Smashing down barriers in my life...

I've been smashing down barriers a lot lately and the two highest ones that I had left on my list were broken down yesterday. Even though I didn't think I could ever smoke or would ever do it because it went against the way I felt, I recognized it as a barrier as well as taking anything considered a drug into my system. So, last night I decided to break those boundaries down and at least experience it once by smoking marijuana for spiritual purposes as well as healing purposes and learning from the plant as it is a teacher plant. As I have minor asthma, I took 3 puffs and the last one nearly choked me out to death. My throat closed up and I couldn't breath and my lungs felt heavy and ruined and my mouth tasted like garbage. Now that I experienced it, it's safe to say I won't do that again, but after that issue, I did feel a light bit of the plant's energy in me and I felt it eventually take over my body as I allowed it to take control and teach me.

What I noticed is that it made it easier to do things I am already efficient at, such as just feeling my spirit. I learned to do that a while back when I tried to go OBE, but lately I put that aspect of myself aside since I couldn't figure it out regardless of any techniques I tried and I figure that I'm not supposed to do that in this life. Other than that I just felt flowy and I can induce that easily enough. I also tested out what people were saying that you can taste colors and whatnot and I found that it worked, but then I found out this morning that it was just a talent I had anyway. lol I wound up playing with that ability and since I can taste anything by thinking about doing it, I tasted a sponge in the bathtub and it tasted soapy and spongy and I was like YUCK! lol So, I tasted juicy chicken and all was good. lol

All and all I'm proud of myself and now I want to try learning from it again, but this time using a vaporizer and hopefully that doesn't mess with my asthma. After I establish a good method to do it, I want to play with salvia so that I can go and get out of time for a bit and see my life and heal all of the parts of my life that need healing and learn more about things as well. Salvia is more potent and I want to make sure I optimize my experience and don't get hurt from doing that.




Keywords: removing obsticles, stress, freedom