competition for power in the world. That is why there are so many people today in the world who, though they have genuine spiritual needs and yearnings, are so put off by the manifestations of religion as it has become. Where can you find the cultivation of one’s inner life? Where is the emphasis on recognizing, following and embracing the power and the presence of Knowledge within the individual? Where is the emphasis on developing and encouraging the individual’s capacity and desire to experience the mystery of the Divine Presence—a mystery that defies all religious teachings and conventions? Where are such things being encouraged for the individual? You visit the church or the temple or the mosque and what is presented but an emphasis on upholding the ideology of religion, the institutions of religion [and] the demands of religion? This emphasis is out of context and out of relationship with the essential purpose of religion.
In essence, all religion is to teach The Way of Knowledge, to bring the individual into the direct experience of Knowledge, the deeper mind beyond the intellect, the mind that God has provided each person to guide them, to protect them and to lead them to a greater life and expression in the world. But you do not hear this emphasis. Instead, there is the encouragement to believe, to adhere, to follow the prescriptions of a religious tradition, however illogical and unreasonable those prescriptions may be within the context of modern life. And this is called “the Word of God,” God’s will for humanity. Of course, there is great competition between competing powers over who has the ultimate and final claim of God’s will and prescription for humanity.
It is as if the unreligious have taken over the business of religion for their own purposes. Never having realized its essential purpose and meaning, they have turned it into something else. It is like now a political party, and of course religion has political aims as well.
This is so far apart from God’s initial impulse and intention for religion—to keep Knowledge alive in the world, to teach The Way of Knowledge, to encourage human responsibility and ethical behavior, not simply as a prescript or as a requirement for admission into Heaven or some other exalted future state. It is really a denial of the natural integrity and natural ethics that will arise with the person who has experienced this power and presence of Knowledge and is guided by its wisdom and its grace.
These individuals, no matter what part of the world they reside, no matter what tribe or group or culture they come from, will all uphold the same values because these are the values of Knowledge. And so you have a world that seems deeply religious, but is not practicing and emphasizing what religion is really for. And given the submission and oppression of peoples throughout human history, whatever sacred intent has been maintained has been maintained only for the elite, for the monastic, for the adept.
As a result, God’s true Messengers have had to break the chains of convention, have had to teach in opposition in the face of the prevailing religious beliefs and attitudes. They have had to become rebels and reformers, counteracting humanity’s tendency to turn what is sacred into what is profane. What is the intent of the true Messenger but to evoke the spiritual fire in the individual and to bring them in contact with the deeper conscience that exists within them—a conscience that is not the product of social conformation or social expectation, but a deeper conscience that is innate and essential to the human life?
So you have a world that is religious, but knows not of religion. You have a world where religious institutions and their advocates clash and compete with one another, not realizing that the Source of their faith is the same. They will have people demanding and expecting adherence to ideas and beliefs and admonitions, but who themselves have never received the real initiation into the mystery and the power of the Presence.
Religion has become concrete. It has become political. It has become an economic and social power that seeks to preserve its status and its power at whatever cost. So those who are truly responding to religion’s true purpose now find themselves in exile, now find themselves heretics and visionaries following the Mystery—a Mystery that has been lost to so many in the religious orders and institutions. It is as if religion has become the enemy of what religion is really for. It is now the religion of the state, religion of tradition, religion of history, religion of fixed ideas, fixed beliefs and exclusive claims of authority. So far this is from the desire and intent of the Creator to keep Knowledge alive in the world.
In certain cases, religion has become the enemy of Knowledge, declaring that only God has Knowledge and that people are foolish and must be corralled like animals, must be programmed and conditioned to believe—to believe things that are incredible and impossible, to believe things that run counter to the deeper experience that people have, things that are apart from the real mystery and the profound experience that is the essence of what religion really is.
Throughout the ages, the mystics, the wise amongst them, have kept this Power and this Presence alive, but they were the outcasts, at the margin of religious institutions. They were the rebels and the reformers who, though disapproved of or distrusted by their authorities, actually gave life and substance and meaning to the empty religious practices that prevailed in human society.
So what does this mean for you? This means that there is a Greater Power in your life, a greater mystery in your life, and that your connection to God is through Knowledge—the deeper intelligence that God has placed within you, an intelligence that is beyond the realm and the reach of your intellect. This Power is calling to you, and your response to it represents the deepest need of your soul—a need that is deeper than the need for survival and gratification, for education and opportunity, for friendship and partnership.
To find this need, you must realize that what the world is providing is inadequate. It meets social and psychological needs. It meets practical needs. But it does not meet the real need of the soul. That requires an engagement of an extraordinary kind.
The Creator of all life of course understands this predicament—that religion has become the problem and not the answer, that religion has become the impediment and not the pathway, that the true purpose and emphasis of religion has been lost in so many ways, that now only a very wise and exceptional teacher within a faith tradition can speak to the mystery and the power and refer to the deeper conscience within the individual. But such teachers are rare. They represent the minority of those who claim ecclesiastical powers and authorities. For how can you be allegiant to the church or to the mosque or the temple if your greatest allegiance is to Knowledge, which represents your allegiance to God? And if God is not bound by human thought, human philosophy and human theology, then you as a follower of Knowledge will not be bound by these either. This makes you free and uncontrollable. This makes you perceptive and more incorruptible. This makes you question the value of religious authority and the ethics and behavior of religious institutions—all things that religious institutions are prone to resist and to repress.
Therefore, it is necessary that you come back to what is essential, to the initial impulse and power of religion—not the religion of the state, not the religion of the traditional institutions necessarily, but to something much purer that can exist within them and beyond them.
Beware of beliefs that seem set in stone. Beware of proclamations of exclusive privilege or authority by religious leaders. Recognize that there are people who are freedom oriented and there are people who are control oriented. And the control oriented are afraid of freedom, and they are afraid of Mystery because they do not believe in the essential goodness of the human spirit. They have lost their faith in humanity and have placed all their faith in their ideology and their prescriptions that they believe have come from God. But God has only given recommendations through the great Teachers, not rules—recommendations for living, guidelines for living to help people orient their lives correctly and productively and beneficially.
Therefore, to find your real connection, you must come to learn The Way of Knowledge, for at the heart of every religion, there is The Way of Knowledge. This is not the way of belief. This is not the way of obedience. This is not the way of blindly following [the] prescriptions and precepts and admonitions of religious leaders and institutions. It is finding the power and the presence of Knowledge within you and learning over time and through instruction how to discern this Power and Presence from the other impulses and compulsions that exist within you as an individual.
God’s purpose in the world is to keep Knowledge alive so that human freedom, human justice [and] human compassion may be kept alive in the world. God’s purpose is not to exalt religious leaders or institutions, or to crown one over another. These are human creations and not God creations, and they are fallible and prone to corruption as a result.
God has provided a New Message into the world to clarify this picture and to provide a clear pathway for those who seek to have the real experience, and they can have this experience within their religious traditions or outside of them.
God’s New Revelation may conflict with political ideology and longstanding beliefs, but that is what happens when what is pure is contrasted with what has been altered and adapted. God is not bound by human creations, human beliefs and admonitions. God only provides what is real and essential to ignite the human heart and to give each individual a foundation for being inner-directed rather than outer-directed. Here your imam or your rabbi or your priest can help you if they are guided by Knowledge. But they will hinder you if they are not. You must learn to see the difference.
Religions are institutions that have to be maintained and protected. They are in competition with each other, so none of them that exist in the world today can really foster human peace and human unity, for they all claim special privileges, and only those few individuals within them that support a great ecumenical movement and the acceptance of all world’s religions can counteract this competition, which is inherently divisive and destructive.
In these words, we speak to the human heart, not to the intellect that wants to have everything figured out and wants to adhere to its notions, its beliefs and its traditions. There is nothing wrong with a tradition if it fulfills the basic purpose of religion, which is to inspire and expand people’s desire and capacity to experience the presence of God and to connect them with the deeper intelligence that God has placed within them that will be essential for their success and their well-being in the world. This is much more important than the teachings of the founder of a religious tradition. It is much more important than the religion’s official declarations of belief or doctrinaires.
People celebrate and worship and repeat endlessly the lives of the great Teachers, but can they really live the lives that these Teachers promoted? It is not merely human behavior that is important, for people can behave well for all the wrong reasons. People can fall in line with each other for social advantage, for economic advantage and to achieve social status and acceptance, but this is not religion.
You who seek to know your greater purpose in the world and the greater meaning of your life are a religious person. Whether you belong to a church or a mosque or a synagogue or any other religious organization, that is secondary. Promoting a religious ideology in the world does not represent supporting God’s will and purpose here. It is only if this ideology and system of belief can meet the basic requirements of religion that they have real and lasting value and produce real benefit for people.
Likewise, no religious teaching should promote war and attack upon other groups. This represents competition for power between these groups, but this is not what religion is. Religion is bringing you to God and to what God has placed within you to guide you, to protect you and to lead you to your great accomplishments in life. Anything beyond this is an invention—a human invention, an adaptation. People will have to figure out what this means in terms of the application of law and the running of societies.
God is not here to run societies or to carry out the intricacies of jurisprudence or the administration of the law. God is pointing you to the Mystery, not to the manifestation. God is calling you to the Mystery, not prescribing the manifestation. If you want to have more saints in the world, if you want to have truly inspiring individuals in the world, if you want humanity to have a higher standard that is born not out of an oppressive regime, but out of a natural understanding, then you must guide people to the power of the Mystery.
Religion, you see, does not have an answer for every social and political problem, but it does give people access to the deeper intelligence that can guide people effectively in meeting all these needs. Religion must be free of the state; [it] must be free of politics, which will only taint and corrupt it to the point where those who claim to be holy men will call for the execution of people.
This is the degree of distortion and aberrancy that has been established in the world today, and that is why there is a New Message from God—to restore the clarity and the purpose of religion, the meaning of spiritual practice and the nature of the Divine Revelation that must happen within each person. It is not enough to celebrate a great Teacher’s revelation if you cannot find access to your own. It is not enough to worship a great teacher or emancipator unless you can find this power and this presence within your life, which will apply itself in far more mundane and simple day-to-day circumstances.
Here the contrast is significant. Here the contrast is significant and must be comprehended. If you want religion to be a thing, you will lose its essence and its meaning and turn it into something that it was never meant to be. If you want to turn religion into a set of ideals or beliefs or a complex theology, you will lose what religion really is and what it is for. To argue whether Jesus or Mohammed is the greatest Teacher or provides the final word for humanity is so utterly ridiculous and so far from the nature and intent of religion as God intended it to be that it represents a kind of pathetic diminishing and distortion of what religion really is.
To think that Mohammed gave the final Revelation is to misunderstand God’s purpose and presence, for God has many more things to say to the world, particularly at this great turning point when humanity is facing a declining world, a world of declining resources, when humanity is facing the reality of contact with intelligent life in the universe—two great events that none of God’s previous Revelations are meant to address or that can address sufficiently [and] reasonably.
Religion has become overlaid with ideas, beliefs, institutions, laws and requirements that have become repressive to the people or abhorrent to people who are more freedom loving. They do not meet the deeper need of the soul. That is why you must come back to what is essential, to what is real.
The temple, the mosque, the church and the tribal place of worship are the places to honor the Mystery and to evoke the Presence and the Power.
The Way of Knowledge, which is at the heart of all the world’s religions, must become its essential teaching, instead of a focus for clerics and monastics and exceptional individuals only. This is the challenge before you, or religion will be part of the problem for humanity and not its essential means of reconciliation, inspiration and a high ethical awareness. Let this be your understanding.
I was reading a channeling that I'll be posting on here shortly, and I discovered a core part of my history. I learned why I always feel the intense urge to defend and protect the many and to fight oppression. There are many beings who are defending Earth from lower density races (negative polarity or less evolved beings if you will) and I knew this. I know there are the many who are stopping the lower races from reaching Earth and I was a part of that. I decided I wanted a more hands on approach, so I came to Earth to help the many here.
In the channeling, Toisheeba said that there are many here who are fathered or mothered by someone other than their parents they were born from on Earth in the sense that it was a different human's sperm or egg from another of the human races in the cosmos. I often wonder about how many things of significance are actually in the "dream" or remembrance I once had. I don't know if I actually did dream what I'm bout to say because I don't recall ever dreaming it, but I might have. Somehow I acquired this knowledge, though, but dream or not, its important. Dreams are much more important than people usually think, by the way. However, that's a story for a different day.
The remembrance I had was that I was on a spaceship above Earth and I was about to be incarnated. I was asked to choose my parents and also to choose my gender as well. That was done right before I came to Earth and I remember thinking I wanted to be a boy at first and then while I was making my descent into my brand new shell, I recall thinking I'd rather be a girl. Well, I wound up having both happen in my life and being ultimately a balanced gender fluid person. In a truly balanced person, masculine and feminine energy is equal in your being. I was born under a half moon and I had a half moon birth marked onto my outer right ankle to symbolize this. I'm not sure why, but I also wound up with a birth mark on my inner left thigh of a guitar head. Music doesn't have as much pull on my life, but the right tone in the right place can make all the difference in the world.
Oh, and I just wanted to give everyone a heads up on something I just learned. If you use Firefox and you close a tab and loose all the text you've entered, hit ctrl+shift+T or on Mac, command+shift+T. I didn't know that was one of its hidden features, but I tagged to to my Razer Naga for quick and easy access in the future. man did it just save me from that mess.
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Author: Gail Posted on: 04/22/2012 at 10:56 am
Just wanted to let you know that I have always stood up for the underdog. I was drawn to vulerable groups to help in the course of my past career. It was women children and the elderly or ethnic groups. I just can't remember my early years for some reason! I really wish I could! I think my middle son is the same way. Just wanted to share that. I really like your web site.
Author: Tulip Posted on: 06/16/2012 at 12:50 am
I heard the ghosts that reisde up on the hill thrive on the negative energy that oozes from our in-fighting, growing more powerful with each passing day. I also heard that because our Nation is so whitewashed we are too afraid to consider that something should be done to remove these unwanted specters. So as a result of our own self-colonizing behavior we continue to allow our Nation's executives, legislators and staff to suffer in this unproductive working environment, which directly contributes (in part) to the inefficiencies and deficiencies of our governance and administration.Also I heard that my Uncle Chico Sellers' campaign is being run by his wife, Ryan and I only started this site as a platform to endorse our relatives running for office, and California Osages are goofy dancers (which I totally am so I guess that rumor is in part confirmed).Lastly I heard that the Nation does not do enough to invite/court our talented degree holders to work for the tribe and put their higher education to use. So we suffer from the same brain drain problem typical of most 3rd world nations and are unable to retain our best and brightest.at least that's what I've heard over the past few months so who knows
Author: Rafi Posted on: 06/16/2012 at 01:57 am
hell exist only to those who believe in it..for explame..if you die today and in your head you are thinking im going to hell..thats where you will go along with other ppl who had hell in their concious when they died..same thing with heaven..but you have the chance to live on and be well aware of everything in the universe..why would you want to be stuck in some place called heaven that christians made up in their own mind..when you can live on and mayb even start a new life somewhere