I'm excited to finally be moving out of this place. There are so many problems here it isn't even funny. I told Ed that his daughter Brianna is a bully and that she needs help, but instead of facing the facts and doing something to help her be more positive and make it so she doesn't wind up like Gabby and Andi, he tried to make me out to be selfish by saying I never do anything. (Mind you he likes to pretend I don't so he can have a false upper hand. I've told him a few times what I've done, but when he has to do those things he feels lost and tries bargaining with me to get away from having to do them. Ex. Laundry isn't his thing.)
Gabby and Andi are his oldest 2 and they don't live here. (Thank the cosmos! lol) Gabby instigated numerous arguments for a week and propagated negative energy and no mater how much I begged him to send them away, he never cared about my concerns, yet I'm the selfish one. I was about to die from being in mortal pain for so long and he didn't bat an eye, yet I stood up to them for him. Negative energy is VERY debilitating to me. They have a VERY difficult life and I can see why.
Ed would rather leave his kids unchecked and allow them to be mean to people. He doesn't care that Gabi and Andi didn't turn out to be positive people. He doesn't care that Brianna will follow suit. I hope Milan and Melia don't wind up the same way. They're nice kids, but with a madman for a dad and a proven track record that he raises bullies, I'd have to imagine that their positive behavior isn't going to last.
Brianna bullies me all the time and Ed could care less, yet I stood up for him. Compromise to him means that I should sacrifice my happiness for his desires. He made very little sacrifices and hurt me plenty, but yet he still thinks I'm the selfish one. He's 55 years old and can't have a stable relationship because he doesn't know how to treat people and with living with Brianna who's a bully, people aren't willing to stick around.
I've told him how I see things and he knows what to stop doing that's hurting people, but he doesn't care. He often gets all liquored up and drains my energy. Some nights I have to sleep next to the stink of a brewery it's so bad.
I've learned much from being here including the fact that hierarchies aren't always such a bad thing. I wish I saw it that way growing up and then it could have fixed a lot of problems at home. Hierarchies are a good way to have the general interest of the whole condensed through one or two people whom the group trusts to make sure they aren't steered wrong. The thing my parents didn't always do all the time is ask for our input before making their decisions. I was fighting to be free of anyone's control, yet I didn't realize it wasn't about control, but as a way to act as a group with common interests. This is still new to me, but I've learned a hard lesson while clearing karma from my childhood from being here.
I also decided to just start being more agreeable when it comes to non-critical stuff. Even if I don't agree with the situation, if I don't feel like fighting to let people know my feelings, I'll just let them have their way and be done with it. For instance, creditors are trying to collect money I don't owe right now, but I figure it's a bit over $400 and I know money is in abundance and they will get their karma from robbing me, so I figure I'll just pay them off so I don't have to deal with court cases. Besides, they'd probably have it on the other side of town so I couldn't get there and they'd win by default as they can't prove their case anyway. As I don't feel like going through that hassle, I'll just use the law of abundance and let them have the money they wish to steal from the poor and give to the rich corporation. The cosmos takes care of the karma and we're good.
This should end the long stint of pain and it seems the rounds of pain are getting shorter now. This is the end of the 3rd round of lesson smashing through pain in my life. The first was growing up, then I got a break for a while, then my quest to learn to love myself and now the pain that was a bunch of lessons thrown into a hodgepodge. I don't know how many lessons the sleepers I live with have learned while I was here, but if they're smart, they will meditate on the situation and learn the lessons written in pain that they had while I lived here. Hopefully their darkness will recede so they can grow too.
I won't move in with anyone else anymore, but after getting to know the next person, they can over time move in with me. I don't want to have any more relationship issues that I have to be living with the person who hurts me anymore. I rather be a hermit, but if I live with someone who's truly awake, it could be a different story.
Keywords: moving day, relationship issues, ed, life lessons, pain
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Posted on: 02/01/2013 at 09:38 pm
Posted on: 02/09/2013 at 07:40 am
Wow, I've been reading your blog and sounds like you've been going through some serious stuff recently. My instant reaction is to tell you to get away from this guy and let him sort himself out. Once he has done may be you can work on things, but you need to get away from him because it sounds as if he is just bringing you down. If you get to that stage in a relationship, you have to ask yourself if it is worth it? The answer is a resounding "no".
I don't know the background but I'd say you should be with someone who makes you feel good about yourself. You need an equal. It sounds like your boyfriend needs a consellor, not a partner.
It may sound cold, but move on with your life. You're here for a purpose. Don't lose sight of that. Show compassion to Ed, but let him sort out his drinking and you do whatever it is that you're here to do, and whatever it is that makes you happy.
Your website shows you're an inspirational person. Don't become distracted by negative creatures.
Hey, my friend made a post showing these videos contain the evidence of what the Illuminazis are doing. This should help more people to awaken.
You can skip forward to 2:00 min in, in order to get to the part about ďliborĒ, that is when the story begins.
Part 1: http://thedailyshow.com/watch/wed-july-18-2012/…international-banking-actuality-part-37
Part 2: http://thedailyshow.com/watch/wed-july-18-2012/…international-banking-actuality-part-37---libor-fallout
Just as all of the channeling have said it would be~ Here it is! Isn't it entirely obvious how that Ascension is under way? The arrests and exposing their crimes like this is the very first step to getting the proverbial light ball rolling here! Iíve always loved Jon Stewart to death! Heís a true lightworker and great friend to the people!~ A highly intelligent master of summation when it comes to all of the corruption involving politics in our world, and he always delivers it in a witty and entertaining way. If you want to watch the fireworks display that is the dark cabal and Illuminati going up in flames, I suggest watching his show to easily keep up to date on things and learning them about them in a lighthearted, non-aggressive and fun way! Itís quite fun to watch him metaphorically poke his stick at Mitt Romney as he ignorantly flails about in this world like a fish not receiving the proper amount of darkness he was once used to. The light is growing stronger and stronger, and it clearly shows and is evident at how very desperate and blatantly stupid those dark entities are now appearing in the public eye. They are making mistake after mistake, they are backed into a corner, they are being repeatedly exposed for what they are, and this video and all of its original sources seems to me like the very first HUGE domino that will being flood our main stream media like a wave illumination upon all that dark cabalís going-ons and wrong doings.
I just LOVE at the end how he jokes quickly around at them being the Illuminati at the end of part 1! Subtly implanting that truth in the masses perhaps to make it less harsh when more of all of this comes to light? Two of the people in charge: Mr. Rich Ricci and Mr. DiamondÖÖ Obviously these people are two puppets controlled by the those true dark entities behind the scenes controlling everything, and the sheer arrogance and irony in their choice of names is as if they were purposely flaunting the whole situation in our faces. It is if a poorly written day time drama or cheesy work of fiction! And another part that is mentioned: finding about libor is like finding out that ďthe whole world is built on quicksand.Ē And that couldnít be more trueÖ
The structure that the dark forces have poorly conceived and set up is falling apart at the seams and is begging to be exposed in its entirety; that should be blatantly obvious after seen these two short little clips here. Now all you light workers stay hopeful, focus your wills, and hold on for the ride~ Because itís going to an awesome, liberating journey into all things loving and lightful!
Keywords: illimunazis, illuminati, mainstream media, daily show, banking, fraud
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Here's a bunch of messages my friend, Foxohki, and I passed back and forth with each other. Not only is it fun to read other peoples' mail, but these messages have MUCH useful information and he said I could post his messages as well. Enjoy the read!
Sections in the message:
1.) The first part is how a negative situation was handled and a better way to look at the situation. (Plus there's some other fun stuff thrown in as we shoot the breeze as well and a bunch of funny stuff too.)
2.) The main reason for posting this comes after all of that and is about love and how to maximize it in many ways. Plus, I talked about how our world in the Arcturian star system looks and functions. Its a bunch of interesting information. If you want to just skip to this section, its the part where the lengthy messages are at.
3.) In this part of the conversation, we discuss animals and how nature is unbalanced.
4.) The very end of this conversation is about curry furies and foxes. lol For those of you who don't know what a fury is, its someone who acts like and dresses like an animal. By this I mean, some people might meow or purr and some people might wear fox tails, ears, paws, etc.
Some things are fun in the journey, but the journey to ascension is brutal and not my style. I can't wait to finish it. Honestly, as long as helping out in 5D is fun and exciting, I'll stick around to help everyone get settled. I need to have a relaxing, loving environment and I think I'll only do those types of places for the rest of this life and maybe the next one too, depending on how long I'm able to live for. I don't feel like being in pain anymore even if it is for change. I rather learn lessons the higher density way. (Through love.)
Well, it's definitely tough work and a struggle existing here in the 3rd density... But it will just make ascension feel all the more wonderful once we finally get there! ;3 Just such a HUGE feeling of accomplishment, a HUGE sigh... It's like being denied food for long, on the brink of starving to death, and then having a fantastical meal to sate you entirely and fill your body with that long desired nourishment! :3 Helping out in 5D will be the most fun and exciting thing ever!!! :3 Seriously I can't think of anything more fun and exciting in all of existence... 0.0 Here we have BILLIONS of souls here on earth all living in such a suppressed, horrible state... Entering 5D will be the most massive transformation of love, enlightenment, awakening and soul freeing. Everything most amazing and wonderful fuuuu!! Super cool!! x3 My one starseed friend I met a very long time ago IRL told me how earth is currently a "hot spot" and THE place to be in our universe right now... Ascension on the physical realm is something very rare, and all beings from all over have come to attend such a magnificent, amazing event!
So of COURSE you'll want to stay here and help everyone get settled into 5D!!! :3 That, my friend, IS your HUGE reward for having been incarnated here on earth and all the work you've had to do here! ;3 Helping out in a recently born 5D world will be helping out in a state of constant, magnificently huge and vivid love! :3 It will be the most relaxing and loving environment in the universe for quite some time I'm sure! ;3
From my understanding, we will be eternal being with our human base physical form once the 5D world is finally established. >^.^< So if you choose to be reborn again, you'll have plenty of time to decide that. ;3 Of course pain always sucks to feel... But I personally embrace pain, and thank it for the valuable lesson teacher it is! >^.^< No pain no gain as they say! x3 Souls like you and I don't have much left in the way of learning painful lessons though yes... We are ready for the higher densities of love and a less painful life! But the main reason we are here is simply to help those FINALLY making that trip to an ascended state of 5D love remember! It is most likely the cast that our eternal selves volunteered to be here at this time! We are but brave soul warriors of love who were willing to enter this low density once more in order to bring our brother and sisters who are now ready to join us up! ;3 We are on the front lines of the battlefield here! It shouldn't be much longer until the war is done, and it's now time for that final push into 5D! >^.^< Idk... I enjoy being here for all of them and revel in the idea that all of this is my mission and what I'm doing is truly important and meaningful... So I don't mind my existence at this point at all. ;3 I am of course so, so very excited for ascension and simply cannot wait for all of it~
I know pain is a teacher and at least I only have to endure it for one more major lesson after I recuperate from the last one. Right now the dust is settling and then I'll take the last push before the pain while learning it will be too intense. Right now it feels like I'm on fire and being energetically shredded when something is too intense. When its low intensity negativity, it feels like I just got punched with energy and then I can heal it. So, I've got to make sure this break only takes as long as I need it to. I don't know if the intensity will be small enough for me to handle, like maybe one of my guide will help shield me or the cosmos will only present me with small steps that have a big impact, but I rather not have it hurt any worse than this.
Here's an example of something that caused me to feel like I was punched with energy.
"Actually, I'm the one who asked her if we were twin flames. We've talked on the phone and we have a great connection. So, if you don't like it, you can mind your own business. You claim to know all of this spiritual stuff and we wanted a little extra confirmation, but I see we don't need it from you. "
Then this one is one of the ones that made me feel energetically shredded.
"You are the negative one:
1. You wanted me off of my medicine, which could KILL ME.
2. You wanted me to leave my mother, who is protecting me as I am disability for a reason.
3. You also wanted the same for Nicki, which could KILL HER.
4. You are always living in a fantasy world. Just go take a look at your blog and tell me if any of it is true. In fact, you never tell anyone about where you get your information or who it is from. You could be getting misinformation yourself;you ever thought of that?
5. You are now playing 'victim' when all I did was protect a friend,who WAS the victim because you tried to turn me against her. Bullshit.
Go back to your world and leave us alone."
If you want the full conversation, just let me know. She twisted my words in such a way that REALLY hurt me and made me look like I was trying to hurt her.
That happened today and my break is consisting of letting the dust settle, so the old is falling away. When everything settles down a bit, then I'll work through the last lesson. Lately with all the pain, I've been feeling energetically drained and in a sad mood. Today I'm starting to feel a bit better despite that conversation. I know it was her time to leave and I can feel that a lot is changing for the better to make room for more effective lessons when I return, so it doesn't bother me that its happening on my break.
Plus my new surround sound system came today and its in perfect condition and I was able to replace my old speaker system with it. It has a woofer too, so that's great and it actually acts like a woofer as well. So, I got a pick me up and that boosted my mood. I need that after being kicked around so badly that I was energetically laying there bleeding to death and bruised considerably. So, I'm being healed. Whenever I'm hurt like that, I have Mother Gaia's energy go through me and purify me. She's been a big help in getting through the pain.
I was just talking to this guy about pain and trying to help him get over his Grandfather that died recently! Anyway, I ended up typing this to him in our conversation, and i think I articulated it pretty well, so I wanted to share! ;3 "Pain occurs in the physical form when our body is trying to tell us something is wrong with it. It's a way to tell us when we are hurt, so that we can fix it. Mental and emotional pain in the non-physical universe works EXACTLY the same way, only you feel pain because of a mental or emotional problem or issue. Just like pain in the physical, you have to fix the problem, but instead of physical, this is done through a mental process and thinking in the correct ways. All pain and suffering in this world is something that should be used as a valuable learning point and a challenge for you to over come, because that is the true nature of pain." I just think it sums it up pretty nicely! >^.^<
I somewhat know about what you mean when you talk about being on fire and being energetically shredded when something becomes too intense... >.> A month or so ago, when the avengers movie came out, I was hanging out with a bunch of old friends who all seem to be so very imbedded within the lower density... >.> They brought me down to their level as I was hanging out with them all day it seems... And eventually, when we went to go see the movie, a headache I had started to develop turned VERY bizarre, as my consciousness became disrupted, and a very odd, distant sort of sensation took me over. >.< I felt as though I was going to pass out from all of this and I finally asked to be taken home (as we were waiting in line for like half hour already to see the movie on opening day). But yeah... Lower densities are very dangerous to us right now, and when things become too intense as you say, they do indeed become too much to handle! >.< Besides your guides shielding you, don't forget to shield yourself as much as you can! :3 We are beings with infinite power an capabilities once we tap into source from what I've heard! ;3 So ask for God's protection as well, and to help lend him your power! >^.^< Your shield I believe is as powerful as you will and TRULY believe it to be on you! :3 Hope everything will work out and you stay safe! >^.^<
People are simply fooling themselves if they think they have found their twin flame on a realm and place like earth... x3 It just ISN'T ideal at all for a third density situation... >.> There is ALWAYS more you could learn and take away from your experience here without them! I mean, I know if my twin flame was here on earth and I met them? My world would be complete... ALL that would matter to me is them, and they would take up the VAST majority of my time and day, because I would want to dedicate my being and all that I am to making them happy and pleasured and yeah... x3 Please not to let those negative, ignorant comments effect you alright? ;3 Whenever you receive them, I want you to perceive such comments as the insults of a small child acting out, not knowing any better and not fully understanding the words he is saying to you. Because in all honesty, that's what they are showing themselves to be... An immature soul child... x3 If they were mature enough to understand their negative, hateful words, they simply would not say them... If they were like me and you, they would be only of love hehe... :3 So keep those things in mind! And always perceive those sorts of people for what they really are! Someone immature and doesn't know any better...
That second one there is the same case, but pushed much farther into ignorance and the immaturity scale yes... 0.0 *hugs* I'm sorry you have to deal with such people yeah... I've encountered the EXACT same thing before... I found it in some girl online who had a VERY manipulative boyfriend... I had gotten to know them both, and he had shown himself to be a complete "user", and basically using her... Long story short, I tried to warn her of his true nature, she is in love, and so hates because I "insulted" her boyfriend when I all I did was simply told her of his actions. x3 I talk to him, and he twists and manipulates my words to make it seem like I'm insulting HER now... He does this to make me seem bad, and to hurt her even further... It was all just bleh...
Please remember to keep in mind how we can only guide and give helpful advice... Those who are so, so very immature and ignorant, they cannot HOPE but to comprehend or understand our words yet... 0.0 They will lash out like this, because they are but children who don't understand the nature of true reality, they do not understand what it means to love... They don't understand much of anything at all! >.< I don't need to see the full conversation hehe... You need to put all of this in the past alright? None of it is your fault, none of it is your pain or issues you need to work out here, it is all them... All of their hateful ignorance being displayed. I want you to simply let go and forget about all of it alright? Put them both on ignore if you they are going to continue saying hurtful, hateful things...
Dealing with such people will always leave you utterly drained and in a sad mood... And I'm glad to hear you are starting to feel better despite that conversation. >^.^< Go do something fun on your break! :3 Do something that you used to a REALLY long time ago that was always fun and entertaining to you, but you stopped for one reason or another. Go back to it and try and experience the joy it once gave you. Idk, just a thought of something you could do for fun on this break of yours here! ;3
I want surround sound and an awesome cool speaker system too! T^T That sounds like a lot of fun~ :3 Also you has a woofer! It is a sub woofer?! x3 I'm not quite entirely sure if I know what a woofer is!! T^T Is it the box thing where base comes from?! :3 But oh yes! Use Mother Gai's energy to help heal and purify you and stuffs! >^.^< Now that you mention it, I'd like to connect to her again today and just dwell on her as much as possible for fun~ She is a indeed a big help when getting through any pain! >^.^< Hope you feel better soon and at max strength~
That's a good idea to think of them as children having an outburst as they don't understand what they are doing. I'll definitely do that. Thank you for your advice. Its VERY nice to know someone who at my level of spiritual development. It helps out quite a bit. If you ever need help, just let me know too.
As for the woofer, yes its a sub woofer and produces nice high quality bass. When my super computer is up and running, I can use all of the surround sound. Right now I have high quality stereo with nice base. My super computer can handle up to 7.1 surround sound. The system I have is 5.1 and it can handle that too. I paid about $48 for it and its like I got a $200-$300 system for the price. Its amazing I'm excited to play my games with this one.
I spent part of today modding my router to use the fan from my stock CPU cooler. I made it so that it has a clip to attach the fan to, so this makes it so I can attach it back onto the stock heat sink if I need to instead of cutting off the plug. I had a spare header that worked with it, sitting in my toolbox, so I used that along with some wire I had in there as well.
The other part of my day was spent setting up the speaker system, doing my lightwork to help people, and munching on some french toast with syrup and power sugar. lol Very tasty! Now that I'm out, I think I'll get my usual spaghetti with sauce and gooey cheese. lol
They seriously are just children having outbursts yes! x3 They are immature souls, or souls who have forgotten and are lost. >.> They simply don't fully understand yet the emotions and words that they yield, and use them out of ignorance and a lack of understanding mmm hmm. :3 I'm happy if any of my advice can help you~ My pleasure. >^.^< I'll definitely come to you if I never need help with anything spiritual as well! And thanks in the past for the healing help again, all of that pretty much went away completely! >^.^<
High quality sound can make all the difference and add so so much to any experience! I've only ever had dinky little speakers for my computers, must be fun to play games and watch movies on. >^.^< I don't know anything about the 7.1 and 5.1 numbers! x3 Is that like the quality of sound it is able to reach up to or something? 0.0 Sounds like you god a good price on that for sure though yeah~ :3 For the most part headphones work really well I think too! The quality is always really good with them! >^.^< I wonder what number of quality sound stuffs they generally have? x3
Omg I have next to know idea what you're talking about with all that heating and cooling system stuff! x3 But sounds pretty cool! x3
I'll I've done today is respond to some messages from different peoples, made and ate a sandwich, then went to the beach... Now I need a nap! Such a hard life I lead! T^T x3 I like how you said "power sugar" Surely you meant powder! But roflmao 'power sugar' just sounds soooo awesome!!! x3 I want power sugar in my coffee! And with everything really! x3 It's so tasty and gives you strengtthh!!! :3 Spaghetti with sauce and gooey cheese just sounds delicious~ My sandwich I ate will keep me fed all day for me! x3 Well... Ima try and nap! ttyl~ :3
I forgot I had healed you. I don't remember it, but I'm glad I could help. As for the speakers, I'm not sure how many Dolby Digital versions there are. My motherboard supports 2, 4, 5.1, and 7.1. They are the number of channels in each setup. DD 2 has 2 speakers, DD 4 has 4 speakers, DD5.1 has 5 speakers and a woofer, and 7.1 has 7 speakers and a woofer. Below is what I think each system type has.
Woofer: 5.1, 7.1
Left and right front: All
Left and right back: 4, 5.1, 7.1
Center speaker: 5.1, 7.1
Left and right tweeters: 7.1 (Tweeters are to high frequencies as a woofer is to bass frequencies.)
Oh, and I eat power sugar for breakfast! I put it on my awesomesauce every morning. I don't eat much anymore either. Usually I just eat one or two meals and if I go hungry long enough I forget I was hungry. lol I eat when I finish with things I'm doing. It used to be something I'd do all the time and given the option to and not filling up or having to buy food or gain extra energy storage, then I'd chow down for quite a while just for fun.
Mmm hmm~ >^.^< Ahh! So 7.1 stands for seven speakers and the .1 is a sub woffer! I see!x3
I see I see! :3 But Tweeters?! Now you're just making things up! x3 Sub woofers and tweeters... They make up cool names for sound stuffs! x3
Yes yes! I a mixture of power sugar and awesome sauce on just about everything I eat! *tweaks* It's what makes me so super special awesome cool! x3 I just eat when I finish things I'm doing! :3 And always just one meal, with a bit of snacks sometimes throughout the day. ;3 I've been starved of physical affection my entire life sadly though... T^T I'm ready for ascension so I can finally have some hot, furry, alien loving please!!! >^.~< Furry aliens!! Furry aliens!! come on! Chant it with me!! x3 There's gotta be at least a few furry races out there are just zomg "outa of this world" Buduh phsshh!! x3
Oh and yes! My name is Tristan! ;3 I had some pastor guy or whatever tell me some story about someone prophecy about someone named Tristan way back in the day who was going to save something or do something? I can't remember... 0.0 But he joked around about me being Jesus born again or something like that? x3 Get this! My mother's name is "Mary" Lynn! And my father's name middle name is Richard "Joseph" !!! 0.0 So basically I'm Jesus! So wassup? I'm Jesus... x3 I asked my starseed friend about the real Jesus, he said he's up in heaven doing something though, can't remember what... x3
But your all time favorite guy name is Maximilian?! x3 That is just like! Such an evil, super rich person sounding name! x3 I just think of a douche bag who has tons of cash really! x3 It's a good villain name I think! x3
lol True, but Maximilian has a certain dominant quality to it. Its a sexy name. lol Oh, and by the way, as for your attention bit, I usually don't find people I can date or its a relationship based on sex. (Main reason why I stopped actively dating) Though I do wish we lived near each other as I could seriously see us matching up well. So, I'm wanting that affection as well, but it just seems that the people I meet around here, aren't of a high enough frequency. So, I figure, after the shift, I'll meet plenty of people to date and I can finally find the romance I want and with 5D not being on lock down, we'll have plenty of fun stuff to do.
Random question: Do you think us Arcturians have blue balls? lol Actually I was guided to meditate last night and I found that I was meant to learn of my home world. We actually don't have sex organs from what I can tell. I mean, we can shapeshift and we can procreate, so maybe we procreate in our shapeshifted form or have a different method of procreation? I'm not sure.
I also was shown a plant and it reminded me of home very deeply. I was told that its a Daylily. I just looked up what a Daylily looks like and sure enough, its the plan I was shown. Here's a link to it: http://hort.purdue.edu/ext/senior/flowers/…Dayli34.htm Its from our home world. I think that when I kept asking for my family and friends back home to talk to me about our world and to tell me if they had any messages for me, I think that they heard me and guided me to meditate so I could learn more about our world again.
I also learned that we primarily wear black cloaks for our attire and occasionally we wear white ones, but those are more for special occasions like ceremonies. The reason for the colors are because they're neutral and neutrality back home is blissful. In 3D its boring. This is why I kept going neutral, but yet being bored with things being neutral here. So, that's why I keep wanting a black cloak so badly. In a couple months, I'll be at Pennsic and I'll buy myself a nice plush black cloak with a hood. I have a black cloak, but it looks more like a costume style cloak to me.
zomg, a sexy dominant quality to it... x3 I've NEVER understood that submissive/dominant aspect of sex being a turn on either which way personally! x3 ALL I care about is using my being and my will to make my partner happy and physically pleasured. My single biggest turn on is knowing that I'm making them feel good. >^.^< For that special person I love more than anything, I want to have them be in a constant of mental, emotional and physical pleasure... I will dedicate a great portion of my time and effort to making sure I am putting them in a constant state of bliss. ;3 That's why I know I couldn't be in contact with my soul mate right here during this time... As my mission would be SO much harder to accomplish rofls x3
Love and friendship is something I have analyzed to death with thought and emotion! :3 I've never had a real, serious relationship IRL whatsoever... >.> And am 25, and still virgin as I believe I've told you before? hehe x3 The two times I fell on love were both with people online, and both ended in heartache and hurt severely... But I was so so glad for having them, cuz they taught me so, so much about love. :3
Being a more high frequency being and so much more understanding of existence like we are... We general have SUCH a greater understanding of love and what it means to love as a result. The vast, VAST majority of these third density dwellers on this earth have NO idea how to approach romantic love WHATSOEVER!! zomg... x3 Also, the depths of love in which they can explore? They are always ones much more shallow of that which true, ultimate love allows... The problem and what's ultimately preventing them? Ego and selfishness... TRUE love is wishing someone infinite happiness and pleasure without YOU have being the one they are with yeah know? It sounds cheezy, and it's what they always do in romance movies, but it's true... x3
Generally, people get in relationships for entirely egotistical and selfish reasons... THEY themselves don't want to feel alone or want to feel loved. Basically, they get in a relationship TOO feel loved... Which is not a good bases at all... >.> I believe they, in a round about, hidden way, "use" each other for the feeling of being loved and cared for. Generally this is done through an initial romantic interest in each other (they find one another physically attractive, or immediately charming or something...) Love is something very blinding and confusing when it mixed together with ego and selfishness... It is only when you reach that high level of understanding of existence and learn how to be all loving that you are finally able to live selflessly and love others with NO ego whatsoever! ;3 Like me now adays... I can love others, and it feels me with such joy and happiness ONLY to do that... I require NONE of their love in return, and more often than not I get none in return! x3 I am oh so happy simply if I can impact their life in a positive way, and if I can make them feel happy or loved at all. :3
ANYWAYS! People don't understand all of this at all whatever... And so all of their romantic relationships fail, or they become stuck in them, or they simply reach a level of love that is not or deep or meaningful as it could go... There are many depths to love, and because of the nature of third density world like this one and the large amount of ignorance here, you always end up with these shallow, fickle, small glimpses of what a true kind of love can REALLY be... When you don't understand love, it can be something very blinding. Basically... What REALLY happens with most people and relationships in this density I believe, Is that they fall in love with the FEELING of love and being loved... But not the person themselves ... 0.0 Or not as much as they should be doing anyway... You need to live for others and dedicate your being and will to seeing them happy and content... Only then will obtain a true love, an ultimate love, a love that will last forever and never fade, and a love of the deepest and most meaningful value. >^.^<
*rant rant rant* Okay I'm done rofl x3 That's how I feel about love and understand it... And any attempt to connect to people in any sort of meaningful way on this earth always falls short, because people are SO involved with ego and selfishness... T^T And don't understand it this way that I do... There is a bit more too it of course after all that! Surely all beings in this world, as well as all of existence, are capable of being loved, an always deserve love! However, their are souls and beings who simply resonate and vibrate on the same sort of wavelength beyond all that as well. These are beings who essence just seems to mesh so very well with each other, and beings who just seem to "get" each other, and "click" on an entire higher level complete hehe. :3 These are the sorts of beings who will be your DEAREST, MOST closest friends/family in all of existence... This will also be the sort of being who is your soul mate. >^.^< The one who gets you the very most... Your wavelengths so in tune and close that you want to be with them always, and when are you with them, your existence is constantly heightened and intensified as a result.
But now I'm ranting on more! x3 Anyway, I hope that was all interesting enough, and I'm not being too too repetitive! x3 The beginning bit I had typed a while ago, and then I came back to this message and started up again, and it's almost 4 AM! So yeah!! T^T x3 *Is continuing to read the rest of your message now that I finally finished love tangent! x3*
I'd love to hang out with you after the shift. >^.^< I honestly don't know if I could have a romantic sort of physical relationship in this world at all though! x3 The human form just tends to repulse me so very much, both male and female... >.> x3 You have no idea how very furry I am here! x3 I think I could possibly be bi even for them cute feminine furry males! T^T None of that stops me from loving others so very intensely in heart and in mind though. >^.^< I simply don't have that extra will to pleasure and make them happy physically! x3 Idk... I'd like to believe that all this furryness nonsense that I am so passionate about is one of my soul's personal traits and style preference perhaps? 0.0 Part of my wavelength and vibration if you will maybe?! It's something very strange... It will be very interesting to finally know EXACTLY to what depths my love for furry entails. x3 But yes! We will have to do fun stuff and hang out IRL lots once we are able to travel easily and all this ascension stuff finally picks up! ;3
Well I guess Arcturians don't have blue balls from the sound of it if they don't have sex organs! x3 But they must grow some when they shapeshift to procreate yeah! x3 I'm guessing the Arcturian race is of a higher density? I dunno anything about them... But from the sounds of it, in higher densities, to procreate you simply need the sheer love between another being and the will to procreate with them. :3 No genitals needed! x3 No more painful child birth... >.> For that I'm very grateful~ I don't want my mate to be pained by our babies birth! T^T I DO plan on mating with my mate every god damn chance I get though personally! x3 I'm going to have them enter a constant state of physical bliss... Always touching them in sensitive places... ;3 Well okay, maybe we go out in public I'll stop... But ONLY then... T^T roflmao x3 We can always keep things exciting by changing forms and stuff too~ ;3
Daylily! Very cool looking flower :3 And it's from your world eh? 0.0 I wonder just how many plants and such have their true origins from other worlds like that. >^.^< That's cool you could learn more about your home world and stuff! I can't wait to learn about my past one! It's something so so very fun and cool and exciting I would imagine!!!
Black cloaks and such you say! I wonder what I wore on my planet and stuffs too! x3 I always pretty much die whenever I see feral wolves or foxes or animals and such wearing armor... 0.0 It just looks SO terribly cool and awesome x3 But if I were indeed a furry creature, then we wouldn't have any need for clothes for the most part... x3 Nice soft fur to keep you warm all the time~ >^.^< I guess neutrality was emphasized back on your home world though? 0.0 I just find that so terribly boring personally! x3 It just seems like the opposite of neutrality would be passion! And I love being passionate about things and loving them! :3 I love judging things on the basis of how much grounds they hold on the basis of how logical and loving they are... I don't like staying neutral, but formulating opinions and delving into areas with profound thought and love in order to understand them and know how to view them appropriately.
But perhaps your understanding of neutrality is different all together? I'd love to hear about it. >^.^< Black cloaks do just look pretty bad ass though don't though! x3 They just have this certain aura and feel to them huh? 0.0 :3 You'll have to get a nice new one yeah, gotta represent your home world fashion! ;3
Well! 4:30 AM now! x3 Is this message long enough for yeah?! x3 Probably one of the longest ever written on this message board, and maybe the longest you've ever received?! x3 Anyways!! rofls x3 G'night! *hugs*
"I require NONE of their love in return, and more often than not I get none in return!" <- If you believe they will love you, you'll find people who do. If you believe they won't love you, you'll find people who don't.
As far as furry stuff, I'm a furry because I lived as various animals throughout my lives. I also can connect to any animal and live as them for a time during meditation. Its a lot of fun and you can see things through their perspective. You're right that furies are sexy. I have a thing for other furies as well. Maybe this has something to do with why you're attracted to furies?
As for what you said about procreation without genitals, I think you're right. However, I don't remember fully as to how its done without them. I did feel that we could procreate without them, but from a 3D perspective, I can't tell and I have yet to remember how we did it. Maybe you really CAN manifest a person. I didn't think it was able to be like that because it means a person would have to be willing to be there. However, it makes sense. I mean, in 3D, you have sex and have children if you try to, but most people don't ask a person to come into that body that was just created. So, yes it makes sense. Oh, and yes we are of the higher densities. Our race spans 5D-9D.
You should ask your friends from home to talk to you and teach you about your home world. I wanted my friends and family back home to teach me and they did. I was guided to meditate and I let what I was meant to see, come naturally. The reason neutrality is blissful back home is because when we're neutral, we can be in divine balance and simply BE. We can feel the love from everywhere and propagate love as well and live in a balanced harmony. I was just taught that while I was writing this. That's the beauty of the world I came from and the way that I'm excited to go back to. (Or go forward to?)
Black cloaks have a deep spiritual feel to them and our people are very spiritual. Its a core part of who we are. So, anything spiritual, like cloaks, staffs, (Which we don't have a use for on our world) and archery, (Which we don't have on our world) all feel good. Archery feels spiritual to me because of other lives I've lived on Earth and how your body flows so well when you move to shoot a target. Staffs feel right to me because of my times on Earth as a druid. (A true druid from ages long since past.) So, things that feel spiritual resonate very well with me.
The fact is, I don't get into relationships believing either one way or another if they will love me or not! I get into them and try and make them feel as loved and cared for as I can, and invest myself in them only because I want to make them happy and to help them in this life. :3 I KNOW that they SHOULD all love me in return... But it's the case that some are so immature at this time, don't understand love and aren't all loving yet, and so they more often than not incapable of loving me in return... T^T So it's not a matter of me finding people who will love be back according to how I feel about if they will love more or not I don't believe, but simply that the nature of dealing with people in a third density world, that is is a hard thing to ask of most of these people dwelling here.
Maybe I have lived as various animals throughout my lives as well! Like wolves and foxes and that's why I feel for them so? x3 Could have something to do with why I'm attracted for furreh thangs! x3 I'm just dying to know the real, true story behind all of it~ :3 It will be oh so fun and exciting to finally know! >^.^<
Procreation in a higher density world must be an entirely different beast from what it is here yeah. 0.0 Is it the case that a person will willingly volunteer to go and incarnate there? And how much of a say to the parents have in deciding who that being is? Perhaps they are a already a friend or family member who they wish to call forth through the procreation act already? Or perhaps it's the case that procreation in the higher densities isn't anything like that all? 0.0 Personally, how I would view the act of procreation if I were dwelling in a higher density, is that it is a means for two beings in extreme love to spark a COMPLETELY new being altogether... 0.0 It would be a being that is very similar to both your wavelengths, but slightly different, and an entirely new entity all together! :3 It would be the birth of an entirely new soul, and something VERY rare and magical to happen perhaps... The product of two enlightened, all loving souls who come together to make one of the very ultimate creations in all of existence yeah know? ;3 But your race has 5D-9D spans huh! I'd like to know what all of those even higher densities means if you care to explain or have a link! x3 I wonder what the highest one is too and what's that like! :3
Just thinking of my "friends from home" and what they might be like or who they might be insights this vivid feeling of love and connection within me. x3 It's really quite amazing and cool~ >^.^< I might just go and do that! Meditate on them I mean hehe! Thx for the idea~ >^.^< I never been very good at all that meditation stuff though... I never get any real vivid or in depth experiences from it! T^T
And ahh, so that's what neutrality is all about, being in divine balance! :3 Does sound very nice hehe~ I think it's the natural state that all souls strive for... The calmness and oneness after the constant struggle and rippling waves causes to get out of a third density and understand what existence is all about! It does sound beautiful indeed yes~ >^.^< And always peaceful. :3
I would imagine that ALL those higher density dwellers are being that are very spiritual hehe. :3 As they are all aware of their eternal selves correct? How can they not be?! x3 Archery does seem like something very pure and flowing yeah. And it would be one of those VERY most basic ways for a human to kill an animal in order to eat it's meat... So the weapon must have a very embedded aura into the natural flow of life everywhere yeah know? :3 Very cool you know of being a druid and all your past lives and such! I can't wait to learn of mine too!~~~~ >^.^<
In the higher densities, we don't have attachments to anyone. We love each other equally and feel for everyone the same. Its like having all of existence as close to you as the family members we have here, but knowing that everyone has their own path they wish to follow, so leaving us or transitioning through death, doesn't phase us. We know its just a transitional phase or the end of the old and beginning of the new.
Just like here in 3D when a person is born, a person is born where they can be the most useful and get the most out of that life. So, when a person is born in our world and here on Earth, they are born in the place that suits them best. Its like having a bunch of people ready for a life some place and its all designed and then a slot opens up for them to come into that body. They come into it then. I'd imagine that some stillborns might not have souls, but others might change their mind on coming or they want to help the parents learn to overcome that pain.
Our people have different looks based on their core function that they wish to perform in their life. There are those of us who procreate, yet that's just one function. We don't need to be over populated and keep in mind that we see each other equally, so we can literally have a romantic relationship with anyone we meet and at any time. There isn't a monogamous control system in our world. We can enjoy each others presence to its fullest and show each other we care. If people could see how we live on our world, they might thing that we're being romantic with everyone simply because we exude love for each other.
We love each other dearly and sex isn't the only way we show love. Sex happens, but for different reasons. Every day on our planet is more potently loving and exhilarating than any orgasm on Earth as we bask in love.
6D+ Allows you to manifest your presence anywhere on a planet and in any form you choose, in 5D. 5D is the last physical plane of existence. Its also the first density of love. (Non-duality) 7D+ expands your consciousness to be able to perceive more and more of the whole. I think there's 12 densities. 7D I think can perceive galactic consciousness, 8D can perceive universal consciousness. 10D Is the sound density, 11D is the light density?, and 12 is the void where all manifestation comes from.
Meditation is deep though with the soul. You can use it to learn life's lessons, connect with other beings anywhere in existence, and also remember things from your past, and more. If you set yourself to do something in particular, just allow it to manifest during meditation. I felt compelled to meditate when I was guided and then I knew I needed to just let whatever was to be shown to me, to be shown. Until that time, I didn't have this solid of a connection with my people, here. I developed it by recognizing what it feels like to be talked to by them and I can feel what's part of our world. Much of this message was based on feeling that.
Being spiritual to me, means that we work to improve ourselves and continue to ascend from density to density and help others more effectively in the process so they too can ascend. As Arcturians, one of our main functions that we do as a race is that we go from world to world to liberate and teach, so that people there can work towards ascension. We're the more advanced civilization in this galaxy and therefore we are able to provide more advanced knowledge to everyone. We also are very powerful healers as well. Even our elders have a responsibility to teach our younger souls, how to grow and learn. We never force people to learn from us, but we do offer our help in many ways. I'm one of the elders and I remember being consulted many times by people and that still continues here on Earth as well.
I'd imagine that there are many races who focus on this, but I can't say for sure if everyone does this or not. I don't know all of my past lives I don't think, but I know I lived as a druid, I lived in the middle ages, (Not anything as glamorous as many people think it was, mind you. It was worse than now, but there were things there that were fun and I remember those too.) and I also remember living in the 60s and I ran my car off of a bridge with a bunch of friends who wanted to transition through death as well. We couldn't handle the pain anymore from all the drama that was happening there.
I watched a show last night that showed how the initial indigo wave of the 60s were breaking down the Soviet's society through blue jeans and rock and roll. I heard that blue jeans were being launched against the Soviets and I laughed and said,"OK, not I seriously need to know what this is all about." Well, later in that show, I saw how brutal things were and I though, "I couldn't handle living in that type of world and I give major props to the indigos of that generation." I had forgotten that I was there and I did need an out, so my friends and I transitioned through death. I also remember having a dog and I saw my dad from that life as well. I did that past life regression almost a decade ago with my ex-girlfriend.
In the higher densities you don't have attachments to anyone? 0.0 But what about twin flames and soul mates? What is love if not a very deep mental and emotional attachment to other beings? I am all for loving everyone equally... At least, I have found how to care and love everyone in all of existence. But won't there always be those beings who resonate more with you and you just somehow 'hum' more in tune with? It just seems somewhat boring to me really for everyone to love each other EXACTLY equally... The true personalities of individuals and their special style preferences. Their own unique spin and taste that they will always apply to any creative endeavor... I LOVE how very varied and different people's individual selves are. I love it when people are vibrant expressive beings. And although each persons expressive deserve equal love and praise, I really feel as though there will always be those types of individuals in which you resonant and vibrate closer with... Idk, I would think that such a thing is a an added bonus, extra fun aspect of what it means to exist for an eternity of time. To search through all souls and seeing JUST how deep your love and intertwine with each each one. :3 I've always been someone who has loved the rare, the different and the unique. It just seems to me that if you loved all beings in existence equally, then it's something plane and could become mundane after a while? Idk... I DO love all things in existence intensely, I just feel like there are those special, rare things that I could love even more intensely. ;3 If it were that way as well, I think people would strive to get to know one each other more! People would be more genuinely interested in one another, always trying to strengthen their loving bond and grow it deeper with in one another.
And it may be a condition that we know everyone has their own path they wish to follow, so leaving us or transition through death doesn't effect AS much in a negative way... But won't it always hurt at least a little bit to see our loved ones go? Won't we miss them and be happy when the return? It just seems like such a higher density world that you describe would lesson everyone's passion, and as a result their range of emotion! T^T That's why I feel uneasy at the mention of 'neutrality', I just feel like it's a word also associated with 'indifferent', and not caring one way or the other? To me, love IS caring about all others... Doing your best to have them be happy! :3 Love IS being attached to others... It's investing a piece of your soul into them, and it's an intimate connection in that way. But when you understand that we are all eternal beings, that attachment is one that is ALWAYS good... Never too saddening or bad when you part, re-assured that you WILL meet again eventually. >^.^<
Sorry if I misunderstand any of this all, and I'd love to hear you elaborate on this concept of neutrality! But that's how I really feel about love and existence with my limited knowledge and information. :3
Isn't it the case that in a 5D world, we have knowledge of our eternal selves, and we can live in that 5D world for an infinite amount of time if we wished to? That's what I've heard! x3 So I just thought that 5D would be a lot more lax about those sorts of things like being born into such a world as a 5D one. Because it IS so advanced and it could be a permanent destination if they would like it to be. But I guess it's still set up much like that of the 3D in regards to bringing souls to that place of existence? :3 Maybe something like I described in creating utterly new types of human conscious type soul beings is reserved for the VERY highest sorts of density. ;3
Over population would quickly become an issue if you all lived forever! x3 I still find that very odd that you see each other exactly equal in the way of love! A romantic relationship with anyone you meet at any time?! x3 I am able to view sex as something very detached from love, but I think what is required for the most meaningful of a romantic relationship would be your souls resonating so very close together! So I can see there being no need for a monogamous control system for sure hehe. Love and sex isn't anything that should be limited and confined by a jealous, monogamous control system. :3 Love is not jealous and is unconditional... There are no conditions in which people should meet to be loved, and so all things should be loved. I do however yeah... Believe that certain beings can click on a deeper level when they have closer wavelengths... >.>
Sex is merely a tool I would like to use to pleasure and please those ones I love yes. >^.^< It definitely isn't the most important or only aspect of love at all! Just a very fun physical one! x3 But the way you describe every day on your planet being more exhilarating than any orgasm as earth sounds like the best thing ever! x3
6D sounds fun! :3 The idea of expanding my consciousness further and further seems like something scary, and a bit hard to grasp... x3 But I'm sure it's simply just amazing once you are able to get to those places mmm hmm! >^.^<
Yeah, meditation sounds too fun~ I'll have to try it lots more and just be patient and practice lots I believe! I really need to try and FEEL and will myself in certain directions more... As I can feel the power and potential behind doing that, it's just a bit hard to grasp and vague for me currently. >.< But thanks for the info about mediation and such, I'll definitely attempt it more. >^.^<
Ahh, so that's what being spiritual means to you. :3 I think it needs a different word really! x3 Like spirit enthusiast and helper?! Idk... Something more fancy and concise... x3 That one main function of the Arcturians is definitely of the noblest best things you could ever hope do do in a 5D here for sure. >^.^< I'd love to do help out in something like that so badly~ Just to go around and spread love to where it's needed most and liberate those in need! :3 It would just be the absolute best, yes yes~ Very cool that you are one of the elders of your race! >^.^<
To focus on a such thing does seem the natural result of an evolved people and love, so i would assume most races would end up doing such a thing eventually! :3 What was fun to do in the middle ages?! x3 And you remember running your care off a bridge with a bunch of friends in the 60's who wanted to transition through death? 0.0 That just seems so tragic a thing to do though! T^T
Breaking down the Soviet's society with blue jeans and rock and roll?! 0.0 x3 I have severely underestimate the power of blue jeans! x3 I like dark blue ones personally~ :3 I'm again so sorry to hear it was so unbearable that you and your friends felt the need to kill yourselves like that... T^T I can't wait until I remember my past lives like you hehe...
Love is the core element of all things and when you love others, you have compassion for them and help them to grow. You want to help each other. Attachments only make it so you're only able to express that attachment with the person or thing you're attached to. Everyone and everything has something beautiful to share. So, loving everyone the same allows you to enjoy everything they have to offer, while sharing what you have to offer. You meet the people you have something to share with them and you can enjoy all that they are willing to offer.
So, yes everyone has something different to share and yes sometimes what one person has to share will be of more use to you at that point, likewise what you have to share will be more of use to certain people at different times. So its what they offer at the time that may or may not be of interest to you, but everyone is special.
A twin flame is someone with a soul that is identical to yours. Thus, a twin to your flame of life. A soul mate is another part of your soul. Though I'm not sure on the soul mate one as I don't understand how you could separate a part of yourself away.
Also, don't worry about loving everyone equally being boring. Think of loving everyone equally, like maxing out the specs on your computer. Love is not one flavour, so when you love everyone equally and receive love equally from everyone, you give and receive it in different ways. Maybe one person will give you a romantic type of love and another person gives you the love of a sister. Both are equally as intense. Even in those categories, there are different categories. One person might be romantically in love with you in the sense that you can take care of them and hold them by the fireside, while another one you can enjoy a journey and adventure of a lifetime with and wishes to be more outgoing. Love comes in many flavours. After all, its the core element of everything in existence.
As for neutrality, I guess it does have that kind of cold feeling to it from a 3D perspective. I was using it in a way that means balanced and equal on every level. Its not neutrality. You still have passions, but you have passions in everything. You feel the drive to explore and enjoy everything instead of just a few things. You still know what needs to be done and what can wait, so you know what's in your best interest and you can focus, but you enjoy everything to its fullest. From a 3D perspective, you would see neutrality as something plain, but when your passion is a passion for everything and your love comes in infinite flavours, you don't get bored. You simply enjoy all that is, to its fullest.
Most people from other worlds who know about space, are able to travel through space in space ships. Its rare that a world is as locked down as Earth is. This is why the dark ones bring people here is because the dark ones are in control of this world until the end of this year. So, that being said, if a planet could have people leave it in a space ship as well as through death. Plus, as all planets are hollow due to how a planet is formed, (Ask me how its formed if you don't know) then there's also the inside of the planet to live in as well.
As for living a life, you live for the amount of time that you decided to live for when you designed your life. Just as a tree doesn't always keep its leaves, or its pine cones in the case of an evergreen, you don't stay in the same part of a cycle forever. Each time you design a new life, you create a new adventure. Yes some races live longer than others, just as the people living on Earth's surface, (us) live longer than cats and dogs. However, it wouldn't be very useful to live eternally I wouldn't think. Everything is new in the eyes of a child. You get to start fresh and learn new things and gain new perspectives on things. So many positive things happen when you start a new life.
As for relationships with anyone at any time, I meant that you can start new ones at any time. You can find romance with those whom you both agree to be romantically involved with, but not everyone would want to be romantic with you and you wouldn't want to be romantic with everyone. It wouldn't be practical in many ways.
Most people thing of death as tragic and even if its not because of their feeling that death is finite, they often think of how much they'll miss the other person. This is a PRIME reason why you shouldn't feel attached to anyone. Pain will be present if you do that. You can still enjoy the relationships to their full intensity, but if you enjoy EVERY relationship with EVERYONE you meet, you don't feel that there's any loss and you can realize that that person just is ready to change lives. The reason that pain ensues is because of the attachment, but if you love everyone equally and to their fullest, then it doesn't feel as potent.
Think of it this way. If you just met someone new and you were more of acquaintances, rather than friend, but they died, would you feel as potently saddened by the loss of them as you would the loss of your mother? Now picture it this way. If you felt as close to your mother, only as much as you felt close to that new acquaintance, would you feel very sad if your mother died? Now, let's take it a step further. You love that new acquaintance and your mother, both very potently and you love everyone in existence, that potently, would you be saddened if one of them died? Do you see where I'm coming from?
If you're so full of love for everyone you meet and everyone is so full of love for you, then you love everyone equally and when they leave, it doesn't feel painful. You simply acknowledge that they left because they finished that life. Plus you got to enjoy a lot of fun together with them in that life. You don't feel like you'll never meet someone whom you're that connected to ever again because you know that you feel that connection with EVERYONE.
Can I post some of your and my messages from this conversation, onto my blog? I think it could help people to do so. I want to do it before I forget what ones were about what and then I have a massive amount of rereading to do. lol
I can't wait until nature is balanced again. It pisses me off to watch animals murdering each other.
Mmm yes! But I think we might just have a semantics problem going on here! You see! How I view "attachments" is more like a "connection". I feel that I am connected to all things, and at one with them. :3 I view love as a bonding agent! x3 As I go through life and existence, I can send my love roots into all others and intertwine our beings as I encounter them. Sending them my love... I do understand how everyone and everything has something beautiful to share~ But for some I think my love roots might go deeper into and take a hold of even stronger~ >^.^< It's not that I won't take away ALL that I can from each entity I encounter! I just feel that every soul IS an individual and has their own personality and vibration, and that BEING a being that has something unique to and s pecial to offer the world would naturally resonate with other beings who have similar quality similar things to offer the world! I just feel it's a natural consequence... And I know that love isn't jealous, so that wouldn't be a problem, and I feel as though this would sort of be a more fun and exciting way to have existence set up is all I guess! x3 Why? Because contrasts and the up and down motions, opposing sorts of forces is what makes an experience in the first place, and puts things into perspective! But it may be the case that with my limited perspective I simply can't understand love to it's fullest, most magnificent depths, so you might be right about all this equal love stuffs. x3 Like zomg... Just being able to love EVERYONE in the world as dearly as my soul mate? 0.0 That would be something the most fucking intense and awesome ever... x3 So either way it's set up, I'm good! ;3 And the more and more I think about the way you describe it now, the more I am inclined to believe you... It's making me want to cry it's such a beautiful thing to thing to think about... My god!! T^T Thanks for discussing it with me and helping me to understand~ >^.^< Loving the very uniqueness of everyone and understanding how valuable and magnificent each soul is and enjoying everything they are willing to offer, yes yes ~ >^.^<
A twin flame and a soul mate are those things?! If that's how it really is, it just seems completely narcissistic doesn't it?! rofls x3 Very cool and interesting to think about hehe. :3 I guess your not sure entirely on the soul mate though? We'll just have to find out after the ascension and such~ >^.^< I feel that I am able to become EVEN more all loving after having this conversation though! x3 It's fun! x3 Thanks again~ x3
Yes yes~ Thank you for demonstrating how loving everyone equally wouldn't be boring with those examples~ I like how you say "love is not one flavour". >^.^< This whole conversation is just having me beam with love now~ >^.^< Love is just the greatest and so much fun! x3 I love love~~~~ >^.^< Different resonations and flavors of love indeed! :3 all equally important and meaningful in their own special ways~
When you say "neutrality" I imagine these gray aliens who are just like indifferent to everything are just like "meh..." x3 Kind of like these neutral aliens from an episode of that futurama show! x3 I do realize it's a very 3D perspective, and that's why I'm trying to understand it and figure it out. But talking to you now I believe have a much better understanding. ;3 Balanced and equal on every level, yes yes~ :3 I'm glad to hear you still have passions! But passions in everything~ Just sounds amazing~ >^.^< I am able to see past a 3D perspective! Or at least understand past it hehe! I will always be a bit limited here of course, but I do love love the idea of how you describe it now yes~ >^.^< *Is still feeling as though love is being directly shot into my body* x3
Damn you dark ones... T^T *sigh* Their reign is coming to a close though... And there will be no more pain or suffering here shortly~ :3 We must do our best to ease it for others as it still exists~ And to invoke light and love into all those around us~ >^.^< I have no idea how a planet is formed to be hollow no! 0.0 I'd love hear about it. :3 I have heard of those who live inside our earth in the channeled messages, and that we will meet them soon enough here! >^.^<
Oh yes yes~ I understand the importance of starting a new life! And it seriously is the most exciting, fun adventure that any eternal being could hope to have now isn't it! ;3 Forgetting of ALL things for a time and experiencing EVERYTHING as new once more... Gaining a completely unique life with no preconceived bias or notions about things~ >^.^< But while being done on 3D world, it's always something so much more harsh and painful... T^T We do need to do all of it to gain new perspectives on things and understandings we might have not been able to gain otherwise! :3 There's an infinite amount of worlds we could incarnate into~ And infinite amount of possibilities and understandings to obtain. >^.^< It's something beautiful if you ask me~ ;3
And ahh! You meant we could start a new romantic relationship with anyone at any time. I see and understand that yes~ >^.^< It's something impossible to do in the 3D world plagued with ego and selfishness... >.> But with truly evolved beings who understand love? I know how very super easy it would be! >^.^<
Well yes about all that about death! And again, I think "attached" was a poor choice of words on my part, as maybe it has more of a connotation of being "dependent" on others? What I more or less mean is being "connected" to others through love! :3 And I realize those love connections and bonds cannot be severed by death, and they are always there once established! >^.^< And that we are able to establish them with anything and everyone in all of existence~ The core of what it means to be an infinite being, is to go forth and establish these emotional connections to all things, and to develop new mental connections and gain understandings of what it means to exist for an eternity as well~
Idk... I believe why the majority of people are sad and in pain when someone dies is simply because as you said, they see our lives here as something finite. The problem isn't with attachment, but with a 3D perspective and understanding! Of course we will be in intense pain if we feel as though someone we love has faded from existence yeah know? 0.0 It would be an emotional love connection severed... A being that could further develop new things for us to appreciate and teach destroyed... T^T Even if I loved my mother and that acquaintance equally as intense and potently, if I lost EITHER of them forever, I would be saddened! T^T If my loved ones are in pain and are suffering, than so am I... If they would cease to exist forever, than a part of me would too yeah know! But that's a 3D perspective mentality, and I know we are eternal beings~ >^.^< So that couldn't happen! :3
I have always been someone never saddened by death... My grandparents and uncle and such died, and yeah... It never phased me every much, because from an early age, deep down inside I feel as though I already knew all this. ;3 I see how when you love everyone equally, it doesn't phase you when they leave for sure hehe. :3 So long as there's SOMEONE around, you simply could never become lonely or sad! x3 Just always in love, all the time~ >^.^< Everyone in existence is capable of the deepest and truest amount of love yes yes~ Some are just different flavors mm hmm~ >^.^< I look forward to connecting to more and more! It is the love that never ends and is infinite and yes!! x3
No you can't post some of your messages from this on your blog... It is private.... T^T ..... Rofl Jk of course!!! x3 Go ahead~ >^.^< You don't ever have to ask yeah know~ My thoughts and being are yours as well as everyone elses! :3 It would warm my heart if any of our conversation helped other in any way at all. >^.^< And yeah! Do it quickly while all of this is still more fresh in your mind! :3
Thanks again so, so much for talking about all this with me~ I feel as though today I have reached an even higher state of awakening and understanding of love and existence! >^.^<
When nature is in balance animals will no longer murder each other? 0.0 But how is it that carnivore creatures are to survive and eat without doing that? 0.0 I thought that rising and falling of herbivore and carnivore populations WAS a balance of animal life in nature. But perhaps that is simply the result of a 3D balanced animal nature? :3 Will humans and animals be able to gain sustenance from energy alone and so not require to eat anymore in a 5D world is it?
The Greys (Zeta Reticuli) are not indifferent o everything. They are actually a very loving race and want to help people to be more of love as well. They are in 3D like we are right now, but are primarily of love. The Chitauli and other Annunaki races play dress up as them much of the time in order to ruin their good name. The Annunaki go around abducting people and performing cattle mutilations, and more, all while dressed up (shapeshifted) as a Zeta in order to make them look like they're negative polarity. Here's the lady who broke me out of the mind control aspect that the Annunaki put on the world against their race. http://thelifemaster.com/Main/Blog&ShowPost=112&postname=Zeta-Human-Hybrid-Grey-Human-Hybrid-tells-her-story-Commander-Sanni-Ceto
Yes there are people who live inside our Earth and they moved there during the fall of Atlantis. As for how a planet is formed, it starts as a ball of gas (A mini sun) and that sun has gravity. Its also spinning around and creating centripetal force. Now, is only spinning in one direction for the most part, but it ever so slightly moves its axis around in an hourglass shape. Picture a pole and that pole is at a slight angle from a vertical position. Now, keep the center of the pole in place, but make the ends of that pole circle around. This will show you the hourglass movement I'm talking about.
OK, so asteroids and comets and other traversing matter collect around the tiny sun at the point where the gravity and centripetal forces cancel each other out. (Zero point) These comets and other drifting objects them spread out in that zero point area, but as the planet isn't moving in all directions, the poles are open at its ends. (The circling part of the hourglass example above.) Gravity and centripetal force both are at work, so the planet doesn't have anything inside of it because of centripetal force and it isn't infinitely large due to gravity. The tectonic plates are an expression of how the Earth's body is constantly shifting about to level herself out.
The planet's size is determined by the amount of gravity the mini sun has and how fast its spinning. The people inside the Earth don't fall into the mini-sun because of centripetal force, and we don't fall into space because of gravity. Lava is only inside of the shell part of the Earth, not the full Earth. Her shell is very thick as well.
No being needs to eat another being's body to survive. Humans can eat only fruits and vegetables and so can other beings. I still eat meat on occasion, but I don't want to think about what happened to them. Its sickening to watch a hawk swoop down and strangle a mother lizard who was just trying to find a place to lay her eggs and raise her young. How heartless can you get? If I saw that, I'd pull the hawk off of her and do exactly what she did to the lizard, to her, and then set her free in hopes that she'll teach others not to murder other people again. Maybe that would knock some sense into her. After that I'd make sure that the mother lizard got to a safe place. Even if the hawk tried to fight me, I'd hope I'd made a deep enough impression on her to change her life for the better. This way she would know first hand how it feels to be strangled and fighting for her life. I'd still be careful not to break the hawk, though so she could still be able to work through that problem of hers through meditation.
You can live off of light energy even in 3D. A person I read about, is living proof of that. Prana can sustain you if you wish it to, even in 3D. However, as I prefer to eat something because it tastes good, I usually eat things from plants. Most meat hurts my stomach because the animals that the meat comes from, are brutalized, tortured, and abused in horrendous ways. I can't handle that vibration. The balance of life can be maintained by curbing procreation down to a healthy population and naturally transitioning through death. If they become overpopulated, then they will die of dis-ease or will perish though some force that will end that life for them as they have planed. Nature takes care of itself, but murder is unnatural.
Yes yes! Not indifferent to everything. Rather, they are passionate and equally loving towards everything! I getcha! ;3 And how very brave, noble and amazing of the Greys to be stuck in 3D like we are, and to be able to be of love all the while! I've heard that the Annunaki races disguise themselves as grays and abduct people yeah to ruin their name... 0.0 Such bastards... I believe it was actually you who told me about all that before yeah! And you linked me this video before too and I watch and thoroughly enjoyed it so so much~ Thank you for showing it to me. >^.^< That lady is truly incredible... And I just wanted to hug her and love on her the entire time as a I heard her sad story... T^T
Oh yes! I see I see! 0.0 It's that centripetal force and constant spinning that causes the inside to become hollow! 0.0 That actually make so much sense~ :3 The center of the earth is filled with lava my ass! x.x (Like we've been told it is... >.<) I believe that theory came to be because it makes sense with how very much mass and density it pushing inwards towards the center of the earth? Also it's known the the tectonic plates move and shift because they all lay on a moving layer of liquid lava underneath that and such? But Idk... Who knows what we were lied to about yeah know? x3 I've heard they also have separate oceans though in the center of the earth as well? 0.0 And that they can view the sun from the center of the earth somehow? They must have their own plants and animal right? How does the sun get to them exactly I wonder! x3
Mmm I see I see... A bit confusing... A video of it would help to add a better visual for my mind I believe! x3 But I think I get the main idea. :3 Space time is something that's curved due to the force of gravity and things kinda of "weighing" it down you could say. You can think of space time as a piece of paper, and suns or planets and anything with mass as weighing down that piece of paper, and thus causing a slope for other objects to be inclined to be weighted down with it, aka, gravity. :3 Perhaps when a planet is created, it is essentially dropped onto this fabric of space time (when it is caused into existence) and then it somewhat bounced up and down on the fabric as it settles down upon it! ;3 This would be something that causes that hour glass sort of effect that you were talking about, and would be something inline with the physics of the universe as we know it! >^.^< Those other asteroids and various HUGE space materials that may be flying about at the moment of a planets creation? Those impacting the planet at the right angle would be something that would cause it to start spinning I believe ;3 Or it could just be spawned into existence while spinning as well I suppose hehe. :3
Omg... So if I understand what you're saying their correctly... Is it the case that the people inside the earth actually walk sort of "upside-down" when thinking about them in relation to us? 0.0 Like, as if the earth wasn't their and we could see them... They would be below our feet, and we would be below their feet? x3 That would be kinda cool. :3
Oh really? I was under the impression that if you fed a dog or a lion or certain carnivores ONLY fruits and vegetables, that it would get sick or something? 0.0 Their bodies have evolved for eating meat only to fill a specific niche, even the teeth in their mouths are all sharp because it's best for consuming meat. Humans are omnivores and have some flat teeth in the back there, and sharper ones up front! ;3 But I suppose all beings have the potentiality to become herbivores? :3 Also... It's the predator animals eating the prey ones that keeps BOTH of their populations in check. So would animals stop procreating all together as well? 0.0 Because we would all be over run with animals if they ALL at plants, or their wouldn't be enough plants for both species! x3 It is sicking to watch a hawk swoop down and strangle a mother lizard... But it is more sickening to see mother a mother lizard starve to death because there are so many lizards around that there is so very little plant food for them! T^T So it's currently the lesser of two evils yeah know? Idk how it will be set up in a 5D world? But that's how it is and has to be now... If the hawk ate the lizards food too even and green stuffs... Then there would be even less for the lizard to eat and it would starve to death as well! x3 Which would be more slow and horrible I would imagine... So there is currently no lesson that the hawk needs to learn, it is truly fulfilling it's duty and is in utmost balance with nature! T^T
I've heard about some monk or someone going for months and months without eating as well supposedly! :3 So maybe all of the animals will live off of energy once we get to 5D? 0.0 But then there would still be a growing population problem with them... >.< I will still want to eat as well because food is just awesome~ :3 And really it is an artistic creation produced by chefs! A self expression for you pallet! ;3 I've heard that most meats contain negative energy yeah... Because of the way the animals are treated before they are slain for consumption.... >.< I can understand how the human balance of life can be maintained by curbing procreation, but I don't see how that could be done for animals! 0.0 Who don't understand and seem to be so entirely run by sex, eating, surviving. It seems as though that IS the natural balance with them on our planet, so I will be very interested in seeing how that changes. Murder does indeed seem to be the natural order in the animal kingdom so far I can tell for them... Even in body, carnivore animals are completely designed and intended for killing! >.< I'd love to hear your thoughts after stating my case on all that hehe :3
The mini-sun that grew the shell is the sun that's in the middle of the Earth. Its actually a crystal I heard as well, but I'm not sure if its a higher density crystal with lower density gas, or liquid crystal, or the actual look of it, but its what gives them light. Plus as its polarized, this is why the holes at the end of the Earth stay in a stable form. The north pole actually has water running into it like a waterfall. The water from here flows into inner Earth and back again. I'd imagine its cleaned somehow by nature, but I'm not sure. Nature in there is in balance, so you can pet lions and have them as friends without them murdering you or other beings for food. Plus, they have mammoths and other animals there who have gone extinct up here.
As for the hourglass thing, picture a pole at an angle, then have its middle holding still, then make a motion with the pole to circle the outside of the hourglass. So, both ends of the pole will be moving in a circle, but the middle of the pole will be staying in place.
If people didn't ruin the face of the Earth with roads, buildings, and all kinds of other things that didn't need to be here or could be built within nature without hurting it, this world would had MASSIVE amounts of plant life for all beings to eat. There wouldn't be a need to kill other beings for food and thus, they wouldn't have evolved to do so. Humans are WAY overpopulated. Instead of a healthy 500,000 people or so, there are billions of us here. With not everyone wanting to ascend or being ready for it, the population should naturally decrease after the shift. Plus, with everything being in balance again and all the green coming back, the balance of nature will be restored.
Nature is balanced through humanity as we were originally meant to take care of nature, so nature naturally had its populations increase like ours did. After the shift, their populations will be at a normal level too. Some of them are at a normal level, but others are too low or too high. After everything is put back into balance, they will all be able to enjoy the abundance of food more easily. Plants and animals flow with their environment at some level. Some are conscious of what they are doing in full, like monkeys, dogs, cats, and dolphins, etc. However, other species just run off of energy threads alone, so they live by what feels right according to the energy threads.
I mean, flocks of geese have a group consciousness where they operate as one. They know when to fly down and the know when to leave. Wild dogs have the pack mentality where they stick together as well. They do have an alpha dog who looks out for them and birds might do that too as they usually fly in formation with one bird leading the group. However, they still do listen to what feels right. They are more in tune with nature than humans are usually.
Animals in inner Earth are free, so you can't have pets there as its not fair to any animal to have it as a pet. However, in 3D surface Earth, the safest place for many animals is having them as a pet because surface is unbalanced. Animals and people are free in inner Earth and can enjoy each other's company. Its just like when a friend comes to visit you or spend time with you, animals can do that with you as well, but putting an animal on a leash is an act of control and takes away their freedom.
I like that, "It makes loving sense." I think I'll use that from now on. There's logic, and then there's love logic. As for group consciousness, its similar to how we feel as starseeds separated from our people for now. However. there are other Arcturians here, so I can physically meet other Arcturian starseeds. I think I've met a few already.
Yes, Druids did help nature and we worked with nature in many ways. Magic is the use of the metaphysical to influence the physical, so yes we did use nature magic. We always made sure that what we did was in balance and no we did not do human sacrifice like so many were brainwashed into believing. There were dark ones in our time who wanted to see us have our names ruined as well and it was one of their lies.
Well yeah... What I mean more or less by a "pet", is just an animal that I constantly hang out with and am good friends with. x3 Even my cat right next to me now, I don't view myself as owning him... Rather we live together and he's my bestest buddy~ I wouldn't be sad too sad if he felt the need to run away or something, I just want him to live his life and be as happy as he can be. >^.^< So yeah, I guess pet isn't that at all and just a very poor choice of words, my bad! x3 I HATE putting my dog on a leash when I take her out... It has always made me feel uncomfortable to do such a thing to her... T^T I do view them as my friends and not an object or something for me to own at all~ I just love love animals so much and I do have the utmost respect for them~ And I simply can't WAIT to be the best of good friends with him when our surface of earth comes to balance and we are able to do such a thing~ >^.^< And I heard we can communicate with them much better as well through telepathy or something like that too then?! 0.0 It will be sooooo amazing and fun and I can't wait!
rofl yes! "it makes loving sense" I'm glad to hear you'll use it from now on when it so strikes you to do so! x3 Mental logic that we feel out the answers with thought process, and Love logic that we feel out through an emotional process. Yes indeed~ >^.^< I so wish to believe that I am starseed of some very rare, furry creature kind of sentient race~ I would love that so much if it were true~!!! >^.^<
Druids doing human sacrifice? 0.0 I've never heard of such a thing. But maybe it was a big lie way back in the day to attempt to soil the good name of druid? :3 I want to learn how to do the magicks!!! T^T I want to shapeshift and such~ Such things will be possible after the ascension progresses enough correct?! I can't wait~ And reading further and your end bit you say I see that it was the case of the dark ones trying to ruin your good names! Ah hah! Damn them... >.<
*sigh* All of my relationships fall apart in this 3D realm... People are so entirely ignorant and silly when it comes to relationships and anything involving love here... x3 I poor SO SO much of my thoughts, emotions, effort and time into people to show them I love and care about them, and I always get NOTHING in return, or a some love back, and then nothing at all! x3 I'm making a rule right now, that I will not invest so much of myself and my time into others unless they are someone sad or depressed... I will use my love and time appropriately and efficiently, so that it stops going to waste on souls who cannot fully appreciate what I am giving them, or I am helping to raise their love levels because they need someone to love them... NO LONGER will I invest myself into 3D dwellers who are mildly content and happy with their lives... ONLY into sad and depressed people! T^T
I spent ALL day yesterday, HOURS AND HOURS with this person and investing love and myself, and it's ALL wasted I feel now... And I'm NOT going to do that again! x3 *Huge sigh of relief* Thanks for letting me vent to you! x3 And for being an actual good friend to me~ *hugs*
Why would you want your race to be rare? It could mean that you won't be around very long or it could meant you're just starting out, or that you're just comfy with your population. However, I'm not sure why it matters if your race is rare. However, I'm wondering if you're like me in how I enjoy being unique and that's why. However, everyone is unique and your race doesn't mean you're going to be any more unique than you already are, though, right?
lol In 3D, its VERY difficult to shapeshift, but some people can apparently. However, in the higher densities, its much easier to do so.
Why would you want your race to be rare? It could mean that you won't be around very long or it could meant you're just starting out, or that you're just comfy with your population. However, I'm not sure why it matters if your race is rare. However, I'm wondering if you're like me in how I enjoy being unique and that's why. However, everyone is unique and your race doesn't mean you're going to be any more unique than you already are, though, right?
lol In 3D, its VERY difficult to shapeshift, but some people can apparently. However, in the higher densities, its much easier to do so.
Why am I excited or enjoy thinking that my race is rare? I believe it's because I just cherish and love rare and unique things is all! :3 Perhaps if my race was more rare... I would be able to be something very valuable and hold unique, and rare insight on this world and how it is to exist, and so I would be able to spread all of that love and understanding to many people, idk! x3 But it doesn't really matter too much to me, just a thought. x3 In the end, EVERY soul and entity IS something intensely rare, unique and amazing~ >^.^< I just want to get to know and love them all really~
And yes, exactly! You get it there! ;3 It's something enjoyable to be unique and rare! We have more to offer, and we can feel special, desired and sought after in that way! :3 But it's the nature of a souls such as the ones we have to always be that way in the first plasce! So it's just something amazing and fills me with love! :3 And yes, I see you agree with me and say all that as I read further hehe!
Zomg.. I can't wait to shape shift~~~ *murrs and purrs* x3 Can't wait~ Seriously all my wildest dreams and phantasies will come true! x3
What's happening on Earth is rare, people keep saying. So, when you shapeshift, who would you shapeshift into? A fox?
Oh, and here's a message I just read that talks more about what I was saying with the loving everyone equally lots. lol http://thelifemaster.com/Main/Blog&ShowPost=280&postname=You-need-to-clear-your-karma-before-ascension-The-Arcturian-Group
Oh yes yes... I've heard what happening here on earth is rare as well... And I just KNOW that with every fiber of my being that I would LOVE to come to a place during this time because it IS so rare and something so awesome and special! x3 So of course I find myself here at this time!!! x3 And So... All if it is going to start happening big time and will pick up sooon!! I'm going to love love love helping out with the ascension however it is I can!!! >^.^<
I just have so many animals and cute furry things I'd like to shape shift into really! x3 But fox might be the major one yes! ;3 I've always been strangely drawn to that animal and just felt such a strong sort of undefinable connection with the kind of aura and vibration it gives off. >^.^< But wolves too I love~ And a black panther I would love to be for a while~ :3 I just love a sleek, four legged figure with a muzzle, and soft fur and stuff~ Paws, muzzle, tails, hind legs... I'm utterly in love with all of those features that makes up a cute quadruped... x3 I could even be gay for some of the artwork I'v seen! Tail holes and sheaths are just too cool~ x3 And it gets to a point where I don't care if it's male or female... It's just too cute and I HAVE to pleasure it every possible way I can! x3 All that I am is just so, so entirely drawn to those cute furry things~ :3
Oh yes, I read that message on galacticmessages.com site :3 It's all so very true hehe... I have made it practice for entire my life to do such a thing I believe though, and I come to terms with such things whenever they arise, so theirs not much personal work for me to do in the way of all that! >^.^<
I think you need to mention their on your site though that those loving bonds we share with people that can NEVER be taken away or severed... It's not only that people get too attached, it's that they feel as though they are LOSING something if someone die or if they leave them! But that connection is ALWAYS present and you always have that person with you if you know how to acknowledge and contact them yeah know? ;3 And even if you do happen to lose touch for whatever reason? You WILL meet again... It's not the end! :3 And yes, in the mean time there are limitless amounts of other people to love equally as much! :3
That's cute! You sound like me and how I am with cure girly boy furies. There's just something so fucking HOT about a sexy little girly boy wearing furry stuff like a tail, paws, and ears. Foxes are sexy too. lol I like that they're cunning. They're brilliant when it comes to getting out of situations and things as well I've heard.
I posted that last bit on there as well.
Keywords: furies, shapeshift, love, ascension, lessons
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Posted on: 06/16/2012 at 01:37 am
There are some attention-grabbing deildanes on this article however I don‚Äôt know if I see all of them heart to heart. There's some validity however I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we want extra! Added to FeedBurner as nicely
I just wanted to give some pointers to the people who are still feeling like the money control system is what they should be basing their help around instead of love. I'm in the poor house and I don't charge and yes I understand that this world is on monetary lock down right now. So, keep those details in mind while you;re reading my advice.
I've seen way to many people out there who charge to help those in need who simply want to improve their lives and help other people as well. They insist on charging people for spiritual services and other things especially when they get a large amount of viewers and requests for help. I get around 100 unique visitors to my website every day. That means that 100 different people each day visiting my website. Some people are repeat visitors as well. I've made many friends through my website and helped many people as well. I spent countless hours even just creating over 300 binaural beat videos on my YouTube channel and I show people how to download them as well in each video. I offer reiki healing and attunement (AKA showing them how it feels to use reiki so they can do so easier) completely free. Heck, I even PAID for (In crystals and in money) Petra's J-Seal removal service and I learned how it was done so I could make it so that people had a free way of removing J-Seals since there wasn't one until I did that. (Note that I haven't been to her website recently but I did see a post of hers and it shows that she understands not to charge those who can't afford to pay. So she's overcome this barrier as well. I'm proud of her for doing that and I'm glad that she was almost over it when I traded in part with crystals. She did well, so I don't want you to think she's still taking money from people to help them. It wasn't my intent.)
So, why don't I charge for my services? I don't charge because I love EVERYONE and I believe that EVERYONE should have the right to free healing and enlightenment assistance. I'm taking a stand against those who would lock down their services for cash by giving of myself (service to others) freely instead of giving to others when it can benefit me (service to self) by locking it down with getting their money. If people need help we should help them no matter if they can give us money or not.
Now that I've shown you my perspective on this, let me give you some ideas in how to still be able to make money so you can live off of it like I do, but without taking the money from the people who just want help. I threw other ideas in as well to help you learn to loose the fear aspect of not having the money you think you need. Let the cosmos bring to you what you need and want.
1.) YouTube videos
I made a total of 334 videos to date and I take part in their revenue sharing program (I qualified quickly, but I don't remember how they activated that on my account. Its automatic, so you just create an account with good content. (If you're charging people, you have good content)) I don't think I'm allowed to discuss the amount I make on there or Google will kick me out of the program, but I'll just say that its a large chunk of change that I make, so its worth it. You get your payout once a month after you reach $100, so I get mine monthly. As that's common knowledge that that's when you get a payout, I don't think its against their terms to say that. Its enough to supplement my SSI income nicely.
I've made over $100 in donations for the duration my website was up. Its not much, but whenever people donate, it helps me out at the perfect time as that's the second way that the cosmos will bring me the money to live on. Donations are OPTIONAL! A forced donation is a payment for whatever its being forced out of the person for, so I'm not sure why I've heard people ask me why donations are different, but to me its obvious. People don't have to donate if they don't want to, yet they can still be given love by whatever help they ask you for. Forcing a person to give you their money is not a donation. Its an act of control. "See something you need help with? Well give me your money and we'll talk." <-- Does that sound fair?
3.) Ask for volunteers
I know that if I have hundreds of people requesting stuff from me, then I can't help them all because its physically impossible. If I have lots of requests, I'll ask people to volunteer to help me help others. No, this doesn't mean becoming some 503(c) company to hire people on. That's another control structure. You just need to ask people to help out. Think of who you're friends with who ca help. For instance, I know that FoxRoar and I are on about the same spiritual level, so I'd ask him to help if I need help taking care of requests. Who do you know you can trust to provide for the people who ask you for help. Don't block the traffic through money to slow things down. Add more love to the situation by having other people who can help, offer their loving help as well. You can't run a large operation alone. You need to have other people share their love with you and your friends you meet who ask for help, as well.
4.) Know that money is not your end game. Your end game is having your needs and wants met.
Keep this in mind. Money is a means, not an end. Money is worthless in itself. You want a roof over your head? You COULD use money. Want to eat? You COULD use money. Want to pay the bills? You COULD use money to pay those too. You COULD use money for a cell phone or you could use money for this or that. You could use money, Sam I Am. Yet I don't like green SPAM in hand! So, what else could you "use"? You can network with people who have what you need and can trade you for it either out of love or for something you can provide. Trading should be done out of love, but in 3D its more difficult to trade out of love for many people because of the fact that so many people live in fear. They think that if they give of their self then they will be in lack. That's not the case as everything is in abundance. That being said, for the last 7 months left in 3D, it'd be easiest to just trade goods or services for goods or services. Let the cosmos bring you the opportunities to get what you need and want and then seize the moment.
If other people have ideas to make money without hurting people, please post them. This is an infectious control system that should be overcome so that people don't worry about why people aren't paying them when we ascend. Yes you might be doing what you're doing out of love, but even if you don't realize that what you're doing is controlling people by forcing money out of them, its still control. It needs to go to be more healthy.
I hope this helps some of you and if you want the free help I have to offer, you can always go to my website at The Life Master.com. If you need help in liberating yourself from the control system of money, you need only ask. I give of myself freely. Helping people, healing people, liberating people, and spiritually enlightening people, is my purpose in life. Keep in mind that my home world in the Arcturian system is in balance. We don't have a money control system there. We're in balance so much that we travel to other worlds to help them to be liberated and enlightened. This is a major part of the life of my people.
- Na'ven Enigma of the Oppressed People
Keywords: control, money, spiritual help, services
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Christians and Jewish people (I think Jewish people) both believe that the word Immanuel is in reference to Jesus. Here is an excerpt from a long conversation I read. At the end of this message is where I will post the entire conversation for you to read and the link to the source.
UPDATE: I added some notes and pictures now that I finished the story. Its VERY good.
If you study the languages of all African nations, you find within the languages of our people words which are similar to Oriental, Middle-Eastern, and even Native American words. And the word Imanujela means "the Lord who came". A word that anyone can discover in Rwanda, amongst the Rwandan Hutu and Watusi people, is very similar to the Herbrew word Immanuel, which means "the Lord is with us". Imanujela, "the ones who came, the Lords who are here".
Our people believe, sir, that we, the people of this Earth, are not masters of our own lives, really, although we are made to think that we are. Our people say, that is, Black people of all tribes, all of the initiated ones, all of the shamans everywhere in Africa, when they get to trust you and share their deepest secrets with you, they say that [with] the Imanujela, there is Imbulu. And there is another name by which these creatures are known. This name is Chitauli. Now, the word Chitauli means "the dictators, the ones who tell us the law". In other words, "they who tell us, secretly, what we are to do". Now, it is said that these Chitauli did a number of things to us when they came to this planet.
Great Zulu Shaman and Elder
On Alien Abduction & Reptilians
A Rare, Astonishing Conversation
9/30/99 by Rick Martin
It has often been said that the Native Elders of any given tribe hold the keys to knowledge. This statement has never been more clearly confirmed than in the recent interview I had the great privilege to conduct with Zulu "Sanusi" (Shaman) Credo Mutwa, now nearing eighty years of age.
Through the efforts and assistance of David Icke, I was able to establish contact with Dr. Johan Joubert, who graciously coordinated with Credo Mutwa, thus allowing the interview to take place by telephone, literally half-way around the world in South Africa. We at The SPECTRUM would like to convey our deepest appreciation to both David Icke and to Dr. Joubert for their selfless efforts at getting this manís Truth out to the world.
I first heard about Credo Mutwa five years ago, only at that time it didnít seem possible to speak with him directly by telephone, as he lives in a somewhat remote area with no phone. When I heard from David Icke that he had spent time with Credo Mutwa and that he would be willing to speak with The SPECTRUM, well, thatís all it took. Through the wonder of the international telephone lines, on August 13 we had what turned out to be a 4-hour session! And no, we are not about to pare it down to "sound bite" size. The words he has spoken will appear completely and in full context, as is our usual policy-a matter of respect for the speaker as well as simply being good, honest journalism!
Credo Mutwa is a man whom David Icke describes as: "The most amazing and knowledgeable man it has been my privilege and honor to call a friend, a genius." After speaking with Credo Mutwa, I couldnít agree more.
I would like to comment that Credo Mutwa, while not a man of formal education, was kind enough and conscientious enough to spell all of the Zulu or African words, proper names, etc. for this article. Those of you who may be African scholars will find this level of accuracy more advantageous to your research than will the average reader, however such care taken by Credo is yet another facet of his honesty and precision.
If you feel that you have read some material lately that stretches your thinking and challenges some belief systems, this interview will take you one step beyond. As always, Truth is stranger than fiction. As well, Truth-or pieces of Truth revealed to any one of us-are part of a larger mosaic, and thus it is up to each of us to arrive at our own conclusions concerning the Truth that others have to share with us.
We are honored to have this opportunity to present Credo Mutwaís experiences and knowledge with you. It is a most rare and much appreciated opportunity.
The astonishing information presented by Credo Mutwa is certainly thought provoking and far-reaching in both implications and scope. Once you read this information you will more readily understand why there have been attempts to silence him. Similarly, you will more deeply appreciate Credoís courage for coming forth and speaking truth, no matter the consequences to self.
So, without further introductory commentary, let the interview begin.
Martin: First of all, let me say it is an honor and a privilege to speak with you, and I would like to thank and acknowledge David Icke and Dr. Joubert, without whose help we would not be having this conversation today.
Our readers are aware of the existence of the shape-shifting reptilian extraterrestrials, and what I would like to discuss with you concerns the specifics of their presence, their leadership, their agenda, and their methods of operation at this time.
So, the first question I would like to ask you is: Can you confirm that shape-shifting reptilian extraterrestrials do, in fact, exist on our planet at this time? And if they do, if you can confirm this, will you please be specific about them. Where do they come from?
Credo Mutwa: Sir, can your newspaper send people to Africa?
Martin: Iím sorry, can you repeat that?
Credo Mutwa: Can your newspaper kindly send somebody to Africa in the near future?
Martin: We are financially not able to do that at this time, but that may change in the future.
Credo Mutwa: Because there are some things that I would, please, like your newspaper to check-out, independent of me. You have heard of the country called Rwanda, in Central Africa?
Credo Mutwa: The people of Rwanda, the Hutu people, as well as the Watusi people, state, and they are not the only people in Africa who state this, that their very oldest ancestors were a race of beings whom they called the Imanujela, which means "the Lords who have come". And some tribes in West Africa, such as a Bambara people, also say the same thing. They say that they came from the sky, many, many generations ago, a race of highly advanced and fearsome creatures which looked like men, and they call them Zishwezi. The word Zishwezi means the dival or the glidal-creatures that can glide down from the sky or glide through water.
Everybody, sir, has heard about the Dogon people in Western Africa who all say that they were given culture by the normal beings, but they are not-the Dogon people are but ONE of many, many peoples in Africa who claim that their tribe or their king were first founded by the supernatural race of creatures that came from the sky.
Are you still with me, sir?
Martin: Oh yes, very much so. Please continue.
Credo Mutwa: Sir, I can go on and on, but let me bring you to my people, the Zulu people of South Africa.
Credo Mutwa: The Zulu people, who are famous as a warrior people, the people to whom King Shaka Zulu, of the last century, belonged. When you ask a South African White anthropologist what the name of Zulu means, he will say it means "the sky" (laughter), and therefore the Zulu call themselves "people of the sky". That, sir, is non-sense. In the Zulu language, our name for the sky, the blue sky, is sibakabaka. Our name for inter-planetary space, however, is izulu and the weduzulu, which means "inter-planetary space, the dark sky that you see with stars in it every night", also has to do with traveling, sir. The Zulu word for traveling at random, like a nomad or a gypsy, is izula.
Now, you can see that the Zulu people in South Africa were aware of the fact that you can travell through space-not through the sky like a bird-but you can travell through space, and the Zulus claim that many, many thousands of years ago there arrived, out of the skies, a race of people who were like lizards, people who could change shape at will. And people who married their daughters to a walking (extraterrestrial), and produced a power race of Kings and tribal Chiefs, there are hundreds of fairy-tales, sir, in which a lizard female assumes the identity of a human princess and poses as her, and gets married to a Zulu Prince.
Every school child in South Africa, sir, knows about the story of a princess called Khombecansini. Khombecansini was to have married a handsome Prince called Kakaka, a name which means "the enlightened one". Now, one day while Khombecansini was gathering firewood in the bush, she met a creature called an Imbulu. And this Imbulu was a lizard which has the body and the limbs of a human being, but a long tail. And this lizard spoke to Princess Khombecansini, "Oh, how beautiful you are, girl, I wish I could be like you. I wish I could look like you. Can I come close to you?" said the Imbulu lizard woman to the princess.
And the princess said, "Yes, you can."
And as the lizard, which was a taller one, came close to the girl, she spat into the girlís eyes and she began to change. That is, the lizard suddenly changed into a human shape and this lizard began to look more and more and more and more like the girl, with the exception of her long, pointed tail. And then, with her sudden burst of violence, the lizard woman sealed the princess and removed all her bangles and her beads and her wedding skirt off her, and she put them on. Thus, the lizard became the princess.
Now there were two identical women in the bush, the shape-shifted lizard woman and the original woman. And the lizard woman said to the original woman, "Now you are my slave. Now you are going to accompany me to the marriage. I will be you and you will be my slave, come-on!" She took a stick and started beating up the poor princess. And then she went, accompanied by other girls who were brideís maids, according to Zulu custom, and she arrived at Prince Kakakaís village. But, before they reached the village she had to do something about her tail, that is, the shape-shifting woman had, somehow, to hide the tail. So, she forced the princess to weave a net out of fiber and she tucked the tail in and she tied it tight to herself. She now looked like a Zulu woman with attractive, very big buttocks, when seen from outside.
And then, when she arrived and she became the wife of the prince, a strange thing started happening in the village. All of the milk started disappearing because each night the shape-shifting princess, the false princess, used to release her tail, which used to suck in all of the sour milk through a hole at the tip of the tail. And the mother-in-law said, "What is this? Why is the milk disappearing?" Then, she said, "No, I see, there is an Imbulu amongst us."
The mother-in-law, who was a clever old lady, said, "A hole must be dug in the front of the village and it must be filled with milk." And this was done. And then, all of the girls who had come with the false princess were told to jump over this hole. One after the other one, they jumped. And when the shape-shifter was forced, at spear-point, to jump as well, as she jumped her long tail burst out of the net under her skirt and started slurping the milk through the hole, and the warriors killed the shape-shifter. And thus, the real Princess Khombecansini became the wife of the king-of King Kakaka.
Now, sir, this story has got many versions in it. Throughout South Africa, amongst many tribes, youíll find stories of these amazing creatures who are capable of changing from reptile to human being, and from reptile to any other animal of their choice. And these creatures, sir, do really exist. No matter where you go throughout Southern, Eastern, Western, and Central Africa, youíll find that the description of these creatures is the same. Even amongst tribes which never, throughout their long history, had contact with each other at all.
So, there ARE such creatures. Where they come from, I will never claim to know, sir. But they are associated with certain stars in the sky, and one of these stars is a large group of stars which is part of the Milky Way, which our people call Ingiyab, which means "The Great Serpent". And there is a red star, a redish star, near the tip of this huge rim of stars which our people call IsoneNkanyamba.
Now, this star called IsoneNkanyamba, I managed to find its English name. It is the star called Alpha Centauri, in English. Now, this, sir, is something that is worth investigating. Why is it that well over 500 tribes in parts of Africa which Iíve visited in the last 40 or 50 years or so, all of them describe similar creatures?
It is said that these creatures feed on us human beings; that they, at one time, challenged God Himself to war, because they wanted full control of the universe. And God fought a terrible battle against them and He defeated them, injured them, and forced them to hide in cities underground.
They hide in deep cavities underground, because they are always feeling cold. In these cavities, we are told, there are huge fires which are kept going by slaves, human, zombie-like slaves. And, it is further said that these Zuswazi, these Imbulu, or whatever you choose to call them, are not capable of eating solid food. They either eat human blood, or they eat that power, the energy that is generated when human beings, on the surface of the Earth, are fighting and killing each other in large numbers.
I met people who have fled from the early Masaki in Rwanda, from years ago, and these people were horrified by what was happening in their country. They said that the slaughter of the Hutus by the Watusi, and the Watusi by the Hutus, is actually feeding the Imanujela, monsters. Because the Imanujela like to inhale the energy that is generated by masses of people being terrified or being killed by other people.
Are you still with me, sir?
Martin: Yes, Iím completely with you.
Credo Mutwa: Now, let me point out an interesting thing, sir. If you study the languages of all African nations, you find within the languages of our people words which are similar to Oriental, Middle-Eastern, and even Native American words. And the word Imanujela means "the Lord who came". A word that anyone can discover in Rwanda, amongst the Rwandan Hutu and Watusi people, is very similar to the Herbrew word Immanuel, which means "the Lord is with us". Imanujela, "the ones who came, the Lords who are here".
Our people believe, sir, that we, the people of this Earth, are not masters of our own lives, really, although we are made to think that we are. Our people say, that is, Black people of all tribes, all of the initiated ones, all of the shamans everywhere in Africa, when they get to trust you and share their deepest secrets with you, they say that [with] the Imanujela, there is Imbulu. And there is another name by which these creatures are known. This name is Chitauli. Now, the word Chitauli means "the dictators, the ones who tell us the law". In other words, "they who tell us, secretly, what we are to do". Now, it is said that these Chitauli did a number of things to us when they came to this planet.
Please forgive me, but I must share this story with you. It is one of the strangest stories that you find everywhere in Africa in shamanic secret societies and other places where the remnant of our ancient knowledge and wisdom are still preserved. It is that, originally, the Earth was covered by a very thick blanket of fog or mist. That people could not actually see the Sun in the sky, except as a nimble of light. And they also saw the Moon at night as a gentle claw of light in the sky, because there was this heavy mist. And the rain was always falling in a steady drizzle. There was no thunder, however. There were no storms.
The world was thickly covered with great forests, great jungles, and people lived in peace on Earth at that time. People were happy and it is said, at that time, we human beings did not have the power of speech. We only made funny sounds like happy monkeys and baboons, but we did not have speech as we now have it. And in those centuries, people spoke to each other through their mind.
A man could call his wife thinking about her, thinking about the shape of her face, the smell of her body, and the feel of hair as a woman. That a hunter would go out into the bush and call out for animals to come, and the animals would select one of their number which was old and tired, and this animal would offer itself to the hunter so that he may kill it quickly and take it as meat to his cave.
There was no violence against animals. There was no violence against Nature by human beings at that time. Man used to ask for food from Nature. He used to come to a tree and think about fruit, and the tree would allow some of its fruit to fall to the ground, and man would take it.
And then it is said, however, that when the Chitauli came to Earth, they arrived in terrible vessels which flew through the air, vessels which were shaped like great bowls and which made a terrible noise and a terrible fire in the sky. And the Chitauli told human beings, whom they gathered together by force with whips of lightning, that they were great gods from the sky and that from now on they would receive a number of great gifts from the god. These so-called gods, who were like human beings, but very tall, with a long tail, and with terrible burning eyes, some of them had two eyes-yellow, bright eyes-some had three eyes, the red, round eye being in the center of their forehead. These creatures then took away the great powers that human beings had: the power of speaking through the mind only, the power of moving objects with their mind only, the power of seeing into the future and into their past, and the power to travell, spiritually, to different worlds.
All of these great powers the Chitauli took away from human beings and they gave human beings a new power, now, the power of speech. But, human beings found, to their horror, that the power of speech divided human beings, instead of uniting them, because the Chitauli cunningly created different languages, and they caused a great quarrel between people. Also, the Chitauli did something which has never been done before: they gave human beings people to rule over them, and they said, "These are your kings, these are your chiefs. They have our blood in them. They are our children, and you must listen to these people because they will speak on our behalf. If you donít, we are going punish you very terribly."
Before the coming of the Chitauli, before the coming of the Imbulu creatures, human beings were spiritually one. But when the Chitauli came, human beings became divided, both spiritually as well as by language.
And then, human beings were given strange new feelings by the Chitauli. Human beings started to feel unsafe, and so they started making villages with very strong fences of wood around them. Human beings started becoming country makers. In other words, they started creating tribes and tribe lands, which had borders, which they defended against any possible enemy. Human beings became ambitious and greedy and they wanted to acquire wealth in the form of cattle, and sea shells.
And, another thing the Chitauli forced human beings to do, they forced human beings to mine into the Earth. The Chitauli activated human women and made them to discover minerals and metals of certain types. Women discovered copper; women discovered gold; women discovered silver. And, eventually, they were guided by the Chitauli to alloy these metals and to create new metals which had never existed in Nature before, metals such as bronze and brass and others.
Now, the Chitauli, further, removed the sacred rain-bringing mist from the sky and for the first time since creation, human beings looked up and saw stars, and the Chitauli told human beings that they have been wrong in believing that God dwelt under the Earth. "From now on," the Chitauli told people of this Earth, "the people of Earth must believe that God is in Heaven and they must do things here on Earth which would please this God who is in Heaven."
You see, originally, human beings had believed that God was underground, that she was a very great mother who dwelt under the Earth because they saw all the green things growing from under the Earth-the grass came from below ground, the trees grew from below ground, and the people had believed, therefore, that the dead people who died go underground. But when the Chitauli turned humansí eyes towards the sky, people started believing, now, that God is in the sky and that those who die from this Earth donít go underground, but go up into the sky.
And to this day, sir, throughout Africa wherever you go as an investigator, you will find this amazing-these two amazing ideas which conflict with each other.
Many African tribes believe in what is called Midzimu or Badimo. Now, the word Midzimu or Badimo means "them who are in the sky". But, in Zulu-land, amongst my people, you find this amazing schism going hand-in-hand. There are Zulus who believe that the dead ones are the Abapansi, which means "the ones who are below, who are under the Earth". Then there is another idea which says Abapezulu. The word Abapezulu means "those who are above", and the word Abapansi, which is the oldest name for the spirits of the dead, means "they who are under the Earth".
So, even today, sir, all over Africa amongst hundreds of tribes, you find this strange double-belief that the dead go into the sky, and side-by-side with the belief that the dead die and go under the Earth. This belief that the dead die and go under the Earth is said to date to the days when our people believed that God was a woman, the great Cosmic Mother. And, it is contrasted by the Abapezulu belief that God is a man who dwells in the sky.
Now, sir, another thing that the Chitauli told our people, it is said, is that we human beings are here on Earth to change the Earth and to make it suitable for "God" to come down one day and dwell in it. And it is said that they who work to change this Earth and make it safe for the serpent god, the Chitauli, to come and dwell in it, will be rewarded with great power and with great wealth.
Sir, as I have watched over many years of study, over many years of initiation of the mysteries of African shamanism, wisdom, and knowledge, I have found myself wondering why we human beings are actually destroying the Earth on which we live. We are doing something which is only done by one other species of animal, namely, the African elephant, which utterly destroys every tree in the place in which it dwells.
We human beings are doing exactly this. And wherever you go in Africa, where once there were great ancient civilizations, you find desert. For example, there is the Kalahari desert in South Africa, and under the sands of that desert, I have found the ruins of ancient cities, which means that human beings turned this stretch of land, which was once green and fertile, into a desert. And, in days when I was with explorers and safari people in the Sahara regions of Africa, I also found evidence of unbelievably ancient human habitation in places where there is nothing now but angry rock and whispering sand.
In other words, the Sahara Desert was once a fertile country and was turned into a desert by human beings. Why? I must ask myself, again and again, why are human beings being driven by insecurity, greed, and lust of power to turn the Earth into a desert in which, ultimately, no human being would ever be able to live? Why?
Although we are all aware of the terrible dangers that this will bring about, why are we cutting huge areas of jungle in Africa? Why are we on Earth carrying out the instructions which the Chitauli programmed into us? Although my mind refuses to accept this, the answer is a terrible yes, yes, yes.
Amongst the many people of wisdom who honor me with their friendship, is a man of great knowledge who lives in Israel, Dr. Sitchin. [Editorís note: This reference is to Dr. Zecharia Sitchin, author of many provocative bookss about the interaction of extraterrestrial peoples with Earth humans in very ancient times.] According to the ancient bookss which were written by the people of Sumeria, out of clay, gods came out of the sky and forced human beings to work for them, to mine gold for them. This story is confirmed by African legends throughout Africa, that gods came out of the sky and made us into their slaves, and they made us into slaves in such a way that we would never realize that we are slaves.
One other thing that our people say is that the Chitauli prey upon us like vultures. They raise some of us, they fill some of us with great anger and great ambition, and they make these people theyíve raised into great warriors who make terrible war. But, in the end, the Chitauli do not allow these great leaders, these great war chiefs and kings, to die peacefully. The warrior chief is used to make as much war as possible, to kill as many of his people, and those he calls enemies, as possible, and then, in the end, the warrior chief dies a terrible death, with his blood being spilled by others.
And this phenomenon I have seen in my peopleís history, again and again and again. Our great King Shaka Zulu, he fought over 200 great wars during the reign of some 30-something years. And then, he was slaughtered and he died a violent death. He died a broken man who, because of the death of his mother, had no longer the power to win any more battles.
And, before Shaka Zulu, there was another king who trained Shaka to become the great king that he was. That kingís name was Dingiswayo. Dingiswayo had fought great wars trying to unite the Zulu people into one great tribe. He had seen the White people of the Cape and he thought that, by uniting his people into one huge nation, he would be able to repel the threat to his people which the White people posed. But, what happened was, after winning many battles of uniting many tribes, King Dingiswayo suddenly became striken by an eye disease which made him almost blind. And he hid this secret that he could no longer see. But, that terrible secret was discovered by a woman, a queen of another tribe, called Ntombazi. Ntombazi took a battle ax and beheaded Dingiswayo with one blow, after she had lured him into her hut and given him food and beer to drink.
There is also a similar phenomenon with great White leaders: Napoleon, in Europe, who died a miserable death on his lonely island in the Atlantic Ocean; Hitler, also in Europe, who died a terrible death by putting the gun in the mouth and killing himself, we are told; Attila the Hun, who was killed by a woman, and many other great leaders who came to a sticky end after giving as much death and misery to as many people as they could.
King Shaka was stabbed to death by his half-brother, who used on him the same type of spear that he had designed to kill people as quickly as possible. And, Julius Caesar also met a similar fate after he, like our Shaka Zulu, had conquered many nations.
Always the warrior hero dies a death that he, really, should not die. King Arthur, in England, was killed by his own son, Mordred after a long and courageous reign. I could go on and on and on.
Now, all these things, if you bring them together, they show that whether people laugh at this or not, whether people scoff at this or not, there is a certain power that is guiding we human beings toward the dark river of self-destruction. And the sooner many of us become aware of this, the better, perhaps, we might be able to deal with it.
Martin: Do you believe that these beings are around the world equally, or are they primarily focused in Africa?
Credo Mutwa: Sir, I believe that these creatures are everywhere on Earth, and with respect, sir, although I hate talking about myself so much, I am a person who has traveled to many parts of the world. I have been to your country, the United States, sir. I have been to Australia. I have been to Japan, amongst other countries.
And no matter where I have gone, sir, I have found people telling me about creatures like this. For example, in 1997, I visited Australia, sir, and I traveled a lot to try and find the Black people of Australia, the Aborigine. And when I did find them, they told me a number of things that astonished me very, very much. The same things that Iíd found in Japan, I found in Taiwan. Everywhere where there are still shaman and traditional healers, you find these amazing stories.
Now, let me tell you, sir, what I found in Australia alone. This, that the Australian Aborigine people, who call themselves Coorie, which means "our people": The Coorie people of Australia believe in a great creating god called Byamie, sir. A Coorie shaman, in fact, several of them, drew me pictures of this Byamie, and one of them showed me a rock painting representing this strange creator god who came out of the stars. And when they placed their drawing in front of me, what they showed was a Chitauli. I recognized it from my African initiation. It had a large head. It had large eyes, which were stressed by the artist. It had no mouth, and it had long arms and incredibly long legs. Sir, this was a typical depiction of a Chitauli which I knew from my own people in Africa.
I asked myself "Why?" Here I am in a country many thousands of miles away from Africa, and here I am seeing a being known as the Biamai or Bimi, who is a creature with which I, the African, am familiar.
Amongst the Native American people, sir, I found, for example, amongst certain tribes in America, tribes such as the Hopi people, and those people who stay in those buildings called a pueblo, I found that these people-they have got what are called Katchina creatures, where people wear masks and disguise themselves as certain creatures. And some of these Katchinas are very, very tall, with a huge round head.
Exactly as we have in Africa, I found similar creatures in America. In Africa we call these creatures Egwugwu, or, we call them by another name, called Chinyawu. The Katchina of the Native American people, and the Chinyawu of our people, are identical beings. Now, why should this be? When were American Native people and Africans in contact? When? This is one of the greatest mysteries of all time, sir. It is one of many things that I found throughout the world which left me utterly amazed.
There ARE such creatures, and the sooner skeptics amongst us face up to this fact, the better it shall be. Why is human-kind not progressing? Why are we running around in a great circle of self-destruction and mutual-destruction?
People are basically good; I believe this. People donít want to start wars. People donít want to destroy the world in which they stay, but there are creatures, or there is power that is driving we human beings toward self-annihilation. And the sooner we recognize this, the better.
Just now, I live in Africa. Here are my people. Here is my home. But I see Africa being destroyed in wars that make no sense whatsoever to me as an African. I look at India which, like Africa, suffered the scourge of colonialism by the French, the English, and other European powers. But India, through her independence as a country, has achieved the things which we, Africa, have failed to achieve. Why?
India has exploded the atomic bomb and is today one of the feared nations of this world. India has launched satellites into orbit. India, although she has the same problems as Africa has-a burgeoning population, religion as well as tribal strife-although India has got an incredibly poor section of her population, as well as an incredibly rich one, she has achieved things that Africa has failed to achieve.
Now, I ask myself "Why? Why?" Because India was established by people from Africa, and I donít think, sir, as the Black races about this. This is a fact that, thousands of years ago, people from Africa laid the foundation of the greatest civilization of India, as well as other countries in Southeast Asia. There is overwhelming archeological evidence of this. But, why is Africa drowning in war, in disease, and in hunger? Why?
Many times, sir, I sit in my hut and I cry when I see diseases like AIDS destroying us; when I see senseless wars destroying those countries in Africa which had thrived for thousands of years.
Say, Ethiopia is a country that has been free for thousands of years. Ethiopia was once the school of all of Africa. Nigeria was once a great country with a long tradition of self-government-long, long before the White man came to Africa. But today, all of these countries and many others are being destroyed.
Today, sir, there are parts of Africa which have been totally depopulated by war and by the disease called AIDS, a disease which shows every sign of being a man-made disease. I ask myself, "Who or what is destroying Africa, and why?"
Because there are tribes in those villages I lived in, who assisted my search for knowledge, before the Second World War and after. But today these tribes no longer exist anymore. They are gone, dispersed, totally exterminated in senseless wars that gain the Black people nothing.
I am in South Africa now. Here I was born, and here I was to die. But I see my country falling apart like a rotting mango. South Africa was once a powerful country. She had a powerful army. She had huge industries, which were producing everything from locomotives to little radios. But today my country has become a drug-sodden, crime-ridden piece of rubbish. Why? A country doesnít get destroyed almost overnight, unless there are definite forces which are determined to obliterate it.
I recently saw, sir, the destruction of another country inside South Africa. The country is Lesotho. This country, Lesotho, is inhabited by some of the oldest and the wisest tribes in South Africa. Amongst them is a tribe called the Bakwama. The Bakwama people are so ancient that they actually describe to you a mysterious land of huge pointed mountains, a mysterious land ruled by a great god, who had the head of a human being and the body of the lion. [One immediately thinks of the Sphinx in Egypt.
The Bakwama call this country Ntswama-tfatfi. This land that they name Ntswama-tfatfi means "the land of the Sun-hawk". The hawk is the bird of prey in Heaven-you know? Now, these Bakwama people did, in South Africa, know about the land of Egypt where they say their ancestors came from. And they call this mysterious land of the gods, "the land of the Sun-hawk, or the Sun-eagle", which is exactly how the Egyptians portrayed their country, sir. They portrayed it as "the land of Hor", the god Horus in Greece.
Now, when Princess Diana died, in 1997, I was one of the first Black people to suspect that Princess Diana had been murdered, and I will tell you why this thing happened, sir. Because, about a year or 8 months before Diana died, there died a king in Lesotho, King Moshoeshoe II. King Moshoeshoe IIís death was detail-for-detail identical to Princess Dianaís death.
Consider this please, all of you who might find my words incredible: Princess Diana died in a tunnel, but the king of Lesotho died in a ravine. He had gone far away to investigate a problem in his cattle ranch. It was found that he was overdue, and when the people went to search for him, they heard from various boys who were looking after the cattle in the Basotho-land mountains, that the boys had heard what sounded like a rifle shot, and when the men went to look where the rifle shot had sounded, they found the kingís car off the road and deep in the ravine. They went down their and they found that the king of Lesotho was in his car. He was strapped in a safety belt, but he had a terrible injury at the back of his head. And they found that the kingís driver was dead at the steering wheel. But, the two men who were the kingís bodyguards, who were riding in the kingís vehicle in the seat directly behind the king, had escaped without a scratch. One of the men entered the car and pulled out the dying king. The king apologized to them for messing-up their hands with his blood, which was a tradition, that a dying king must thank the people who are trying to get him out of where he is. And he must apologize to them for putting them into trouble, because anyone who handles the sacred blood of the king is in spiritual trouble of some kind after that.
Then, when the kingís car was brought out of the ravine, it was found that there was a hole, like a bullet hole, in one of the tires of the car. And that carís tire was mysteriously removed, afterwards, when the kingís car was stored not in a safe place, but in a yard outside where anybody could get at it. And, when an autopsy was conducted on the body of the driver of the kingís car, it was found that the man had been so drunk as to not have been able to drive the car at all. And third, the man who had driven the kingís car and who died at the wheel had not been the man who usually drives the kingís car.
Now, sir, do you see this mystery now? The death of the Lesotho king matched that of Princess Diana, which was to follow it. In many other amazing details than I have detailed now, and so the nation of Lesotho was reduced to a retch after the kingís death, when rioting took place as a result of a general election which provisional party members prospected and controlled.
Today Lesotho is an economically moribund nation. And Lesotho is a country which was the place of a strange experiment-an experiment which consisted of the building of a huge dam, whose purpose was to supply South Africa, and not Lesotho, with large quantities of water. And we have recently heard ugly rumors emanating from that country, that somebody was bribed to facilitate the building of this huge dam where the water of a small nation is being used to supply, to supplement the water supplies of a highly industrialized nation.
There are many strange things, sir, which have taken place in South Africa, and are taking place, as well as in other parts of Africa, which make no sense to me as an African. There are wars which take place in Africa, where after an African country has gained its independence from the colonial power, then a force of rebels pick up weapons against that countryís government, but instead of the rebels fighting the government to the bitter end, what happens again and again is that the rebel forces split into various groups which end up fighting not only the government in power, but also each other. And the result is that, in several African countries, the country is so destroyed that, no matter which party wins, the people lose. The United Nations are caused to be called in, in order to create some semblance of peace. In other words, Africans have now started fighting wars which bring about not victory, but the destruction of themselves, as well as their people.
I would like to draw your attention, sir, to the senseless tide which is still raging in the Sudan, as well as other parts of Africa. I would like to draw your attention, sir, to the longest and most terrible civil war which is destroying the southern parts of the Sudan. I would like to draw your attention, and that of your readers, sir, to the terrible war which is destroying Angola. And one part of the world, to the East of Southern Africa, has been so raped by many years of war that there are now places where you donít even hear a bird-thing. All living forms of life have been wiped-out in that place. Now, why?
And then, I have found that these countries that are being destroyed by senseless wars which are totally out of character for us Africans, and I speak as an African, are those countries which, had they been left alone, could have supplied the whole of Africa with food, with water, and with valuable minerals. I am told, sir, that under the surface of Angola, under the plains of Angola, are deposits of coal which are without equal in this world. I am further told that in parts of Angola there are deposits of oil which are second only to those reserves of oil which are in the Middle East.
The Sudan is a country which I visited several times during, and even after, the Second World War. In the Sudan there was so much food that you received free food from the villagers, as you traveled through the Sudan. Today, southern Sudan is a starvation-torn, battle of rage hellhole where children die of diarrhea in the bush while the vultures and buzzards wait on the branches of trees to feast. Africa is being systematically and deliberately destroyed by a power of such relentlessness that it is continuing the destruction even now.
But, this power is getting desperate.
Martin: Excuse me. Did you say there was coal in Angola or gold?
Credo Mutwa: Coal, sir, coal. There are diamondss in Angola, sir. And I have learned from reliable people that there is more oil under Angola, in certain places, than there is in certain parts of the Middle East.
Is this what Africa is being destroyed for? Is this what our nations are being slaughtered for-for coal under the surface, for diamondss? If so, who is this intelligence that is behind this? Are people less valuable than minerals? Are people less valuable than oil?
Because, sir, genocide, worse than anything that Hitler ever committed upon the Jewish people, is taking place in Africa NOW, and the people of America donít seem to care a damn. Why? We are the best friends that the United States has got. We are the best people. We buy American products. Our children want to look like American children. Our kids wear jeans, sir, and they even speak with American accents, because you American people are our role model. Why are you allowing us to be slaughtered? Why? Why?
Not only are we being killed by war, sir, we are being killed by drugs. There were no drugs in South Africa during the days of the apartheid government. Now, under our democratic government, our country has become one drug-sodden cess pit. Why?
Today, sir, and I speak as a traditional shaman, one of my purposes is to try and help people with a drug problem. Sir, I can help a young African who is abusing marijuana or hashish. I can help a young African who is dependent upon Dakwa. But, sir, I am useless, my skills are rubbish and I fail again-and so do many like me-to help young Black people who are addicted to a new type of drug which is called "crack". It is a hard-looking drug. Itís like hardened chocolate when you see it, and this thing is so addictive that no shaman can help a young victim of this drug.
I am asking the people of the United States of America, I am asking my Black brothers and my Black sisters over there, why are you allowing the country which is your mother to be exterminated?
I donít care what skeptics say, sir. Please forgive me when I really get hot under the collar. I donít care what skeptics say, but there IS a force destroying Africa and I am not buying the nonsense that it is the bankers of the IMF and other big banks. You donít kill the goose that gives you the golden egg, so why would the bankers want to destroy Africa? There is another force behind these people, a terrible, alien force, which does things behind the scenes which-and the sooner we recognize this, the better-sir, it is very common for human beings who are in trouble to blame forces other than those inside themselves.
But, I have studied the situation in Africa since the end of the Second World War, and before, and I have evidence that points to an alien force at work in Africa.
What, who is wiping out Africaís oldest tribes?
Please, sir, let me tell you a thing that cuts my soul. May I please?
Martin: Please, continue.
Credo Mutwa: Please, Iím sorry to talk so much. Please forgive me. I belong to the Zulu nation, a nation of warriors, a nation of wise people. My people, sir, have never been studied by White anthropologists thoroughly, but the Zulu people knew things that, if I were to share with your readers, they would be amazed.
Let me show you this. The Zulu people KNEW, amongst many things, that it is the Earth which moves around the Sun, and not the other way around. They said, to explain this thing to the initiated, that the Earth is a feminine creature and the Sun is a male creature, and, therefore, the Earth is the mobile one who dances around the Sun-the beautiful princess who dances around the fiery king who is the Sun. Our people knew that the Earth was a sphere. Our people knew about germs and their function. When the White man came to Africa, where did this incredible knowledge come from? I do not know.
The people of America and the people of Europe say that it was Albert Einstein who came out with the idea that time and space are one and the same thing. My answer to that is, "No!"
My people, the Zulus, knew that space and time was one thing. In the language of the Zulu, one of the names for space is umkati. And the Zulu name for time is isikati. Now, our people knew that space and time were one and the same thing, hundreds of years before Einsteinís birth.
And furthermore, our people believed, like the Dogon people, that there are 24 planets in our part of space which are inhabited by intelligent creatures of various states. And, this knowledge has never been recorded in any book, and I and my aunt are the only surviving high sanusi [shaman] in South Africa who are the keepers of this knowledge. My aunt is still alive. She is about 90-something years old, and I am now close to dead, suffering from diabeetes-a terrible killer of African people nowadays.
And, what I am trying to tell you is that, although my people had this tremendous knowledge, which has never been written down in any book, the Zulu people today, a huge percentage of them, are victims of HIV or outright AIDS. And it has been calculated, sir, in the next 50 years, fully three-fourths of the Zulu people in Natal are going to die. And I am the keeper of sacred objects which I inherited from my grandfather. I am, from my motherís side, a direct descendant of the last true Zulu king, Dingame. And, my duty should be to protect my people from anything that threatens their existence.
Look, please, sir. Anyone who studies humanity with love, with understanding, and with care, recognizes the fact that there is a shining God which is struggling to be born within each and every one of us. We are trying to fight back, although many of us are not yet aware of this. We are developing an attitude of wanting to protect our planet, no matter who or what we are.
There are chiefs in Africa who fine you very heavily if they see you destroying a tree unnecessarily. This thing was common in the past, but it disappeared with the coming of the White people; but now it has come back again.
Man is becoming, is struggling to become a more advanced, more caring being, and the aliens are not going to take this lying down. They are going to cause us to kill each other, again. And I am worried about what is going to happen.
Sir, I can show you many strange things that African people did to protect themselves against the Grey aliens. The things that our people did were not the result of superstition. They were the result of terrible personal experience.
One day I hope to share with you, sir, the story of how I got "taken", we say. We believe, sir, that the Mantindane ("the tormentor"), the Greys, are really servants of the Chitauli. And that they, contrary to what White people think-White people think a wrong thing, sir, many-that the Mantindane are experimenting with us. They are NOT. I repeat, they are not.
Anyone who has been through the hells of these beings will tell you that there is nothing experimental in what they do. There is a cold, cold, cold-blooded resolve, and they are not doing what they do to us for themselves, they are doing what they do to us for greater creatures than they are. Please, sir, can you give me a little time to share with you, briefly, what happened to me?
Martin: Oh yes, absolutely, please. We have all the time you need.
Credo Mutwa: Sir, it was an ordinary day, like any other day. It was a beautiful day in the eastern mountains of Zimbabwe, which are called Inyangani. These are mountains to the East of Zimbabwe.
Now, I had been instructed by my teacher to go and find a special herb which we were going to use in the healing of a certain initiate who was badly ill. And my teacher, a woman called Mrs. Moyo, was Ndebele, from Zimbabwe, once known as Rhodesia.
I was looking for this herb, and I was not thinking about anything, and I had no belief whatsoever in these creatures. I had never encountered them before, and although we African people believe in many things, I was mighty skeptical, even about certain entities that we believed in at that time, because I had never encountered anything like that before.
And all of a sudden, sir, I noticed that the temperature around me had dropped, although it was a very hot African day. I suddenly noticed that it was now cold and there was, what appeared to be, a bright blue mist swirling all around me, getting between me and the eastern landscape. I remember wondering, stupidly, what this thing meant, because I had just begun to dig one of the herbs I had found.
Suddenly, I found myself in a very strange place, a place that looked like a tunnel lined with metal. I had worked in mines before, and where I found myself appeared to be a mine tunnel which was lined with silver-greyish metal.
I was lying on what appeared to be a very heavy and very large working bench or a working table, sir. But yet, I was not chained to the table. I was just lying there and my trousers were missing, and so were the heavy boots that I always wore when I was out in the bush. And all of a sudden, in this strange, tunnel-like room, I saw what appeared to be dull, heady-looking, grey, dull-like creatures which were moving toward me.
There were lights in this place, but not lights as we know them. They seemed to be patches of glowing stuff. And there was something above the far entrance which looked like writing, that writing against the silver-grey surface, and these creatures were coming at me but I was hypnotized, just as if the witchcraft had been put upon my head.
But I watched the creatures as they were coming towards me. I didnít know what they were. I was frightened, but I couldnít move my arms or my legs. I just lay there like a goat on a sacrificial altar. And when the creatures came towards me, I felt fear inside me. They were short creatures, about the size of African Pigmy. They have very large heads, very thin arms, and very thin legs.
I noticed, sir, because I am an artist, a painter, that these creatures were built all wrong from an artistís point of view. Their limbs were too long for their body, and their necks were very thin, and their heads were almost as large as full-grown watermelons. They had strange eyes, which looked like goggles of some kind. They had no noses, as we have, only small holes on either side of the raised area between their eyes. Their mouth had no lips, only thin cuts as if made by a razor.
And while I was looking at these creatures, sir, in amazed fascination, I felt something close to my head, about my head. And when I looked up, there was another creature, a slightly bigger one than the other, and it was standing above my head and was looking down at me.
I looked up into its eyes and I was totally hypnotized, and you know, I was spellbound. I looked into the thingís eyes and I noticed that the creature wanted me to keep looking into his eyes. I looked and saw that, through these covers over their eyes, I could see the creatureís real eyes behind this black, goggle-like cover. Itís eyes were round, with straight pupils, like those of a cat. And the thing was not moving itís head. It was breathing; I could see that. I could see little nostrils moving, closing and shutting, but sir, if anybody says to me that I smelled like that creature, really, I would konk him one on the face.
Credo Mutwa: The creature smelled like nobodyís business. It had a strange smell, a throat-tightening, chemical smell, which smelled like rotten eggs, and also like hot copper [sulfur], a very strong smell.
And the creature saw me looking at it, and it looked down at me and, all of a sudden, I felt a terrible, awful pain on my left thigh, as if a sword had been driven into my left thigh. I screamed in pain, horrible, calling out for my mother, and the creature placed itís hand over my mouth. You know, sir, it was like-if you want to know how that felt, please sir, take the leg of a chicken, a live chicken, and place it against your lips. That was how the creatureís hand felt upon my mouth.
It had thin, long fingers, which had more joints than my human fingers have. And the thumb was in the wrong place. Each one of the fingers ended in a black claw, almost like certain African birds. The thing was telling me to be quiet. And how long the pain went on, sir, I donít know. I screamed and I screamed and I screamed, again.
The picture above sounds like the people he saw. The lower picture looks like he has the facial structure of the one he described who was wearing the goggles. All of them are Annunaki people, but the Vodyanoi Priest is a game character based off of the Annunaki.
And then, all of a sudden, something was pulled out of my flesh, and I looked down and saw my thigh covered with blood, and I saw that one of the creatures-there were four of them, other than the one standing over my head-they wore tight fitting overalls, which were silvery-grey in color, and their flesh resembled the flesh of certain types of fish that we find in the sea off South Africa. And the creature standing above my head appeared to be a female. It was somehow different than the others. It was taller, bigger, although it didnít have breasts like a woman, it appeared to be feminine. And the others appeared to be afraid of it, I donít know how I can describe this.
And then, while this terrible thing was going on, another of the creatures came up to me-it walked sideways, in a slightly jerking way, as if it was drunk-it walked up along the table, to my right side, and it stood next to the one standing above my head. And before I knew what was happening, this creature stuck something that was like a small, silver, ball-point pen with a cable at one end, it pushed this thing, coldly, into my right nostril.
Sir, the pain was out of this world. Blood splattered all over. I choked and tried to scream, but the blood got into my throat. It was a nightmare. Then, it pulled the thing out and I tried to fight and sit up.
The pain was terrible, but the other thing above my head placed itís hand upon my forehead and kept me down with very little force. I was choking and trying to spit out the blood, and then I managed to turn my head to the right to spit out the blood, which I did, and then what the creatures did to me, sir, I donít know.
All I do know is that the pain went away, and in place of the pain, strange visions flooded my head, visions of cities, some of which I recognized from my travels-but, cities which were half-destroyed, the buildings having their tops blown away, with windows like empty eye-sockets in a human skull. I saw these visions again and again. All the buildings that I saw were half-drowned in a reddish, muddish water.
It was as if there had been a flood and the buildings were sticking up out of this great flood, partly destroyed by a disaster of some kind, and it was a terrible sight.
And then, before I knew it, one of the creatures, the one standing next to my feet, drove something into my organ of manhood, but here there was no pain, just a violent irritation, as if I was making love to something or someone.
And then, when the creature withdrew the thing, which was like a small, black tube which it had forced into my organ of manhood, I did something which produced a strange result, and I did not do it intentionally. I think it was-my bladder opened, and I urinated straight into the chest of the creature which had pulled the thing out of my organ.
And if I had shot the creature, it would never have reacted as it did. It jerked away and nearly fell, and then it recovered and staggered away like a drunken insect, and left the room. I donít know whether my urine did it; I donít know. But that is what happened.
Then, after a while, the other creatures went away, leaving me with a dull pain in my nostril, with blood on my thigh, and the table wet with urine. And the thing standing above my head had not moved. It just stood there with itís right hand touching itís left shoulder, in a strangely beautiful and feminine way. It stood there looking at me. There was no expression in its face. I never saw any of the creatures talk or make any sound of any kind. All I do know is that they appeared to be mute.
And then, out of somewhere there arrived two other creatures, one of which was made entirely out of metal. Even in my worst nightmares, I still see this creature. It was tall. It was big. And the area in which we were was too small for it. It walked with a slight stoop, moving forward, and it was definitely not a living thing. It was a metal creature, a robot of some kind. And it came and it stood near my feet, its whole body clumsily bent, looking down at me. There was no mouth. There was no nose. There were just two bright eyes, which seemed to change color, and seemed to move somehow, like the crackling of an electrical device.
And then, behind this huge, bent creature, came a creature which surprised me. It was very, very, very, very swollen, sir, in appearance. It had pink skin. It had a blondish, very human body. It had very bright, blue, slanting eyes. It had hair which looked like nylon fiber of some kind. It had high cheek-bones and an almost human mouth, with full lips and a small, pointed chin. The creature, sir, was definitely a female but like an artist and a painter, which I am, and also a sculptor, I noticed that the creature was totally out of proportion. It was wrong.
First, its breasts were thin and pointed, and set too high upon its chest, not where a normal womanís breasts would be. Its body was powerful, almost fat, but its legs were too short and its arms were too short in proportion to the rest of its body. And it came towards me, looked down at me, and before I knew what it was doing, somehow it mated with me. It was a horrible experience, sir, even worse than what had been done to me before. But even now, the trauma of that day had affected my life even now, exactly 40 years later.
And after that, when the creatures had gone, leaving only the one creature which had been standing about my head, the creature standing about my head shook me by the hair, it gripped me by the head and forced me to stand off the table and to get off the table. I did that, and such was the state that I was in, that I fell onto my knees and hands, onto the floor.
And I noticed that that floor was strange. It had moving patterns in it, which kept on changing and shifting-purple, red, and greenish patterns, on a metal-grey background. And the creature pulled me by the hair, again, forcing me to stand up, and it pushed me roughly and made me follow it.
Sir, it would take too long for me to describe what I saw in that strange place, as the creature pushed me, roughly, from room to room. Even now my mind canít grasp what it was that I saw. Amongst many things that I saw were huge cylindrical objects, made of what appeared to be glass of some kind. And in these object, cylinders, which reached from the roof to the floor of the place we were going through, was what appeared to be a sort-of a greyish-pink liquid. And in this liquid I saw small editions of the alien creatures floating round and round, like disgusting little frogs, inside this liquid.
I couldnít understand what it was that I was being shown. But then, in the last room I was led through, I saw people, and other strange creatures, which, even now, my mind canít make head or sense out of, lying on the table.
And I passed a White man, a real White man, who smelled like a human being, was smelling of sweat, urine, excrement, and fear. This White man was lying on a table like the one I had been lying on, and I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine as I went by.
And then I found myself out in the bush. I found that my trousers were missing. There was a terrible pain in my left thigh. There was a pain in my penis which was starting to swell, and when I tried to pass water, the pain was excruciating. I took off my shirt and I used it as a loin-cloth and I walked through the bush.
I first met a group of young Rhodesian Black people who guided me to my teacherís village. And when I arrived outside that village, I smelled so horribly that every dog in the village came yapping and snarling to tear me to pieces. And it was only my teacher and her other students and the villagers who saved me on that day. My teacher and the villagers were not at all surprised by what I had to tell them. They accepted it, sir. They said to me that what had happened to me had happened to many other people before, and that I was lucky to return alive, because many people have disappeared in that part of the land, never to be seen again-White people, Black people, and so on.
Sir, Iím cutting a very long story short. In the year following, 1960, I was delivering parcels in the city of Johannesburg. You see, I was working in a curio shop, when a White man shouted at me to stop.
I assumed that the White man was a secret policeman who wanted to look into my identity documents. And when I tried to produce the documents, he told me, angrily, that he didnít want to see my stinking documents.
Sir, he asked me this question: "Listen, where the hell have I seen you before? Who are you?"
I said, "I am nobody, sir; I am just a working man."
He said, "Donít bullshit me, man; who the hell are you? Where did I see you before?"
And then I looked at him. I recognized him-his long, straggly, golden-brown hair, his ridiculous mustache and beard. I remembered him-his blue eyes blood-shot and naked-terror, shining upon his eyes, and his skin as pale as that of a goat.
I said, "Meneer", which is the Africanís way. "Meneer-I saw you in Rhodesia in a certain place underground." And if I had hit that White man with my fist, he wouldnít have reacted the way he did, sir. He turned away and walked with a terrible expression, and he disappeared on the other side of the street.
Now, roughly, this is what happened to me, sir, but it is not a unique experience at all.
Since that time I met many, many, many people who have had the identical experience that I said, and most of them were traditional Black men and women who can neither read nor write. They were coming to me to seek my help as a shaman, but I was, myself, looking for somebody wiser than I to tell me what had happened to me, exactly. Because, sir, when I get caught by the Mantindane, you become so traumatized, your life becomes so changed, you become so embarrassed and ashamed of yourself, you develop a self-hatred which you cannot understand, and there are subtle changes in your life which make no sense to you.
One: You develop a strange love for humankind. You want to shake everybody by the shoulders and say, "Hey, wake-up people; we are not alone. I know we are not alone!"
And, you develop a feeling that your life is no longer your own; and furthermore, you become compelled with a strange edge to move from place to place, to travell. You become worried about the future; you become worried about people.
And another thing, sir, which I hoped one day you would send people to me to see for their own self: you develop knowledge which doesnít belong to you. You develop an understanding of space, an understanding of time and creation which makes no sense to you as a human being-it is a state, after your terrible torture, after substances have been removed from you, some kind of exchange takes place where you suddenly know things that the Mantindane would know, which ordinary human beings do not know.
But, sir, I know that this sharing of God often happens even when-for example, at one time, in 1966, in South Africa, sir, I was arrested and rather savagely interrogated by the security police. It was that time when every Black intellectual, no matter who he or she was, had a visit from these really nasty guys, who put you to torture, sometimes, who used to put electrical devices on you, and ask you questions, and so on.
Sometimes, when these "human beings" were torturing you, you often used to sense what they were thinking. Somehow, when you are being tortured by human beings, not by Mantindane only, there is a transference of thought. For example, when a particularly nasty secret policeman was coming to beat you, you KNEW what he was thinking, even before he burst into the room in which you were held. You knew that he was coming, and you knew exactly what he was thinking and what he intended to do to you.
So, this is why I say the strange things that flood my mind. And what flooded my mind on that day were visions from the mind of the Mantindane.
Since that time-I am a man of only very limited education-I found it hard to speak, let alone to write English. I take long to say things which people of better English would say in few words. But, my hands are capable of making things which nobody ever taught me.
I make engines, rocket engines that actually work. I make guns, of any type I wish, and all people who know me will tell you this and, Mr. David Icke, sir, might show you pictures of what Iíve done around my new home. I have made large robots out of scrap iron, and some of these robots are going to work. I donít know where I acquired this knowledge from. And since that terrible day, the visions I have seen since I was a child, and the ordinary impressions which I have as a shaman, have grown much more intense.
I donít know why, and I want to know the reason why. But I can tell you, sir, that these creatures, which people wrongly call aliens, are not aliens at all.
Over many years of looking into this thing, trying to understand it, I can tell you this: that the Mantindane, and the other kinds of alien beings that our people know about, are sexually compatible with human beings. The Mantindane are capable of impregnating African women.
And I have come across many cases of this during the last 30 years or so. For example, according to our culture, abortion is regarded as worse than murder. And if a tribal woman from a rural area in South Africa is found to be pregnant by some unknown person, and then her pregnancy disappears, that, sir, relative to that woman, accuses her of having committed abortion, and yet she denies this, of course.
And because of the fight that results between her and her relatives, the husbandís relatives, then she challenges these people who are accusing her to take her to a sangoma; that is a person like myself. The sangoma will sometimes examine the woman and, if the sangoma finds that the woman had been pregnant, and had somehow had her fetus removed-a thing which, when it is done by the Mantindane, results in specific injuries to the woman which anyone with experience can recognize-then, the sangoma knows that the woman is telling the truth.
Also, the smell which clings to people who have been through the hands of the Mantindane, that meticulous man which is unforgetable, always clings to all women who have been impregnated by the Mantindane, no matter how much perfume or powder they try to use.
So, that is why many such cases land on the doorstep of my life. Sangomas bring such people to me in large numbers, because they think I am the best one to help in such problems.
So, in the last 40 years or so, I have received many women who have actually been impregnated by the Mantindane and their pregnancies mysteriously terminated, leaving the woman feeling defiled, feeling guilty, and rejected by her family. It becomes my duty to convince the family of the womanís innocence, to try and heal the terrible spiritual and mental-as well as physical-trauma that the woman has undergone, and to otherwise help her and her members of the family, and forget what happened.
No, sir; if these aliens are from a far away planet, why are they able to impregnate women? And why did that strange creature, which was naked, with red pubic hair, which climbed over me on that working table, why did it have an organ which, though slightly different from that of a normal woman, was still a recognizable female organ?
The creatureís organ was in the wrong place. It was slightly more in the front, where that of normal woman is between the legs. But it was recognizable, and it looked like a female organ. It had hair like a womanís organ.
Note from Na'ven: I think the person he described was a human created by the Annunaki. Earlier he even mentioned that there were tubes in one of the rooms filled with fluid. That's a common characteristic of cloning or creating different life forms. They're basically incubators.
Also, the Annunaki do come from a different world, but yes just like how we are built off of Pleiadian DNA and are compatible with the Pleiadians, I guess apparently we are compatible with Annunaki DNA as well.
So, sir, I believe that these so-called aliens donít come from far away at all. I believe that they are here with us, and I believe that they need substances from us, just as some of us human beings use certain things from wild animals, such as monkey glands, for certain selfish purposes of our own.
I believe, sir, that we should study this dangerous phenomenon very, very, clearly and with objective minds.
Far too many people fall into the temptation of looking upon these "aliens" as supernatural creatures. They are just solid creatures, sir. They are like us; and, furthermore, Iím going to make a statement here which will come as a surprise: the Grey aliens, sir, are edible. Surprised?
Martin: Please continue.
Credo Mutwa: I said, sir, the Grey aliens are edible.
Martin: Yes, I heard that and Iím anxious to....
Credo Mutwa: Their flesh is protein, just as animal flesh on Earth is, but, anyone who ingests Grey alien flesh comes very, very close to death. I nearly did.
You see, in Lesotho there is a mountain called Laribe; it is called the Crying Stone mountain. On several occasions, in the last 50 years or so, alien craft have crashed against this mountain.
And one last incident was reported in the newspapers not so long ago. An African who believes that these creatures are gods, when they find the corpse of a dead Grey alien, they take it, put it in a bag, and drag it into the bush, where they dismember it and ritually eat it. But some of them die as a result of ingesting that thing.
About a year before I had the experience from the Inyangani Mountains, I had been given, by a friend of mine in Lesotho, flesh from what he called a sky god. I was skeptical.
He gave me a small lump of grey, rather dry stuff, which he said was the flesh. And he and I and his wife ritually ate this thing, one night. After we had eaten this thing, sir, on the following day, exactly, our bodies erupted into a rash which was like nothing I had experienced in my life before.
Our bodies were so full of the rash and urticaria, it was as if we had small pox. We itched, the itching was horrible, especially under the arm-pits and between the legs, and the buttocks. Our tongues began to swell. We could not breathe. And for a number of days, my friend, his wife and I were totally helpless, secretly attended by initiates who were studying under my friend, who was a shaman.
I came very close to death. There was bleeding from nearly every orifice in our body. We passed blood, much blood when we went to the toilet. We could barely walk, barely breathe. And after about 4 or 5 days, the rash subsided, then the pealing of the skin took its place now. Our skins began to peal, in scales like that of a snake shedding itís skin.
Sir, it was one of the most terrible experiences I had undergone. In fact, when I began to feel better, I think that my being abducted by the Mantindane was the direct result of my having ingested flesh from one of these creatures. I had not believed that what my friend was giving me was flesh from a creature. I assumed it was some kind of root or herb or whatever. But, afterwards, I recalled the taste of the thing. It had a coppery taste, and had the same type of smell that I was to encounter in 1959.
And, after the rash went down-while I was still peeling and we were smeared from head to foot with coconut oil by the initiates, every day-a strange change came over us, sir, which I am asking all people of knowledge who would read this in your country to try and explain to me. We went crazy, sir, utterly crazy.
We started laughing like real loony tunes. It was ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, day after day-for the slightest things we started laughing our heads off, for hours, until you were nearly exhausted.
And then the laughing went away; and then a strange thing happened, a thing which my friend said was the goal which those who ate the flesh of a Mantindane wanted to achieve.
It was as if we had ingested a strange substance, a drug, a drug like no other on this Earth. Suddenly, our feelings were heightened.
When you drank water, it was as if you had drunk a wine of some kind. Water became as delicious as a man-made drink. Food began to taste amazingly. Every feeling was heightened, and itís indescribable-it was as if I was one with the very heart of the universe. I cannot describe it any other way.
And this feeling of amazing intensity of feeling lasted for over 2 months. When I listened to music, it was as if there was music behind the music, behind the music. When I painted pictures-which is what I do for a living-and when I was holding a particular color on the tip of my brush, it was as if there were other colors in that color. It was an indescribable thing, sir. Even now I cannot describe it. But let me now, sir, go to something else.
The Mantindane are not the only alien beings that we Africans have seen and know about, and have got stories to tell about.
Many, many, many centuries ago, before the first White-man came to Africa, we African people encountered a race of alien beings which looked exactly like the European White-man who were going to invade Africa in our future.
These alien creatures are tall. Some of them are rather well built, like athletes, and they have slightly slanting blue eyes and high cheek-bones. And they have got golden hair, and they look exactly like the Europeans of today, with one exception: their fingers are beautifully made, long and like those of musicians and artists.
Now, these creatures came to Africa out of the sky, in craft which looked like the boomerang of the Australian people. Now, when one of these craft comes down to land, it creates a whirlwind of dust, which makes a very large sound indeed, like that of a tornado. In the language of some African tribes, a whirlwind is zungar-uzungo.
Now, our people gave several names to these White-skinned aliens. They called them Wazungu, a word which loosely means "god" but literally means "people of the dust-devil or the whirlwind".
Note from Na'ven: They probably saw the Pleiadians.
And, our people were familiar with these Wazungu from the start. They saw them, and they saw that some-in fact, many-of these Wazungu carry what appears to be a sphere made of crystal or glass, a sphere which they always playfully bounce like a ball in their hands. And when a force of warriors tries to capture a Wazungu, the Wazungu throws this ball into the air, catches it in his hands, and then disappears.
But, some Wazungu were captured by Africans in the past and forcibly kept prisoner in the villages of chiefs, and in the caves of shamans. The person who had captured the Muzungu, as he is called in singular, had to make sure that he kept the glass-globe well-hidden from the Wazungu. So long as he kept the globe hostage, the Muzungu could not escape.
And when Africans saw the real Europeans, the White men from Europe, they transferred to them the name Wazungu. Before we met the people from Europe, we Africans, we had met White-skinned Wazungu, and we transferred the name Wazungu to the real Europeans, from the aliens.
Now, in the Zulu language, we call a White man Umlungu. Now, the word Umlungu means exactly the same as Wazungu, "a god or a creature which creates a big whirlwind underground".
In Zaire, called now the Democratic Republic of the Congo, White people are called Watende or Walende. This, again, means "a god or a White creature". And, the word Watende not only is used to refer to the pink-skinned alien, but is also used to refer to the field Chitauli. In Zaire, when shamans talk fearfully about the lords who control the Earth, they refer to them not as Chitauli, but they refer to them euphemistically as Watende-wa-muinda-that is, "the White creature which carries a light" because at night the Chitauliís forehead eyes glow like red lights in the dense bush. They glow like the rear lights of an automobile in the dense bush. So, a Watende-wa-muinda "the White creature of the light", that is what the Chitauli are called in the Democratic Republic of the Congo.
There are over 24 other alien creatures, sir, that we Africans know about, but I will tell you briefly, now, about only two.
Sir, in the country called Zimbabwe, where I had my encounter in 1959, there is also another creature. This is the most amazing creature, and I saw it once, and so did several other people, some Black and some White, who were with me. This creature is a huge creature, and shaped exactly like a gorilla, but it is unlike a gorilla, which often walks on its feet, as well as on its knuckles. The creature Iím talking about, sir, stands about 8 feet or 9 feet high, and is built exactly like a gorilla, but its body is very powerful. Its shoulders are very wide, itís neck is very thick. It is covered with thick, rough fur, like no other wild animal in Africa.
It is a humanoid creature, with thighs and legs and feet, as well as arms and hands which look exactly like those of a human being, only covered with a heavy mat of dark-brown fur. This creature, sir, is known as Ogo by the people of Zimbabwe. And schools of people have seen this creature, hundreds over the many generations. Some of these creatures have been seen right here in South Africa, in isolated bushy and mountainous places. And these Ogo are, detail for detail, exactly like what the Native American people of the Northwestern United States call a Sasquatch or Bigfoot.
In fact, I say it is the same creature and we have it right here in southern Africa. It is also exactly the same creature, but with a totally different skin color, as the one that is seen by the people of Nepal on the slopes of the Himalaya mountains, the creature that is called a Yeti.
Now, then, the last creature, sir, a creature which is so well known in South Africa, and elsewhere in Africa, that if you mention its name, people smile. It is called a Tokoloshe. Every African knows what a Tokoloshe is. Some call it Tikoloshe.
It looks like a very nasty looking teddy-bear in appearance, in that itís head is like that of a teddy-bear, but it has got a thick, sharp, bony ridge on top of its head. The ridge goes from above its forehead to the back of its head, and with this ridge it can knock down an ox by butting it with its head.
This creature causes the Black people in certain places to raise their beds on bricks, one brick laid on top of the other one, about 3 feet above the ground. And you find this all over South Africa. This Tokoloshe likes to play with children, and has been seen hundreds of times by school children, in various parts of South Africa, even in recent times.
Sometimes it will terrorize children by scratching them as they sleep, leaving long, parallel scratches on a childís back and upon a childís thighs, scratches that become infected and itch terribly.
About two years ago, a creature like this terrorized a whole school of children in Soweto, near Johannesburg. And the school children called it pinky-pinky. Now, this creature is not only known in South Africa amongst Black people, it is also known, sir, amongst Polynesian people of Hawaii, and other islands in the Pacific. These people lift their huts, their grass houses, on stilts, to the height exactly that Africans lift their bed. When you ask a Polynesian, "Why do you built your huts like this?" The Polynesian will say, "We want to protect ourselves from Tiki."
Now, this is interesting, sir-that a creature exactly like the one seen in South Africa is also seen on some Pacific islands, and the name by which it is known in the Pacific, Tiki, is very close to the African word Tikiloshe, or Tokoloshe.
One day I hope to share more of this information with your readers, but my appeal, again, is this: Please investigate! Please, let us investigate! Let us stop being too skeptical. Excessive skepticism is just as dangerous and as evil as gullibility.
Nobody can tell me that aliens donít exist. Let someone tell me, what is the meaning of this hole in my side? Let someone tell me, why is it that after I had been mated to that strange creature, in that strange place, my organ of manhood swelled horribly, and for many years after that I couldnít make love to an ordinary woman, properly. Why? If that was a figment of my imagination, how can a figment of oneís imagination leave you with scars and cracks on your male organ, some of which have not healed to this date? Let such people answer me that question.
We must investigate, sir, because there is every sign that the alien creatures sharing this planet with us are getting desperate. Why? Because, you see, there is a great fight shaping up, and anyone who thinks deeply about such things can see this fight coming.
What am I talking about? Sir, until 30 or 40 years ago, very few people cared about the environment. Very few people were concerned about the destruction of the rain forests in Africa and elsewhere. Very few people were concerned when White hunters, who, at that time were regarded as heroes, massacred Africaís animals in the thousands. Very few people were concerned when the great nations of the world, such as the United States, Russia, Britain, and France, openly tested nuclear weapons in many parts of the world.
Today there are people who would spit at a big-game hunter if he showed himself in a hotel and announced what he was. Today a big-game hunter is no longer looked upon as a hero, but rather as a murderer. Today there are men and women, Black and White, who are prepared to risk their lives to save trees, to save animals, and to stop the insanity of testing nuclear weapons.
Sir, what does this tell you? It tells you that, after many thousands of years of being dominated by alien creatures, human beings are starting to fight back. Human beings are starting to care about the world in which they live and in which they find themselves. But, the aliens, the Chitauli, the Mantindane-call them what you will-are not going to take that lying down. They are going to punish us, as they did centuries before.
The aliens once destroyed a nation whose name has come down to us Africans as the nation of Amariri. It is said that the kings of Amariri, this fabulous country which we believed lay beyond the setting of the Sun, were refusing to do what the Chitauli were telling them to do.
The kings, at that time, were refusing to sacrifice their children to the Chitauli. They were refusing to make war on fellow human-beings, in order to sustain the Chitauli, with their godís image.
It is said that the Chitauli brought down a fire from Heaven. They took fire from the Sun itself and they used it to burn that great civilization away. They caused earthquakes and tidal waves and destroyed the great civilization of the Red people of the long green hair, who are said to have been the first people ever to be created on this Earth. It is said that the Chitauli allowed only a few surviving people to escape the destruction of Amariri, and that they are prepared to do this again in the very near future.
Iím worried about what is going to happen in other countries in the world. All these earthquakes, which have caused the destruction of human life in the Middle East and in parts of Africa and India, why does my heart feel frightened when I read about all this? These earthquakes are happening with unnatural regularity now, in Egypt, in Armenia, and one of these earthquakes was so powerful, it went right through the planet Earth and caused a very sacred rock in Namibia, a rock known as the Finger of God, which has been standing for tens of thousands of years, to collapse in a heap of rubble. And when that rock collapsed, I received many worried letters from sangomas who believed that because this rock had fallen, then the end of the world was very, very near.
Is there a question, please?
Martin: I read your poem, your pledge. In your pledge you mention the name Jabulon. Can you explain who that is?
Credo Mutwa: Jabulon, sir, is a very strange god. He is supposed to be the leader of the Chitauli. He is a god, to my great surprise, which I find certain groups of White people, especially, worshipping. We have known about Jabulon for many, many centuries, we Black people. But I am surprised that there are White people who worship this god, and these people, amongst them are people whom many have blamed for all the things that have happened on this Earth, namely, the Freemason people. We believe that Jabulon is the leader of the Chitauli. He is the Old One. And one of his names, in the African language, sir, is Umbaba-Samahongo-"the lord king, the great father of the terrible eyes"-because we believe that Jabulon has got one eye which, if he opens it, you die if he looks at you.
It is said, sir, the Umbaba ran away from an eastern land during a power struggle with one of his sons, and he took refuge in Central Africa, where he hides in a cave, deep underground. And it is an amazing thing, sir-it is said that under the Mountains of the Moon in Zaire is this great city of copper, of many thousands of shining buildings. There dwells the god Umbaba or Jabulon. And this god is waiting for the day when the surface of the Earth will be cleared of human beings so that he, and his children, the Chitauli, can come out and enjoy the heat of the Sun.
And, one day, sir, I had a very unexpected visit while I was living in Soweto, near Johannesburg. I was visited by priests from Tibet.
One of these priests, Iím sure you have met him or you know of him. His name is Akyong Rinpochce. He is one of the leading Tibetan priests in England who was exiled with the Dalai Lama, and he visited me one day while I was in my medicinal village in Soweto. And one of the things that Akyong Rinpochce asked me was, "Do I know of a secret city which is somewhere in Africa, a city made of copper?"
I said, "But, Akyong, you are describing the city of Umbaba, the city of the unseen god, the god who hides underground. How do you know about this?" And Akyong Rinpochce, who is a very serious investigator of strange phenomena, told me that at one time the great Lama left Tibet with a group of followers and came to Africa searching for this city. And the Lama, and his followers, were never seen again. They never returned back to Tibet.
Now, sir, we have got stories in central and southern Africa about little Yellow men who came to Africa looking for the city of Umbaba, the city from which you cannot return alive. What is amazing, sir-I donít know whether this falls within the orbit of your newspaper, but-there are very, very disturbing stories which I have followed-up here in South Africa, stories which make no sense to me.
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Credo Mutwa: Hello.
Martin: Yes, Credo. May I just say that I am very appreciative of your taking this time to talk with me, and I realize itís difficult.
Credo Mutwa: I appreciate the honor that you are doing me, much more than you realize. And I know how White people often treat anyone who talks on the subject that I am talking about, as weird.
Sir, I really shouldnít be exposing myself to public ridicule, as I am, but, our people ARE DYING! Not only do we have problems with drugs in southern Africa, not only do we have problems with crime in my country, which is getting a thousand times more vicious than it ever was before, not only do we have problems with AIDS, sir, but we also have got weird problems which often come our way-problems which, when you study them together, show you that something unearthly is going on in southern Africa. Can I share this thing with you, sir?
Martin: Yes, please.
Credo Mutwa: Sir, according to my culture it is very rude for one man simply to talk to another man without giving that other man the chance to talk back to him. So, out of respect of your paper and of you, I would like to ask you, in your country, the United States, do you have strange stories about underground structures which are built-because we are having similar stories in South Africa, and with us they are having very strange results, indeed.
Martin: Yes, there are many stories of underground-we call them underground bases, actually, and, in fact, in the newspaper I was associated with earlier, we published an entire edition on exposing the locations of those underground bases. Not only that....
Credo Mutwa: There is exactly the same thing here in South Africa, and there has been for a number of years. I was able to confirm one to my own satisfaction, but I have failed to confirm others. You see, sir, a man like me, who walks two worlds-the African mystical world, as well as the modern, down-to-Earth world-must be careful of what he says. But, about 5 years ago, I was living in the little town of Masikeng, a very historical town which was the site of a famous siege by the Boors, in the war of 1899-1902.
It was in this town, sir, that the Scout movement, the Boy Scout movement, was founded by Captain Powell. Iím sure youíve heard about him. But, while I was living in Masinkeng, a number of people came to me, ordinary tribesmen and women, sir, some of them totally illiterate. These people complained to me that their relatives had mysteriously disappeared. They wanted me to divine where their relatives have gone to. And, I asked these people, all of whom did not know each other, where did your relatives disappear?
These people had told me an incredible story, and it was this: Not far from Masikeng there is a famous place which Iím sure you have heard about, a place which we call the Las Vegas of South Africa. This is the famous casinoe/hotel complex called Sun City.
Credo Mutwa: I was told that under Sun City strange mining operations were in progress, deep underground, and that many of the Africans who worked in those mines disappeared and never returned home again, although their paychecks kept on being sent to their family. The men never returned home, as ordinary miners do.
Now, I looked into this phenomenon, sir, and, like a fool, I refused to believe it. And then more stories came my way, because when an African is in deep trouble, he or she always looks for a sangoma to find the reason behind the trouble.
Sir, the other story was this, and this one I found to be a shocking truth-that there was construction across the border from South Africa, in the land known as Botswana. There, the Americans were working with African labor, who had been sworn to secrecy. The Americans were building there a secret airport which can take modern jet fighters. Now, I couldnít believe this. Again, I was told that many had mysteriously disappeared there-ordinary tribesmen, sir, not even educated Black people; ordinary workers have gone missing. And when their relatives try to find out where they had gone, they are met with stone-cold silence.
Now, I wanted to have a look at this thing, and one thing that made me act was that a strange story swept through South Africa, that a South African jet aircraft, a jet fighter, had shot down a flying saucer. And the jet fighter had been scrambled from this secret base.
Now, sir, I decided to investigate because my credibility as a shaman and as a sangoma was at stake. I went to Botswana. It was very easy. You can still cross through the wire and get into that country. The borders are not as heavily sealed in certain places as many people would think.
I went there with some friends and I found that there was such a base in Botswana, not underground, but on the surface. It is an aircraft base, but Black people are afraid of even being seen near there because it is said that you will disappear if you get too close to the place, and the man who took us there didnít want to come near that place. I studied it from far away, and it does exist, and the man said if we got any nearer to the place, we would disappear. Which is a very odd thing, sir, because there are many military bases all over South Africa, and in Botswana, but this particular one fills the local people with deep terror. Why this would be so, Iím still struggling to find out, even now, because there are too many strange things going on in my country, and they are affecting the lives of many of our people very badly indeed.
Now, there is another thing, sir: It is that one of the things that the Chitauli like to do in their underground caves, where many fires are always kept ablaze, we are told, is that when a Chitauli gets sick and starts to lose a large area of skin on his body, it is said that there is a disease that the Chitauli suffer from which causes them to lose large areas of their skin, leaving only raw flesh.
When the Chitauli gets sick this way, a young girl, a virgin, is usually kidnapped by the servant of the Chitauli and is brought to the underground place. There the girl is bound, hand and foot, and wrapped in a golden blanket, and is forced to lie next to the Chitauli, the sick Chitauli, week after week, being well fed and well cared for, but kept bound hand and foot, and only released at certain times to relieve herself. It is said that after the sick Chitauli shows signs of getting better, then the human girl is manipulated into trying to escape. She is given a chance to escape, a chance which is really not a chance. Then, when the girl escapes, she runs, but she is pursued over a long distance underground by flying creatures which are made of metal, and she is recaptured when she reaches the height of fear and exhaustion.
Then she is laid on an altar, usually a rough rock, flat on top. Then, she is cruelly sacrificed, sir, and her blood is drunk by the sick Chitauli, which then recovers. But, the girl must not be sacrificed until she is very, very, very frightened, because if she is not frightened, it is said that her blood will not save the sick Chitauli. It must be the blood of a very frightened human being, indeed.
Now, this habit of chasing a victim was also practiced by ordinary African cannibals, sir. In Zulu-land, in the last century, there were cannibals who used to eat people, and their descendants, even today, will tell you, if they trust you, that the flesh of the human being who has been frightened and made to run over a great distance, while trying to escape, tastes far better than the flesh of someone who was simply killed.
Now, sir, some time ago here in South Africa-and it is still an ongoing process-5 White girls disappeared. They were school-girls, sir. These school-girls were, every one of them, a highly talented child-either a child who showed signs of developing spiritual power, or a child who was a leader of her class in one particular thought or subject of learning. Five such children disappeared in South Africa. It was a very big story in the newspaper and, at one time, White people came to me and persuaded me to try and trace these children.
And one day a White man brought to me a rubber toy belonging to a White child who had disappeared. And I took the rubber toy in my hands and I noticed that the creatureís eyes appeared to move. It was as if the rubber toy, a toy dinosaur, was about to burst into tears. I felt very bad, as if I could stand up and run away. And then I told this White man, "Listen to me: The child who held this toy is dead. What are you trying to do to me? This child is dead. I feel it."
And the White man, who was a television producer, took the toy, the school bookss, and the jersey, and he went away. And, sure enough, the White school child was found dead, buried in a shallow grave next to a road.
Now, other people came to me asking for my help in finding their missing children. Are they dead? Are they alive? Before I could do anything, sir-at that time I still had a telephone in my home-my telephone started ringing and people with very angry voices, White people voices, shouted at me and told me to stop helping those people. They told me that if I donít stop, acid would be thrown into my wifeís face, and that my children would be murdered, one after the other.
And, sure enough, sure enough, my youngest son was brutally stabbed, almost to death, one day, by mysterious people whom his friends later told me had been White-skinned people. And so, I stopped, sir.
I am told, reliably, that over 1,000 children disappear in South Africa, almost every month. And they disappear, never to be seen again. Many people, especially in the newspaper field, think that this is the result of child prostitution rackets. But I do not think so. The children-if you check the history of many of these children, they were not ordinary street children, sir. They are school children who stand out in their class, because of certain subjects at which they are good, or, who stand out in their class because of thoughts which they are good at.
Not only that, sir, but ordinary women have disappeared this way, in Masikeng, also, at more or less the same time that the 5 White children disappeared. In Masikeng, two Black school teachers, female school teachers, disappeared in their car and were never seen again. But I donít want to burden you, sir, with this terrible story.
But let me tell you one last thing: After the disappearance of the 5 White school children, the police arrested a priest, a reverend of the White Reform Church, Reverend Van Rooyen. It was said that it was Van Rooyen who was responsible for the disappearance of these poor White school kids. And, he had been assisted by his girlfriend, who hand-picked these children. Before Van Rooyen could appear in court, a very strange thing happened. He and his girlfriend were shot in their little vehicle, a little 4x4 truck. And, after they had been shot, the truck managed to come to a stop-a thing that a moving truck never does-and I was told, afterwards, by a White woman who knew Van Rooyen, that Van Rooyen and his woman had not committed this crime as the police had said to the newspapers.
They had actually been murdered. Why? Because Van Rooyen was found with a gunshot wound in his right temple, and yet, all of the people who knew him knew that he had been a left-handed man. So, who murdered Van Rooyen and his woman? It is one of the biggest and the ugliest mysteries in South Africa to date.
There is more, much more along these lines, but I wonít waste your time with it.
Martin: When we were talking about the Greys, you talked about the Chitauli. You had described them, the reptilians-now correct me if Iím wrong-were you describing them as tall, thin, large-headed, large-eyed beings?
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir. They are tall. They walk with a-you see, the Grey aliens walk with a jerking motion, sir, as if there is something wrong with their legs. But, the Chitauli walk very gracefully, like trees gently swaying in the wind.
They are tall. They have large heads. Some of them have got horns all around their heads. Now, let me express amazement, there exists-that in one of the films that recently appeared in South Africa, a Star Wars film, the latest one, shows a character EXACTLY like a Chitauli, exactly! Itís got horns all around itís head. These are the warrior Chitauli.
The royal Chitauli have got no horns around their head, but have got a darker ridge reaching from above their forehead to their back. They are very graceful creatures, we are told, sir, but they have got-their little finger is a claw which is a very sharp, straight claw, which they use to punch into human noses, in order to drink human brains in one of their rituals.
Martin: Now, are they fair skinned?
Credo Mutwa: They are not pink skinned. They are white-skinned, like paper, almost like certain types of cardboard. Their skin is like that, it is the skin, definitely, of scaly, reptile-like creatures. Their foreheads are very large, bulging, and they look highly, highly intelligent.
Martin: Now, itís been said-Iíve heard that these beings are very controlling and they thrive on "divide and conquer".
Credo Mutwa: Yes, they do, sir. They set human being against human being. I could give you many amusing examples, using some African language, how the Chitauli are said to have divided human beings. They like-do you know who they like, sir? They like religious fanatics.
Credo Mutwa: Ones who are burdened by too much religion are very popular with the Chitauli.
Martin: Well, now, I canít help but wonder if the Chitauli are prevalent in the United States because of the large number of underground bases. In the United States, alone, the numbers of missing children are so astronomically high that the White-slave trade does not answer those questions.
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir, I agree. But, Iím sorry, sir, I feel that it is in Africa that something very funny is designed to happen. Let me tell you what happened to me, recently, sir. We still have a little time. I wonít be long, one minute or less.
Martin: No, no-thatís fine.
Credo Mutwa: When I started talking to Mr. David Icke, and it was (when) Mr. Icke started speaking about me in Cape Town, I received a visit from 3 White people who pretended to be from South America. These people told me that something is going to happen on the 9th of this month, on 9-9-99. They said that this was going to happen in Lake Titicaca, a place which I once visited about 2 years ago.
Martin: A very special place.
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir. And then, these people told me, when we were speaking-these people, sir, speaking through an interpreter-told me that Africa is the country where something is going to happen soon which will decide the fate of all humankind.
And then, we parted on very friendly words, sir, but these people had left me a letter which I did not open until a few hours after they had left. And in this letter was written that I should not attend David Ickeís talk, and that a strange person called Alia Czar was watching me. I donít know who Alia Czar is.
And they said to me-these people had said to me when we met-that they were under a great lord called Melchizedek. And, after Iíd read this threatening letter, which threatened that if I talked, my wife, who is sick of cancer in hospital, is going to die if I talked. Then, I began to wonder. Who were these people?
Then, because Iíve been to South America before, I found that the Spanish language with which they were speaking was different from the language, the Spanish which is spoken in South America. These people were using Spanish from Spain, and not the slightly weakened Spanish from South America.
Even now, sir, that threat is still hanging over my head and, may I point out, sir, a strange thing which whoever you will send to me one day will see for themself: my wife is sick of cancer in the hospital, which is the largest hospital in South Africa, sir. And in one of the x-rays taken of my wifeís womb, a strange metal device was seen-of a kind which has puzzled doctors. I spoke to my wife. I asked her, "Who put this object, which the x-rays have seen, in her womb."
My wife said nobody had ever touched her, and nobody had ever inserted anything into her. But this artifact, sir, which is clearly marked in the x-ray, and is clearly indicated with an arrow, is first seen in one x-ray plate, disappears for the next 2 plates, and is seen on the 4th plate again. Iíve been wondering very, very much about this.
No matter what we may think, sir, there are strange things going on in this world and they require an agent, investigation, and explanation. What is this strange device, which the doctors cannot identify, doing inside the uterus of a 65-year-old woman? My wife is suffering, and I can lose her at any time now, because I canít even get her out of hospital. Who put this device in her uterus, and why? I will never know the answer, not in this world.
Martin: Iím very sorry to hear about your wife having cancer. I just lost my mother last year to cancer and I know that is a very painful struggle.
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir, it is.
Martin: So, I am very sorry that you are going through that.
Credo Mutwa: Through the training as a Zulu step-son warrior, we have got something like the Japanese Samuri which we call the Kaway, which is a Sun warrior. When a Sun warrior, who is trained like I am, undergoes a terrible experience, he must channel the pain caused by that experience into cold, battle anger, in order to overcome the grief he feels.
And, at this moment, sir, I am aggrieved about what is happening in my country; about whatís happening to my people; about whatís happening to my wife, who is also my half-sister. You see, ours is what was called a sacred marriage between a man, a sanusi, a shaman, and his half-sister. And, the wife Iím about to lose is my half-sister. Our father is one man, although our mothers were different.
You know, sir, I feel a cold rage that Africa is being destroyed. I feel, sir, a cold rage that my people are being destroyed by forces which, when you study them, you find are totally alien. And, here, let me share with you, sir, one last thing, please, which will make your readers understand why I am feeling what I am feeling now.
As you know, sir, there is AIDS going like a silent fire through South Africa. And, last year, I found, to my horror, that one of my six children, my 21-year-old daughter, is HIV positive. Sir, I feel a cold rage in my heart that we are allowing an alien disease that came from we know not where, a disease which anyone, with any thought, realizes was manufactured somewhere in order to destroy large swaths of humankind.
When I look into my daughterís eyes, sir, I feel a chill. Iíve got two daughters, grown-up, young women, and she is the last. The other one is short and dumpy, and a loving-a lovely African girl with a big backside and big breasts. But this girl, who is dying of this disease, is slender, dark-skinned like my mother, and she is very beautiful, even by European standards-and I cannot look into my childís eyes and see what I read there: a resignation, a why? Why?
If AIDS was a natural disease, sir, I would accept it, because man must live side-by-side with illness in this world. But a child, you spend years educating and bringing-up, suddenly being snuffed-out before your eyes, by a disease made by evil people, I want to tear somebodyís eyes out for what Iíve seen happening. Iím sorry, sir.
Martin: I understand.
Credo Mutwa: We must look into this thing. Is there one last question you would like to ask?
Martin: Yes. I would like to go back to the copper city for a moment. It would seem that this Jabulon would be the equivalent of what, in the West, we call Satan. Would you say that?
Credo Mutwa: I think so, yes, sir. He is the chief of the Chitauli. And, like Satan, he lives in a house underground where great fires are always lighted, to keep him warm. Because, we are told, that after the great war they fought with God, they became cold in their blood and they cannot stand freezing weather, which is why they require human blood, and also they require fire always to be kept working where they are.
Martin: Well itís been said, in the recent video tape that David Icke has put out, that the shape-shifting reptilians, in order to maintain their faÁade, their cover, their human-like appearance, they must drink human blood. And there is something about the blond gene, apparently. Now, I donít know what...
Credo Mutwa: Yes. Mr. David Icke shared that a little with me, sir. He told me that, repeatedly, golden-haired people get sacrificed by the Chitauli , and then I told him, in my turn, what I know from Africa.
You see, sir, not all Africans have got black hair. There are Africans who are regarded as very holy, as very sacred. These are Africans who are born with natural red hair. These Africans are believed to be very spiritually powerful. Now, in Africa, such people, albeamers or red-headed Africans, were the most victims of sacrifice, especially when they were just entering maturity-whether they were males or females.
Martin: Now, when you were able to see the eyes beneath the Grey alienís exterior, would you say that those were reptilian beings underneath that cover?
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir, exactly. I will tell you why. There is a snake here in South Africa which is called a Mamba.
Martin: Yes, very deadly.
Credo Mutwa: It is one of the most poisonous snakes that you can find. It has got eyes EXACTLY like those of a Chitauli and of a Mantindane. And so has a Python, sir. A crocodileís eyes are very ET-looking, and they donít look as hypnotic and as piercing as those of a Mamba or a Python. If you can image, sir, the eye of a Python, magnified about 10 times, then you have got exactly what a Chitauliís eyes look like.
Martin: Well, it is said, and I believe this to be true, that there is a-for lack of a better way of putting it-there is a war between Light and Dark, Good and Evil, on this planet.
Credo Mutwa: Yes. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Yes.
Martin: And there certainly is a God in His Universe, a God of Light and Justness.
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir.
Martin: How does your culture, how do you view the intervention of God through His Hosts, through His Representatives? In all things there must be a balance, and that includes on planet Earth-as above, so below. How do you see-for many readers, they can read about this all, and it sounds very frightening and very, almost, hopeless-and yet, there certainly is hope. So, I would like to end this interview on a message of hope.
Credo Mutwa: Yes. Please, sir, there IS hope! Look, first of all, there IS a God above us. And this God is more real than most of us believe. God is not a figment of someoneís imagination. God is not something dreamt-up by old men and old women in prehistoric times. God exists, sir. But standing between us and God are creatures who claim to be gods. And these creatures we must get rid of in order to get closer to God.
Sir, I have lived a long and very strange life, and I can tell you that there is a God, and He is intervening. However, we see Godís intervening as slow, but wait: Who would have thought that less than 30 years ago, not one person cared about the environment. Who put this sudden Godliness within all of us?
Today, sir, people everywhere in the world are standing up and fighting for the rights of women and for the rights of children. Who has put these ideas into our minds? Not the Chitauli, not any demonic entity, it is God acting in the shadow and making us strong and able to resist these ugly creatures.
You see, sir, God seems to work slowly in our eyes, because God lives in a time-sphere totally different from our own. God is there. God is working. And it is God, sir, who, for the first time in our existence, is making us aware of these things, making us aware that on this world we are not alone, and that we must be soul-ly and solely responsible for our actions, and we must neutralize these alien beings who for years have led us around in circles.
Human beings have never known any real progress, sir, because there have been forces that have been stopping us from reaching our rightful position in the universe, and I mean the Chitauli, I mean the Mantindane, I mean the Midzimu. We must stop regarding these creatures as super-human creatures. They are just parasites who need us more than we need them. And only a fool will ever deny the fact that we are not the only intelligent species of being that this planet has produced.
All over Africa there is overwhelming evidence that once there were gigantic human beings who walked this planet, in the days of the dinosaur. There are footprints in granite, each one 6 foot long by 3 Ĺ wide, footprints of mature human beings, sir, which date back thousands of years, millions of years. Where did these giants go to? Who knows; the dinosaurs may have produced an intelligent race, a race which deceives us into thinking that it comes from the stars, when in fact it is part of this planet on which we live.
There is hope, and the hope is very bright. A Christ-child is being born in all of us, but like all deaths, the death of the Light-child (the death of the old-self prior to transformation into "Christness") is going to be attended by great danger, as the enemy is going to be driven into desperation. The enemy will make mistakes and we will conquer him in Godís sacred name. That is what I believe, sir, and that is what Iím going to hold-on believing until my last breath.
Martin: And that is a perfect place to end this-on that thought, on that note.
Now, let me just say, just for you, since 1974, I have seen many, many spaceships, close-up (though not inside nor by abduction). I have experienced-in the mountains of southern Oregon-I have come across Bigfoot footprints...
Credo Mutwa: Ah-hah!
Martin: ...by a river where I was camping. I have heard the Bigfoot in the mountains at night. I have heard their cries...
Credo Mutwa: Ya-ya! You see?
Martin: ...from one mountain to another. These are things I have experienced. I KNOW these things are real!
Credo Mutwa: Yes, sir. Then, I speak to a fellow warrior, and I say, "We shall overcome", as the American Marines used to sing during the Second World War.
Martin: Yes, and during the Vietnam War.
Credo Mutwa: We will overcome, we will overcome, but skeptics must stop laughing, and fools must stop calling these aliens, god. There is only ONE God, and He or She or It is the One who created us, and not some impostor who came from somewhere else to hide behind us and to drink our childrenís blood. Amen, sir.
Martin: Yes, absolutely right. Credo, please know that I deeply appreciate what you have done and the courage of just speaking frankly. Itís past time to hold onto these things, and itís time to just speak The Truth. And for those who donít believe or even consider possibilities, well, itís just too bad.
Credo Mutwa: Exactly, and also to confront people with the fact that there is no reason to fear anything. If we go from a perspective of making information available that should be available to every single person on this blooming planet, why the hell are they trying to threaten you to keep quiet? If itís so ridiculous, let it be. Stop assassinating and ridiculing and destroying people by churning-up fear. This is the perspective I come from, and Iím sure David, as well, and obviously you, as well, do too. I donít have fear anymore.
Itís time that we speak out and that we acquire a consciousness-a global, common consciousness-and get this thing to the front. Thank you, so much, I really appreciate it.
Martin: Absolutely right. Thank you.
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Posted on: 07/23/2012 at 07:46 am
I just read Mathew Craiges message and it moved me to make this reply. I was born in Colombia bhougrt to America raised in utah. My father being Catholic then converting to mormonism. As a child I never liked to go to church. A little after 8yrs. of age I never went. I grew up very fast and got into some trouble at a young age. I questioned what this country did to Native Americans. I looked at the big buildings in all the major cities and see no 13th. floor and seeing nothing but minority ghettos surrounding them and rich white folk going to work. My father introduced me to The Biggest Secret a book by David Icke wich introduced me to Credo Mutwa and it all made sence. I understand the sickness of the 12:60(12month 60min) THE PEOPLE OF THE SUN ARE COMING BACK AGAIN The Maya Calender has been much of a motivation and influence in my life.It would be AMAZING to be able to meetCREDO MUTWA my heart goes out to him So-la-re-en-lo (with great love and devotion)P.S. Thank you for wisdom your message is being touched by many souls in the middle of babylon!
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Posted on: 11/29/2012 at 06:30 am
I am very fascinated with the way Credo Mutwa explain his facts about his-story(history).The knowledge thereof implicated I am familiar with has brought change in what I have been trying to excavate.The only hugger mugger encircling me is that for those who believe in Christianity seems like it works for them.It is said according to David Icke's biggest secret that Christianity is a sacrificial sect for the reptilians.I want to understand,isn't sangoma one of reptilians.The reason why I put this question is that other sangomas worship snakes in the river.That i can prove it because i have a friend who does that and he was not timid of calling that his god.I am with the opinion that THE WORLD BECOMES REAL IN ONE'S MIND.I am a christian who does not believe in a system because a system is a doctrine invented by man so it is subjected to mistakes.This would be my greatest bliss for i believe it would heal my soul convicted in the programmed world.When i pray something begin to manifest but a little not complete.Please tell me what turns a thing into reality.Is a prayer worthwhile.